The Untouched Heart

Chapter 223 - Open Fasting

I was so happy that, unlike usual, I woke up early. The number on the digital clock above the nightstand shows at four in the morning. Waw. This is the first record of my entire life. I never woke up this early without anyone waking me up.

When I looked at my husband, his eyes were looking at me. I almost screamed in surprise. I think he's still asleep. She laughs. Then without warning, he took my body to the bathroom.

“Light the light,” he said as he stood in the doorway. I pressed the switch near the door frame and the room light went on.

He dropped me in the bathtub, then lit the shower water. I haven't had a chance to say anything, the water's already soaked my head, down to my body. All the plans I've prepared just crumble. Hendra took over all our morning activities.

Three months can't touch each other intimately, we make love like tomorrow the world is about to end. We didn't waste a second of time touching each other. And my friends are right. Jogging is useful. I can balance my husband's stamina.

“Do not,” said Hendra as I opened my nightstand drawer. We had finished the bath for the second time and she was getting ready to go to the office.

“I'm not sure I'll be able to feel lost again, baby,” I said begging. I want to take a pregnancy-preventing drug.

Hendra sat by my side, took the medicine from my hand, then hugged me tightly. “We'll take good care of him. I'll take good care of you. We won't lose another child. What happened to our third child was an accident. I won't let that happen to you or our son again. Okay?”

I nodded slowly. I smiled as he kissed my hair. “I don't want to be late to work. Come on, let's go to the dining room now.”

After breakfast together, we drove Hendra up to the terrace. Just like the day before, I felt bad about taking it away. But this time the feeling was stronger. Is this because we've made love again and I feel like our relationship is getting closer, and then I don't want to part from her for a moment?

I didn't want to make Hendra worry, so I didn't say anything to him. I tried to walk her away with the best smile I could give. But as their car moved away from me towards the fence, my heart was pounding so fast.

Yeah, God. Please, protect my husband.

Hadi and Dira compact want to draw and color together. I took out the books and all the equipment they'd need. I can continue working on my new book concept while watching my children move.

At lunchtime, we headed to the dining room together. Hadi cheered happily at the menu presented on the table. I laughed to see it. I asked Fahri to cook hamburgers, fries, and salads. My son's favorite food.

“Mistress, your phone vibrates.” Abdi approached me while politely thrusting my phone. I immediately accepted it.

“Thank you, Abdi.” I shifted the green phone symbol, then saw the faces of my three best friends fill the screen.

“How? Hows it? Is everything all right? You guys don't wait until night to do it, ‘kan?” ask them to fight. I looked at the children who were engrossed in their own food.

“Can't you just once hold back your curiosity?” kapaku. “I'm having lunch with the kids. We can't talk about this now.”

“Ah, her face met in red,” Qiana said. “They've done it and I'm sure, not just once or twice.”

“Which style do you guys do? Have you tried all the styles we mentioned? Please, don't say missionary style. Nope, no. Uninspiring. Hey, it's a fun style if you know how to modify it.” They talked simultaneously until I was confused myself. I decided to get out of the dining room so the kids wouldn't listen.

“I said, I was eating with the kids. Why do you even continue this topic even to mention the name of one style, ukh! Can we talk about this later?” pissed me. I was standing a little far from the dining room door.

Abdi who was standing not far from me restrained his smile. Damnit. He must have heard our conversation. I kicked him out with my hand, he even chuckled as he walked towards the back of the house. Totally disgraceful.

“Hadi always asks about new things he hears.” I stared hard at them all. They laugh at once.

“You just answer carelessly. What's hard?” lindsey said with a laugh. “I never had trouble answering Charlotte's questions. Nor does he complain that my answer is unsatisfactory. Later also he knows himself.”

“I haven't finished eating and I'm very hungry. I'll end this video call now.” They laughed and said until later. My phone screen went back to the main page. I sighed softly.

I went back to the dining room and was grateful that Hadi had not asked me any questions. He and Dira had finished eating, then Yuyun gave each one a bowl of ice cream. They cheered happily.

We were in my room until the afternoon. We even enjoyed the snack together in my office. The concept of my book was finally completed as well. I can start typing the first chapter on Monday. For now, this is enough. I want to relax all weekend with my family. Hm …. I can't wait for my husband to come home.

I took the kids to watch in the living room. Ara immediately curled up at my feet. Hadi chose one of the children's films about animal life on the farm. Just watching for a few minutes, my phone vibrated. I smiled reading my husband's name on the screen.

“Hai, darling!” Hendra greeted me first. I laughed when I saw him give me a kiss.

“Papa!” greet the children, even Ara barked happily greeting her master.

“How are you all? Can't wait for papa to come home?” ask him to the kids.

“Hurry home, Pa! Uncle Fahri cooks pizza for dinner!” said Hadi. “Siang earlier we ate a big burger once. There are fries too, and I eat a lot of vegetables.”

“Smart child. Yes, papa will be home soon.” We talked for a moment before he ended the video call. Judging from the scenery behind him, it seemed like he was still in his office. I glanced at the watch. He'll be here in about an hour.

My heart was pounding fast, impatiently waiting to continue what we were doing this morning. I won't let him sleep in time. He had to satisfy me until we both couldn't move anymore. I have waited for three months, I deserve a little reward for my wait.

I remember all the advice from my friends. Nope, no. I can't do that. All this time Hendra took the initiative, I wasn't sure I could dominate while we were making love. I threw my mind away as I felt my face turn red.

Ara shakes her head while looking at me. Can he read my mind. But as he put his head back on top of both feet, I sighed softly. I'd better not think anything of the sort right now.

An hour passed, Hendra had not arrived yet. Traffic must be heavy because of the weekend. Maybe they're stuck in traffic somewhere. I calmed my heart that was pounding fast. This was not because of the feeling of being impatient to make love to her again. I started to worry about his condition.

It's dinner time, Hendra's not there. I can no longer calm myself. I left the children and Ara in the living room. Abdi was standing by the door, I immediately approached him.

“Big Master didn't come home for dinner, Mistress?” tanyanya's confused.

“Two hours ago he said that he was going home. I don't know what's up until now they haven't arrived either.” I opened my phone screen and chose Hendra's number. “I'll try contacting him.”

I heard a ringing tone. But until the tone was over, there was no answer. Abdi and I exchanged looks. We can no longer hide our worries. I tried calling him again. Still no answer.

“I'll try contacting Kafin.” Abdi pulled his phone out of his pants pocket. He picked one of the numbers, then touched the loudspeaker so we could hear it together. The call also ended without anyone answering.

“Hendra is never like this. What the hell's been going on? Where are the two of them now?” manyworry. Abdi was silent, unable to give an answer.