Dear, Soul!!

What Happened?

Fauzi finally managed to recall the woman sitting with him this morning. The woman who made him had to dig his memory deeper in order to remember it. But his efforts did not produce results if it was not Karin who helped Fauzi remember him, by telling him a little strange things that had happened between the two.

*If you still do not remember who Karin is, yuhu check again, episode Review 13 😁

Fauzi's memory returns to play in the past. Back Fauzi recalled how angry Salwa was, when Fauzi tried honestly that he got a love statement from Karin. Also the memory of Fauzi who had been angry, when Karin referred to himself as the one who seized Salwa from Farhan. Fauzi's anger is due to Karin who he thinks deliberately makes a false story of Farhan who has feelings for Salwa, the anger of a friend when he gets a story that makes a bad view of his best friend.

But finally Fauzi realized at this time, that what Karin said at that time was true.

“Keep how same you? I heard you broke up with Salwa?”

The audible question has little insistence on getting an answer.

“Yes, we had a break” replied Fauzi interspersed with his smile.

“Four??”

Karin's eyes turned a little more serious than before.

“Iya, time. Yes even though we had broken up, in the end we came back together again”

It was obvious in Karin's eyes, displeased at what Fauzi had just said.

“Oh so, thank goodness.”

Karin tried to brush off her displeasure, she still formed a smile on her lips despite being forced.

“So, are you still dating Salwa or married now??” Ask Karin then.

Although displeasure approached him after knowing the relationship Fauzi and Salwa, but curiosity still disturbed him. He asks her again what status ties Fauzi and Salwa.

“We are married, now I already have one little daughter” explained Fauzi, showing a happy expression that made Karin aware, which is why, if the life that Fauzi has now is a happy life that has been designed since long ago.

“Oh so..”

Karin still showed her smile. He did not want to show his disappointment in front of Fauzi.

“How you? Already have a baby too?” Tanya Fauzi, who also wants to get a happy story from Karin's household life.

Karin just looked down with her smile that was starting to fade. Seeing Karin's expression made Fauzi realize that his question was quite sensitive and should not be asked.

“Ma sorry, if my question.”

“Nothing” Silenced Karin, began to lift her face and put on a smile on her lips. “It is natural that you also ask like that, because I used to be the same as you about the family”

Fauzi just smiled. He felt so guilty asking the thing that made Karin surprised and silent for a moment. It doesn't seem like the happiest thing Karin has about her household.

“I divorced my husband 3 years ago, even though our marriage age at that time was still very young”

“Sorry, it looks like my question made you so remember a bad”

“It's okay. But since you've asked, can I spare my feelings for a moment with you?. I've been 3 years apart from my husband, and I have no friends to share”

Fauzi just nodded. Fauzi himself had no reason to refuse.

“Maybe it's a little weird, I'm telling you this same thing. Though we are not familiar people, especially this is the first time we meet again”

“It's okay. If your feelings can be a little relieved if you already told”

Karin smiles. For him, Fauzi is a very understanding man, Fauzi is ready to hear his story even when their relationship is not quite familiar.

“I got married 3 years ago. My husband's the son of my father's business partner. We met while Dad was having a party, celebrating the establishment of one of Dad's subsidiaries outside the city”

Fauzi listened well to Karin's story.

“He was quite handsome, at the party not a few women who glanced at him, but although glimpsed by many women, he remained indifferent. He was always alone at the party, until I finally ventured to talk to him. At first he was a little difficult to talk to, because he was quite cold and indifferent. But slowly, we had the same chat topic and eventually became familiar”

Karin paused for a moment her story.

“Our meeting was there. After that I didn't know anymore and even I forgot about him. Until finally, I received a phone call from a new number and it turned out to be him. I know, his call at that time must have been the intervention of our parents, because Dad quickly asked about him”

Fauzi is a really good listener.

