Dear, Soul!!

The 33 Review

Time passed, it did not feel like seven months had Fauzi severed his relationship with Salwa. Although seven months is not a short time but still Fauzi is still struggling to resist his longing and feelings for Salwa. Sometimes he comes home hoping to at least cross paths with Salwa but even though Fauzi has never met Salwa. His longing for more and more nurturing and flourishing without being able to redeem himself, well Fauzi had promised himself not to see Salwa before he was ready to pick Salwa up at his parents.

The days that Fauzi went through not a day he missed without feeling nostalgic for Salwa, Fauzi occasionally contact Ms. Salwa to just find out how Salwa is doing now and whether Salwa is still talking about her. Honestly there is a feeling of fear in the heart of Fauzi if you remember that Salwa could currently have another man and start forgetting him. Fauzi had prepared his heart if only in time for Salwa to come had really belonged to others but it seemed that until now the heart he was preparing to accept the possibility was not ready.

In contrast to Fauzi who was surviving a longing storm on Salwa, Farhan and Nina are now enjoying the beauty of both kasmaran. Who would have thought that their meeting that day only started from a lie about meeting with friends that was finally revealed by Nina's father as a person who was betrothed ended up with feelings that both began to love each other. Farhan or Nina occasionally come home together to just meet. Yes, at first Farhan did that just because he did not want his Father and Mother to be considered impious if Nina refused him, but over time because of the frequent meeting and the drought together finally Farhan's feelings really grow on Nina. As for Nina, turning her feelings of admiration into a feeling of love is not a difficult thing even more because it gets encouragement from parents.

Today as usual they re-agree to meet at one of the indoor cafes. Farhan who though has started to love Nina but until now she has never directly said that she loves Nina. Until now Nina had never heard a direct statement from Farhan, but for Nina it was not something to be questioned, how they are comfortable at this time is enough to prove that they have the same feelings.

"You are so long.." Nina asked with a displeased expression of waiting for Farhan for quite a while. Yes there is no more sisterly call for Farhan from Nina. The call of the brother has turned into 'you' signifies already how familiar they are now even though they have never called each other 'honey' because there has been no official statement. Even so they still enjoy their relationship which is only inaugurated by the bonds of matchmaking, not from the statement of one of them.

"Sorry, sorry, there was a little busy.." Farhan replied while sitting in Nina's front seat.

"It's a holiday or what?? How quiet is this cafe.." Nina asked puzzled after looking around and no one was there.

"There's no one because I've saved this place.."

"Why??" Nina asked confusedly.

"I want to say something to you, afraid that you will end this horror you will be angry or cry maybe, so there is no need to be ashamed because no one will see.." Farhan said with a serious look.

Nina was silent for a moment. His expression that had just been relaxed turned flat then slowly became confused and displeased.

"What did you say??" Tanya Nina hesitated. Nina seemed to have guessed what Farhan was going to say. He knew that Farhan already knew about how he felt about Farhan now, hearing Farhan reserve this place so that he could cry as much as he was afraid to hear Farhan's words.

"Nin, I guess I can no longer continue our relationship as someone who was betrothed by our parents, I have not learned again for love with you.." Farhan.

"Ta but why??" Nina asked stammeredly, her eyes started to glaze over.

Farhan moved out of his chair, approached Nina and held her hand for Nina to stand up.

"Because.."

"Do you know what I'm feeling right now??" Nina's question cut Farhan's words. "You want me to learn to love you, to love you, and now I feel like this you want...." Nina pulled her hand from Farhan's.

"Hey listen to me first.."

"What??? Intentionally doing this is the same as me.. You're evil.." Cried Nina, her tears began to flow profusely.

Farhan tried to hug Nina to calm her down in order to hear her explanation.

"Don't hug.. Why embrace me if the edges want to leave me.."

"Who wants to leave you???"

Nina momentarily fell silent at Farhan's words.

"I never said I wanted to leave you..."

"Te jiats.. Wanna say what?? You said let me settle for being angry and crying so that people wouldn't look at me.. Why would I cry if the opening..."

"But I didn't say I wanted to leave you.."

"Ta but just said he could not continue our matchmaking, he also said he did not want to learn love with me.."

"Ha ha ha" Farhan chuckled softly at Nina's words and funny expression. "I don't mean it.." Farhan approached and held Nina's hand. "I don't want to continue our relationship as a person who is married because I want to establish a real relationship as a person who really loves each other not because of a match, not because of a match, couples who are getting married not because of a match. And again why did I learn love the same if in fact now I'm really in love with you.." Farhan.

Hikss.. Nina who had been silent to hear Farhan's explanation slowly began to cry again until she finally fell down to cry.

"You're evil.. That's nasty..." Nina said while crying and just getting stronger.

"Ja evil?? A me??" Farhan was confused, was the feeling of his love for the sincere Nina now a crime?

"Hikss.. You're making me afraid.. Hikss a I'm afraid you left me.. A I'm afraid you can't love me even though I've learned to love me. hikss a I'm afraid..." Said Nina sobbing.

Farhan simply smiled and tried to hold back his laughter hearing Nina's words. Nina could get even more angry if Farhan let go of her laughter now.

"You cup don't cry here.." Farhan approached trying to calm Nina down.

"Don't hold on.." Nina put away Farhan's hand. "You are jahaattt... Hikss huaaa..." Nina was crying harder.

Farhan standing. "So you don't want to be with me??" Ask Farhan.

Nina looked at Farhan with her tears still flowing.

"Yes maauuu..." Nina stood up and hugged Farhan.

Farhan hugged Nina smiling back.

"Already have.. Don't cry anymore.."

Cringgg.. The tafe lights alternately lit up, forming an image of Nina's heart and photos of her falling behind Farhan.

Nina's eyes widened to see it all.

"So you will live with me one day, allow me to love you and be your man who is always there for you.." Ask Farhan.

Nina was still speechless, she was still very shocked to see everything.

"I love you Nina, I love you and I want you to be queen in my house.."

Slowly Nina's tears regained her eyes, her expression that had calmed down for a moment heard Farhan's words slowly began to fall into disarray again because it seemed like her crying would break for the third time.

"Would you???" Tanya Farhan thrust out a ring box.

Nina simply nodded as she was unable to speak anymore, her tears trickled back down.

Farhan paired a ring in the shape of a Daisy flower that symbolized purity as the meaning of the name Nina.

The ring was beautifully circular on Nina's ring finger, Nina continued to look at him then raised her face to look at Farhan. Nina hugged Farhan and cried again.

"Hey why are you crying again.." Tanya Farhan returned Nina's embrace

"Because I love you.." Nina replied while sobbing.

"Ha ha ha.. Don't cry anymore.."

"Huaa.. I can't stop crying..." Nina said tightening her embrace.

"Ha ha ha why else??"

"So I was crying because I was sad, now I'm crying because I'm too happy...Hiksss I don't know how to stop crying" Nina said constantly crying.

Farhan just hugged Nina trying to calm the woman he loved.