Dear, Soul!!

Wait around

The day is getting hotter, this is the last day of the exam for the odd semester of the year. Yes, as Fauzi said, there will be a time where it feels short even though others feel that the time feels long.

It had been about five minutes that I waited for Farhan after sending a message asking him to pick me up, but until now Farhan's nostrils had not been seen until now.

"Where's it?" I sent a message back to Farhan.

"Wait a minute, baby.." Reply message from Farhan.

I'm back waiting for Farhan "From now on in a moment but still not there until now" Gerutuku.

Suppose that the stones in front of me can talk maybe he has been nagging and grumbling because I had thrown here and there because I was bored waiting.

My phone rang, I quickly saw my phone hoping it was an incoming call from Farhan.

"Hello.." I replied lazily after seeing the incoming call not from Farhan but from Fauzi,

"Why you, baby?"

"What?"

"Cock his voice like that..?"

"Sir dad.."

"Where's the test? Smoothly?"

"Yes.." Answer's short.

"Thank God.. So where is it now?"

"Front of the school again waiting for an invitation.."

"Tumben, usually you always ride a bike even though it's a test.."

"I don't know lately I've been lazy to take a bike.."

"Who will pick you up?"

"Eng? uh Mother.." My answer is a little jittery.

"Hem.. To me I picked you up there, but yes want how else, this is just me nelfon while waiting for the lecturer to come.. Sorry dear.."

"Ah, that's okay.."

"Yaudah I will call again, the lecturer has come.. Bye darling.."

"Daddy.."

"Ck. said he had two girlfriends, but absolutely no one could come to pick up.." Mutted

"Seriously this Farhan where the hell is it? I'd like to wait half an hour but not yet nongol-nongol as well.." I said I checked my phone again and tried to contact Farhan.

Many times I called Farhan but there was no answer.

"If you can't pick up should say, I can go home alone instead of even let me wait unclear like a bego here.." Narrator.

I tried to call Farhan again, I don't know how many missed calls I had on his phone.

Ah, he's lifted.. "Where are you?" I asked when my phone was connected.

"Hello.."

"Ehh.." I was surprised, not the voice of Farhan from across the phone, but the voice of others whom I did not recognize, the voice of women.

"Sorry who?" My toot.

"Oh.. Wh why? Farhan can't answer the phone anymore.."

"Kc.. Who the hell is this one creature, instead of answering my question even nyelonong.." My grumbling is getting upset.

"Why? Where's farhanya?"

"For business.." Jutek. I'm getting upset to hear it.

"Can you please take her phone to her first? I'm gonna talk to Farhan.."

"I'm sorry but Farhan again can't pick up his phone, he's talking to the Dean again. Wh why? is there anything important to be sidelined? Tell me I'll take you to Farhan.."

Now again busy keep why not say from earlier, there I'm waiting is not clear like this. Not to mention her phone was picked up by a woman whose way of speaking was very annoying.

"Who's Fi?" I heard someone ask from across the phone.

"Do not know.. I'll say the same Farhan said.."

"His girl?"

"Where do I know, I don't think. if the girl should be this she nyimpen the name of her contact use dear or whatever.."

I was getting upset by the conversation she had with her friend from across the phone.

"Hello.."

"Please tell Farhan I'll call you later.."

"Oh okay.." He said and decided to call.

"Ck.. Seriously who is this woman? He said he wasn't his girlfriend? you sok tau.. I'm not polite to pick up people's phones, talking rudely pretentious again.. It sucks" Umpatku.

I called a taxi and went home by myself. I was very upset, Farhan who did not come to pick me up and make me wait for the plus of the woman who answered the phone earlier. I kept staring out, my eyes slowly glazed over in annoyance.

Cellphone's ringing. Incoming call from Farhan.

"Where are you?" Ask after I answer the phone.

"Walk home.." Reply annoyed.

"Kok on the way home, you asked me to pick you up in front of the school, I got here but you've come home alone??"

"I've been waiting for you since, I'm tired of waiting but you didn't come.."

"Oh my goodness, Salwa, I had an urgent need, I'm a long time ago not that I couldn't bring you.."

"Yes, you want me to wait for you like that bego guy??"

"It's not like that, but you can wait a little longer , if you want to go home alone can say the same I used to instead of going straight home. I've been in a hurry here but you're not even here.."

Who the hell is here to be angry? why is he angry?

"I've been calling you since, but there's no answer from you. Even women who are not clear who say it is not true.."

"Who??"

"Yes I know. I told him to make it to you that I was calling.."

"But.."

"But he didn't talk, did he??" I said cut the conversation. "Chick isn't clear.." My murmur.

"Hey..why are you talking about being so rude??"

"Rude? I did you say rude?? Your friend's friend who said it is not clear and now he does not mengampein my message to you, right?"

"It's not him.."

"What..why are you doing him anyway??"

"It wasn't me.."

"It's up to you.." I said to cut off the phone.

I'm getting pissed off.

My phone rings again, Farhan calls keep coming in..

"Otherwise?"

"Where are you now?"

"And I told you on the way home.."

"Where is it?"

"Emang why?"

"Stop right there.."

"What the hell??"

"Stop there, wait for me. I'm there now.."

"Son't.."

"Salvah.."

"I don't want to.."

"Pleasee stopped there, I went there.."

"You want me to wait for you to be like a bego again now??"

"Wait a minute, I'm on my way.wait there.”

I stopped and waited by the side of the road, once again Farhan made me wait like a fool. I also did not know and was not directly aware of what was happening, which I knew I always obeyed what Farhan said even though it was a annoying thing to me, I always did what Farhan bialng did even though I nagged strongly before. Farhan seems to be controlling me. Ah I don't know whether Farhan controls me or I deliberately make myself controlled by Farhan. Very different from Fauzi, Fauzi always obeyed what I wanted, Fauzi always tried to fulfill my request. Fauzi like that is also what makes me more desirable if with Fauzi. I once asked Fauzi about it and Fauzi only replied “Rather than fussing with you, it is better to follow what you want while it is not a bad thing”. Being used to Fauzi who always obey also makes me immediately annoyed when there are things I want but Fauzi can not obey.

They were two different people, in a different way also treated me.