“Short story, we finally became familiar. I didn't know what was going on, though I felt like he was always keeping his distance on my way, but he ended up proposing to me. At first I was quite confused, I was worried and thought long enough to accept his proposal. After all, when I thought about accepting her proposal, she did not urge at all to ask for my answer”

“So you're not sure of that time? Then why accepted?”

“Yes, stupid I was at that time” An indescribable smile decorated at the corner of Karin's lips. “I accepted it at that time thinking, that I was a lucky woman. He is handsome, well-established and from a distinguished family. Not one or two women approached him, he rejected all the women who approached him and chose me. I thought at that time, that this was my victory as a woman, the choice of a great man who rejected other women. Unfortunately I was a fool at that time did not think further about the consequences that I would get”

Karin breathed for a moment. His face showed how sorry he was for making a decision on the basis of a temporary sense of satisfaction.

“We finally got married, our wedding was so festive, I became a very happy woman back then. However, it seems like it was the last happiness I had after marrying”

Fauzi's brows furrowed, revealing his puzzled expression.

Karin raised her face, tears began to pool in her eyes.

“When I asked him why he was like that. He said that if he actually had another woman he loved, it's just that his parents didn't approve of them. Then I asked again, why did he propose to me while he was in love with another woman”

“His answer??”

“He thought, I could make him forget that woman. But what happened, instead of him forgetting the woman, he was guilty of not fighting for the woman and chose to marry me. My heart was broken once that time”

Fauzi thrusts a box of tissue at Karin whose tears begin to trickle down, recalling bad memories of her marriage.

“My marriage is only five months old, I finally filed for divorce from Faiq and we parted ways.”

“Wait.. Wh who? What was your husband's name?”

“Faiq, why?”

Fauzi was silent for a moment.

“Ah, it's okay” replied fauzi then after thinking for a moment. “So now??”

“Yes so, after I separated from Faiq, I don't know how it is. I never heard from him again, last I knew, he left here and started his own business”

Fauzi smile.

“Maybe God wants you to get a better man than he” Fauzi said by trying to calm down a little.

“Yes possible, I also hope like that”

Karin wiped the rest of her tears. The pain he felt back then he felt at this moment.

“So you were a little surprised when I mentioned my ex-husband's name, why??”

“Ah no, maybe I mistakenly thought because she had the same name as my friend”

“Can be so it's true dia”

“I don't think so. Faiq my friend is a noisy and sociable person, not like the character of your quiet and cold husband as you said earlier, and again he is not a person who is proficient in business, he is not a business person, he's not the kind of person who would run a company”

“Oh, it seems right. They have a different character once”

“Yes, I haven't heard from you for a long time, so I was a little surprised when you said your ex-husband's name was”

“Your college friend?”

“Yes, he was a friend who ran away from his house and hitched a ride in my house at that time”

“I think it's right, Faiq I know is not the type of person who carelessly runs away from his house and hitchhikes in other people's houses like that” Karin smiled knot. The character of Faiq mentioned by Fauzi is clearly very different from the character of her ex-husband Faiq.

Both of them were silent for a moment. The noise of the vehicle began to play in the eardrum.

“Fauzi.. Thanks for being willing to listen to my story. I still feel strange because the story of things like this is the same as you, even when we first met again”

“It's okay” replied Fauzi smiling.

“I just feel comfortable when the same story you were, until I was encouraged to vent like this. Ha ha ha, I'm a little embarrassing”

“Ah no. I'm glad to hear..”.

Not yet Fauzi finished his words, the phone he had placed in his pocket vibrated.

“Ah a minute.”

Karin simply nodded, giving Fauzi space to answer her phone call.

Fauzi stepped a few steps from Karin, answering the incoming phone which was none other than the incoming call from Salwa.

“Yes why baby??”

There was no answer from across the phone, making Fauzi repeat many times saying hello.

“Fa Fauzi.”

The sound of Salwa's voice being slightly nervous, made Fauzi become worried.

“Iya why darling? You why??”?

“A me.. I..”

“Salva... Salwa why are you?? Hello??? Answer me Salwa..”