Dear, Soul!!

Crumbed

I ordered food while I waited for Farhan who was in the toilet right now. His phone kept ringing out of who, I didn't dare answer the incoming call on Farhan's phone, I didn't have any more rights to it.

"Sister, my sister's phone kept ringing" I said as Farhan returned from the toilet.

"Three missed calls? Well, he can get angry" Farhan said after checking a missed incoming call on his phone.

I thought for a moment, who could make Farhan worry like this for not answering his call.

Farhan tried to call him back. I just shut up to see it.

"Hello, sorry baby I was in the toilet"

Darling?? Who is the one called dear by Farhan? What relationship was the man with Farhan to call Farhan with a call of affection?

I don't know if I feel this normal way or not, it's just that I obviously feel my heart ached and disappointed. I don't know if it's part of jealousy or what. I was as if in a frenzy as I saw Farhan who was agitated because he was worried about the woman who was talking to him on the phone being angry. I tried to push as much as I could. "Arghh why do I have to be like this?" My inner.

Did I misinterpret Farhan's kindness all along? Did I mistake Farhan's good treatment for me. I always thought Farhan was kind to me because of his previous unresolved feelings. How could Farhan be this good to me if it wasn't for him still liking me. And again, Farhan had been with me no one had called him. Anyhow Farhan might walk with me this long if he had a girlfriend. Is it true that Farhan only sees me like his little sister now?. How can it be like that?

I tried to suppress my feelings, hide my expression and try to keep looking good, but still it was hard for me to do.

"I'm outside again, again at the cafe" Farhan said, explaining his location to the woman he was calling. Farhan now ignored me sitting in front of him.

Farhan only focused on his phone.

"Seriously you're here? Don't lie to me.." It was obvious Farhan's happy expression was talking to the woman.

"Want me to pick it up?? But uh" Farhan paused for a moment after glancing at me. "I'm the same as someone here, baby, I can't go straight there and.."

"What sis, pick it up first. Or do we just go home now?" I said cut Farhan's words and tried to understand Farhan's position.

It's also not said that I understand Farhan's current position, I just want to go home quickly because it feels like I can't stand it this way.

"Yes, baby girl.. Ah sorry, but I'm sure you won't be angry because I didn't say anything" Hearing Farhan's words it seems like she was a little angry knowing Farhan was with the woman.

I was still trying to think positive, before Farhan had called Key his best friend with a call of love so I thought it could be just his friend. But this time I could no longer think positively, there was no way it was just a girl friend seeing her jealous because Farhan was with me right now. I looked away, trying to wipe the tears at the end of my eyes.

Waitie? Nina once said that she saw Farhan with a woman at the airport before Farhan came here. What not that woman? Nina had told the characteristics of the woman first, at that time I did not care about the woman Nina meant, but after I remembered the characteristics of the woman like the characteristics of Key. Is Farhan really with Key? If it's Key, then Farhan cheated on me.

"Dear, I just helped make her feel better because something happened, I'm sure you're not angry" Farhan tried to persuade her.

I just keep looking at it, yeah I'm quiet even though I actually want to scream let go of how I feel.

"You don't know about that? When you don't know?" Farhan said he saw me. Why does Farhan see me like that.

I waited for Farhan to finish speaking, I kept quiet because she would hear my voice again if I spoke.

Farhan ended his phone after about fifteen minutes he told her with his beaming face.

"Ah sorry so had time to let you know earlier.."

"What sis, I understand" I replied trying to smile.

"We haven't told each other for a few days because he went on vacation and there's no network" Farhan started telling stories

"Oh hehe.." I answered with half a laugh.

"You must be thinking too, right? In an area where there's no network, I thought he was lying at first but he tried to clear things up until I believed him too"

"Hehehe yes brother, now it is modern how can there be an area that does not have a telephone network"

CK, is he offending me now?

"Hehe yes.."

"I'm glad to know he's here now.." Farhan said, smiling, unable to hide his happiness.

"He's the guy here?"

"Well, you don't know?"

I frowned at me.

"Oh yeah, he wants to come here you're okay, right?" Farhan ignored my question, well now all he thought about was the whereabouts of his current lover.

"Yes sis.." I answered half-heartedly.

"I have to order him food so that if he comes he can eat right away"

"Why do you know what she wants to eat?"

"I've memorized exactly what he will eat, every time we eat together outside he will order the same food menu or the like"

"Oh so.. It seems like big brother is a pity on her"

"Hehe yes, at first I did not expect to be able to love this way he"

My heart is really struggling. I was in a state where the expression I showed with what I felt was opposite.

"Should I just go home? I'll even bother you brother"

"No, I couldn't have let you go home by myself while I was picking you up from home"

"Well, brother, I can go home by myself.."

"Don't I don't calm down if you go home alone, just wait a minute.."

I just nodded while trying to smile.

I don't know how much longer I can endure hiding my raging feelings like this.

"Why is he so long?" Farhan said he kept checking his phone, seeing how Farhan was worried about him

"Try on the phone, brother.." My advice.

Farhan called the woman many times but there seemed to be no answer.

"He didn't call me, he was probably on the road" Farhan said.

I stirred up the food in front of me, it felt like my appetite was gone.

"Oh that's it coming.." Farhan looked happy to see the woman had arrived.

"Sorry I'm late, got stuck.."

I'm turning.

"Loh????"