Dear, Soul!!

Nina's wedding preparations

Nina still misunderstands, thinking that Fauzi is coming back here for me when Fauzi returns to get married. I can't tell Nina that Fauzi is getting married because it will raise a new question from Nina about where I found out. I don't want Nina to know that I've met Fauzi here.

"I'm sure Wa, Brother Fauzi came home because he knew you were there now.."

"Udah de Nina's. Your expectations are too high for that.."

"It's not.."

"Udah ah, the patient has started to arrive. I have to get back to work now"

"Ta but.."

"Tell me if you're back, okay??" I said cut Nina's words. I don't want Nina to keep talking about Fauzi and it will hurt my feelings.

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Today was very tiring, I feel a little sorry because I had time to feel happy with the many patients today. Well I can ignore my thoughts about Fauzi because he is busy with work, but so busy is also that I did not have time for lunch today.

I threw my body into bed, my body felt stiff from being too tired today. I grabbed my phone which I never checked because I was too busy with work. One incoming message notification from Nina.

"I'll be home tomorrow, so the day after tomorrow with me okay??" A short message Nina sent.

"Can it be a weekend? The day after tomorrow I'm still at work and I'm busy.." Reply to the message I sent Nina.

I waited long enough for Nina's next reply.

"Okay, then I'll just go back there on Saturday, so take your Sunday for me.."

"OKAY.."

I immediately sought Annisa's contact to set up a schedule with her.

"No, no time this week?" I asked Annisa when my phone was connected.

"Emh. depends on it. Why?"

"Depends how?"

"Sunday I want to take care of ordering drugs for my Pharmacy, all help TTK make stock opname this month.."

"So this week you can't get out?"

"I told you it depends on Salwa.."

"Depends what? I'm like a clothesline hanging.."

"It's not like a clothesline, but it's like how I feel about him.. Eaaa.."

"Baperan.."

"Hahaha, why week?"

"Friends I want to marry and want to design an invitation. If you're not busy I want you to meet him this week.."

"Okay I can.."

"Well, you said you'd take care of the pharmacy this week.."

"It can be taken care of next week again, okay, let me know.."

"Basic.."

"Whoa, the windfall cannot be denied.."

"Yes, it's up to you. Yaudah I died on her phone.."

I've decided to call Annisa.

I am so happy with Nina's marriage. After they are long enough in a marriage finally soon they will formalize their relationship in a valid bond of love.

Ah I forgot, this afternoon I got a reply to a message from an unknown number which turned out to be a message from Fauzi. I opened the message and read it again.

"For more Fauzi to contact me, why else would we meet. It'll just hurt my feelings.." Thought.

I ignored my phone and reopened my job so that my attention could be diverted again from Fauzi.

I don't know how far I'm going to go and how much I'm going to do my job of ignoring my thoughts about Fauzi, but I'm going to keep trying even if there's very little possibility. This time I have to really move on, Fauzi is getting married and there is no way for me to be with him.

Tinctong.. One incoming message notification.

"Why not be answered? Can't I just be in touch?

Fauzi sent me a message again. Arrggggg my feelings really aren't out of whack right now. Why should it be now? Why when Fauzi was getting married, he called me. I'm trying so hard to cut him down but why does he keep torturing me like this.

Once again I ignored Fauzi's message, I should not respond to it because I was not sure I would be able to resist it after I tried to reply to Fauzi's one-time message at this time.

I flipped open my phone, there were still some photos of Fauzi and some of our shared photos were saved. Yeah, even though I switched phones a few times after breaking up with Fauzi, but I never changed my memory and phone number.

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Today was the day I promised to take Nina to meet with Annisa so that we could discuss the design of Nina and Farhan's wedding invitation.

A week ago Fauzi sent me a message and I just ignored it. I was very happy to receive a message from Fauzi, but I realized that I should no longer maintain my feelings for Fauzi who was soon to be married. How can I keep my feelings for someone who already belongs to someone else.

I wasn't sure I'd be able to hold on to the feeling that Fauzi kept on calling me like this, so I decided to change my phone number and also change my memory card. At first I intended to delete all of Fauzi's photographs and those related to Fauzi. But in the end I was unable to delete it so I chose to replace the new memory card and save the old memory card.

I sat in a cafe with Nina where Annisa and I agreed to meet.

"Wa?" Call Nina

"Hem?" I replied without looking at Nina and still focusing on playing my phone.

"Canty isn't?" Tanya Nina while showing some prewedding photos.

"Beautiful, you want a photo like that..?" My toot.

Nina nagging.

"Judah, we'll find the photography team.."

"Yes, I want to finish everything today so that it will not be too tight" explained Nina.

I just responded to Nina with a smile.

About ten minutes after Nina and I waited for Annisa, Annisa finally came.

Nina and Annisa started to get busy discussing about the design of her invitation, I just sat with them while playing my phone and occasionally advised Nina when she was confused to choose among the various design options that Annisa had provided.

"Will you take a picture not on the invitation?" Annisa asked Nina.

"The plan is that, but I haven't found a photography team yet. The plan is to start ntar.." Answer Nina.

"Hem, I have a recommendation.."

Annisa showed Nina some prawedding photos, I ignored her and was just busy with my phone. After all, I do not need to participate in their discussion because it should only be discussed by Nina and Annisa.

"Well good.." Nina responded after seeing some of the photos.

"If you like it, I can call the guy right away.."

"God, because I don't have enough time to run anymore. The way this picture was taken was also good.."

"Yes, I also really like the way Fauzi takes pictures.."

"Who?" Ask Nina to clarify. My attention from my cell phone also turned to Annisa's words.

"Fauzi. Oh yeah I forgot, if you're Salwa's classmate you should know Fauzi too, because that day Salwa said that Fauzi was her upperclassman.."

Nina looks at. Ah I was caught lying to Nina, just a week ago I told Nina that I never met Fauzi and today Annisa made it clear that I met Fauzi.

"You said you never met Brother Fauzi" asked Nina looking at me sharply.

"i's.. I forgot that I've met with Mr. Fauzi, because it's just a minute.."

"You may not forget.."

"I've been busy lately so I forgot that I've met Fauzi.."

"Hem.. Naturally, if Salwa forgets about that day, Salwa met with Fauzi for a while.." Obviously Annisa.

"Oh that..."

Hufftt's explanation Annisa just saved from Nina.

Nina finally went back to discussing the matter of her invitation with Annisa.