Dear, Soul!!

Nina's Wedding (2)

We were both silent for quite a while, I didn't know where to start a conversation with Fauzi so I kept quiet. I also feel bad if I have to leave Fauzi.

"I really didn't expect them both to be in a match.." Fauzi said starting the conversation broke the momentary silence that had occurred between us.

"Engg. uh I yes.." My answer is a little stammering.

"Yes cantilever Salwa.. What's with your way of speaking that stammering like this" My mind was upset.

"Nina looks so beautiful and Farhan too.. Ah not too handsome, mediocre.." Fauzi began his occasional way of speaking interspersed with jokes.

"Sir Farhan looks handsome too.." I said while looking at the sweet smiling Farhan accepting his guest.

Spontaneous Fauzi turned to look at me, glared at me sharply then turned her gaze a moment later.

"What's? Why are you staring at that? Did I say it wrong?" Thought confusingly.. "Oh Jeez..." I was surprised after realizing it. "Why should I praise my ex in front of my ex-boyfriend?? Dasaray Salwaaa.." My grunts in my heart are upset at myself.

I picked up a glass of the drink available at our table trying to eliminate this bit of awkwardness.

"When did you come?"

"What?" I'm confused.

"Wedding as Nina.."

Uhuukkk.. I coughed in surprise at Fauzi's question.

"Aren't you papa?" Fauzi asked me a piece of tissue.

I signaled that I was okay.

"Thank you brother.." I cleaned up a little spill on my dress.

"Salvana..." Fauzi said as he held the tip of his lips.

"What?" I'm confused.

Fauzi repeated holding the tip of his lips and occasionally holding his cheek. I was confused and did not understand the gesture Fauzi gave me.

"There's water on the side of your lips.." Evidently.

"Oh.." I tried to clean my lips. "Ck why so embarrassing this is Salwa.." My grunts in my heart

"Not here, but here.." I said Fauzi helped me clean the tip of my lips. As usual, Fauzi's hands were always warm.

Blussshhh... I can't describe what it's like. Shy, happy, confused and awkward mixed into one.

I quickly turned my face.

"Ah sorry.." Said Fauzi who looked awkward as well.

"It's okay.." Answer me a little.

We went back to being both silent and the awkwardness between us only increased.

"Eng. lt.." I try to open the conversation so that awkwardness does not become more so. But why am I stammering like this.

"Why is it?" Not only me, Fauzi's feelings are not much different from mine. He stammered as he answered me.

"Are you better than Farhan?" Ask me with a low tone. I don't know if this question deserves to be questioned, but I'm quite curious and their relationship seems to have improved.

"Yes.." Fauzi replied briefly while smilingly looking at me.

I looked back at him with a dissatisfied look at his answer and expected more answers.

"I met Farhan in Makassar. At that time I had a meeting from another office and it turned out to be Nina, that day Nina was picked up by Fauzi. Haha actually I was also quite surprised by the relationship between Nina and Farhan at that time, it was not surprising that the two of them turned out to have a serious relationship. Funny that I was wondering how Nina was at school and how Farhan was. Haha really no one knows..." Fauzi.

"I thought we were both adults. We are no longer teenagers who maintain ego and ignore each other, after all we are friends" continued Fauzi began to return to the discussion.

"So..??"

"Yes so I'm better off with Farhan. Past events let it pass, we are still very young at that time so it is only natural that we make such mistakes, besides who can resist feelings of like. Even at this age we will not be able to hold our feelings of love for someone, only we already know which feelings are worth maintaining and which ones should be stopped.." Fauzi.

I sometimes can't guess Fauzi's way of thinking and can't understand how he can control his feelings. Fauzi has always been kind like this, he can always put forward the common good and ignore his feelings. For others in general, how can forgiveness be so easy when our lover is having an affair with his own friend. But Fauzi could understand that, throw one's bad side out of his sight and try to see it from another's point of view.

"Why is this nanyain?" Fauzi looked at me. I quickly averted my eyes, as I could not make eye contact with Fauzi.

"Why not, it's just that when I met Brother Farhan, Brother Farhan once said to me that he was still embarrassed to talk and feel bad with brother.."

"You still see Farhan??" Ask Fauzi..

"No no... No more, I was I meant a long time ago.." Reply quickly.

"Ha ha ha why is your response like that Salwa?" Fauzi laughed at me.

Salwaa CKK.. Why does it have to be like that. Ck is really embarrassing.. I myself also did not realize why my answer was so hasty and like this.

"i's.. I mean I'm.."

"Ha ha you're like a person who's just getting caught.." Fauzi kept laughing.

"Bu not that, I'm afraid that my brother thinks I'm the same brother Farhan and Nina.." I did not continue my words that saw Fauzi's response instantly change. He who was laughing at me suddenly lost his laughter. I looked at him confused.

"Now I'm also called big brother?" He said he looked at me for a moment and then turned his eyes back with a smile that I didn't understand what he meant.

"Te keep calling what?" I'm confused.

"Call baby again can also be, hahaha.." Fauzi laughed again.

"Eh??"

"I'm sorry, I was just kidding.." Fauzi said with his laughter beginning to subside.

He joked and joked it almost made my heart jump out of place.

"His laughs???" Farhan asked with an expressionless face.

"Omoo...." Fauzi and I were both surprised to see Farhan who had been standing behind Fauzi.

"Ck. make a surprise Lu.." Tegur Fauzi's.

"My wife had been pouting up there calling out to you but you guys were laughing indistinctly here.."

I turned my gaze to Nina who was sitting in the courtyard with her face starting to tangle. I looked around the guest a little. Maybe because the big reception will be held later tonight so that this afternoon there are not many guests who come.

"Why?" Ask Fauzi.

"She wanted the same photo you two had, you two were busy here by yourself.."

"Oh ha ha ha sorry-sorry..."

"Udah satisfied reuniannya same ex, round flashback you continue later tonight okay.."

I became clumsy myself hearing Farhan's words.

"Udah ayoo photos first..." Take Farhan.

Fauzi and I went to the temple to take some pictures just to capture the happy moments of Farhan and Nina.