Dear, Soul!!

Nina's Story (1)

I still find it hard to believe the facts I know now. I never thought about Nina and Farhan's relationship at all, even imagining it felt impossible. But it all comes back to fate, nothing can change it and everything can happen even if it feels impossible.

Many times I tried to accept this fact, I convinced myself that I was okay even though the inner corner of my heart felt pain and disappointment. Once again I realized, Farhan selalma's kindness to me was none other than because she only considered me as her little sister and only my expectations were playing around thinking that Farhan liked me.

Farhan drove me home with Nina. Nina whines to ask to stay with me tonight and I have no choice but to agree with Nina's request, even though actually tonight I just want to let go of all my feelings.

Not only Nina, I miss Nina very much. How not, the three years I was in high school, the three years I also passed my days with Nina. I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss him, it's just that Nina's whereabouts are now like a boomerang unto myself. Suppose I met Nina not with her current status as Farhan's fiance, maybe I would be as carefree as Nina now. But how, controlling feelings in order to be carefree like Nina is not easy.

"Salva.. I miss.." Said Nina hugging me spoiled.

"I miss Nina too.." I said to hug her back.

I felt a slight difference in Nina. If it was Nina who used to be, she would have rushed to hug me cheerfully and noisily, but Nina who was now on her side was more visible. Yeah maybe because he's used to being treated spoiled by Farhan.

I still remember Nina's view of dating, she was very concerned about what benefits to be received from our partner, she was always realistic and a little neglected about feelings. I used to think of Nina who thought that way because she had not felt Love and now it is true, Nina finally changed after she felt in love, she felt in love, and again Farhan was the type that was no less in Nina's eyes when she was grumbling as I rejected Farhan while sitting in the high school chair.

Farhan may have been Nina's first boyfriend and is now even her fiance. I am grateful that Nina met someone like Farhan in her first experience as a lover, at least Farhan will not hurt him even more so Farhan who now looks like a bucini man who is very forward to his lover's wishes.  Well, no matter how disappointed my heart is right now I still feel happy for Nina.

"Na.. I'm gonna ask.."

"What?" Nina's question distracted her from her phone lying next to me.

"You're the same brother Farhan why is it like this?"

Nina put down her phone.

"There were a lot of unexpected events until I finally got like this as Farhan" said Nina starting to tell how she could bond with Farhan now. To be honest, I was curious about their relationship and how they got tied up in an engagement relationship.

"You remember when we were in third grade high school I told you that I wanted to be married to Mama?"

"Yes.. So that time??" Ask me and start guessing.

"Yes.." Nina replied smiling. "The one who wants to be fooled by me is Farhan's brother"

"Can't you?" I'm getting more and more penyaran.

"Don't know why it could be, Mama Sama Papa never more clear story me about it just Mama said that kak Farhan is the son of his friend Papa"

"So??"

"At first I refused to meet him, and as you know that Mama never forced her will to give me all she wanted, but Papa still asked me to meet her friend's child. Papa said at least I appreciated his friend Papa's good intentions to make me part of his family, so I agreed to meet him that day. Mama and Papa said that if I don't like it I can say I don't want to, the important thing is to meet first.."

"Yes because it was Farhan's sister. I once secretly ngedenger Mama said the same Papa to make this matchmaking because we never met until we graduated high school because Farhan was very busy, he said. Mama had thought that the family of Brother Farhan was not serious about handling this matchmaking problem and Mama did not want me to get hurt because of it later"

"Because as long as we were Farhan High School again the same as me Na, how could he want to meet you at that time while he loved me the same" I thought.

"Continue?" I asked because I was still constantly curious about Nina's story.

"But Papa said he still wanted me to meet Farhan's brother. Papa says my family can't show the same attitude as that, but Papa Kak Farhan is my Papa's friend"

"But you're never forced, are you?"

"Son, Mama won't make me. I met with Brother Farhan when I was in college, Papa asked me to come home for a while to meet with Brother Farhan at that time and I finally met. Haha at first we were both surprised when we knew that it was in a mate" Nina laughed herself telling the beginning of her meeting as Farhan with the status of those who are being betrothed. "But over time we kept getting to know each other and it could end up like this" he continued.

"It's really unexpected, I didn't expect that the person who would be betrothed to you was actually Farhan's brother"

"Don't you Wa, I didn't expect it either. It's a soap opera cake.."

"But thank goodness it was Farhan's brother, wasn't it.."

"It's not Om-om like you used to think. hahaha" said Nina cutting off my words with her laugh.

"Haha yes.."

Seeing the cheerful Nina made my feelings happy too. Never mind, I shouldn't have thought anything else about Farhan's kindness to me this whole time. All I have to feel now is happiness as well as the happiness Nina feels.

"Ck, why don't I think Farhan has your phone number, if I knew your phone number I would have called you right away I knew that the person who was fooled by me was Farhan's sister" complained Nina rather upset. "And I want to surprise you.."

"Now I've been very surprised by Nina" My inner self.

"Hehe now I'm surprised too.."

"Yes but not exciting, you are now surprised yourself. If at that time I immediately talked to you, we could be both surprised"

"Haha why should also be surprised to congregate"

"Haha yes well, the same intention is not useful" said Nina with a laugh.

Destiny really no one knows what kind, Nina who used to be only limited to admiring Farhan without any sense of wanting to buy it now even become a prospective companion of his life.