Dear, Soul!!

The understanding..

11.

"Salvah.."

I heard someone call my name. Kuliat Fauzi ran small towards me.

"What time are you home?" Ask him to arrive in front of me while walking in tandem.

"Hurry up"

"Kok didn't know me"

"Oh, I just don't want to bother you"

"I've been on the phone all night, your number's busy"

"Oh that.. Anu's.. Aunt Lily called, tell me because I'm not going with her" I lied.

"You also talked to Aunt Lily for a long time"

"Why?"

"Sir. I'm calling you, I'm 30 minutes off but your number is still busy"

"Oh.. That's.. Anu's.. Because there's a lot of family gathering, so they're changing with aunt Lily on the phone with me"

"Oh that.. Tomorrow-tomorrow your waiting call is activated, baby.. I'm worried that I won't hear from you" he said.

"Yes.." Answer smiled.

"Yaudah, I'm going to class first.. The first hour is about to start"

I'm just smiling..

"Bye.." said Fauzi as he waved his hand and passed.

I was silent for a moment. Looking at Fauzi's back that was getting away.

Why me?? Why would I lie to Fauzi? Why can I impulsively manifest like that. Fauzi wouldn't be upset if I spoke honestly about Farhan. I don't know why I lied. Me why??

I walked towards my class from the ceremonial field. I kept thinking about what I just said.

"Cock-awkwardly?"

Rebuke someone who surprises me.

"Morning daydreaming is not good for girls, can be tambet ntar" he continued

"Eh brother.."

"Think about what you are"

"Nothing, just a coincidence suddenly dumbfounded"

"How come it's a coincidence.."

"Hehe yes.." I said laughing wryly.

"No, I didn't go to class" I asked

"The teacher doesn't exist, it's just going to the bus to complete the task"

"Well, Fauzi went to class.."

"Oh don't know either.. Maybe Fauzi has other needs in the classroom.."

"Ah.. Yes maybe" I replied..

"Yaudah, I go first.. Do not daydream, the stone's cassian if it reaches trampling because Salwa who walks while daydreaming"

"Bright.. Brother is even more as beautiful as the stone"

"It is the stone that is stepped on, not the salwa that is stepped on the same rock"

"Jaudah.. Handing sister.."

"Haha.. I'm first yeah.." Farhan said as he passed.

"Okee..." Answer smiled.

**

The first hour of rest, I walked towards Fauzi's class. Well I was thinking from now on, it felt like I was really outrageous to have lied to Fauzi and again ignored him last night. But for some reason, this bad feeling didn't make me want to be honest about last night's phone. Ah what am I doing this right? I thought as I continued walking towards Fauzi's class.

"Loh Salwa." said Farhan

"Hi sis.." I reply..

I threw my eyes in Fauzi's classroom, but I didn't find Fauzi.

"Search Fauzi?" Ask

"Yes.." Answer smiled.

"Fauzi came out"

"Where?"

"Don't know either, received the phone he ran out" he explained. "He didn't tell you?" Continued ask.

I just shook my head while smiling.

"Oh it has come" said Farhan.

I spontaneously looked.

"Where from?" I ask upon arrival

"Oh, take this baby" he replied, showing a brown map.

"What?" Phantom Farhan

"I got a photo yesterday" replied Fauzi smiling. Obviously Fauzi was very happy.

Farhan grabbed the brown map and opened it.

"Lu photographed this big event" he said after seeing some of Fauzi's shots that looked like someone's Prefeeding photo.

"Haha, not really.."

"Gue marriage, can you get the price tilted is yes.."

"Wed, wedding.. Find a girl sono.. You think marriage itself can do what" replied Fauzi meledek.

"yes yes mprett.."

Ah, they look very familiar, it's only natural that Fauzi is not worried about asking Farhan to accompany me on the road. Then why else would I lie this morning, obviously calling Farhan is not a problem for Fauzi.

"Yeah, why baby?" Fauzi asked while looking at me.

"Son, just want to look at you" I replied smiling.

"Well eat?"

"Not yet"

"Jaudah come.." He said as he hugged me towards the canteen

"Woi Zi's.. This is a picture of Lo want to flap? You left behind" Shouted Farhan

"Save a spell" Fauzi replied as he waved his hand.

I felt more and more that I was lying, but I also did not have the courage to tell the truth afterwards. I'm afraid Fauzi thinks I'm hiding something, I'm afraid Fauzi is suspicious.

"Honey.. Tomorrow I'm a basketball race" Fauzi said as he waited for a food order

"Bright.. Isn't there a new basketball team?"

"yes.. Only one of them got hurt"

"backup player?"

"the basketball team is new baby, they don't prepare much for backup" he explained.

"Can you come?"

"Not knowing either.."

"Yes yes.. You definitely have to practice dance, soon the traditional dance competition between schools begins"

"Hem.. Let me see, if I can definitely come"

"Don't be forced, baby, if you have time to use it to rest, you're busy practicing, not to mention the tasks"

"Yes" I answered smiling.

"I can ask the basketball team to play again if you really want to see, I made a special match for you"

"Ishh what the hell, it's not really you" I said with a small laugh.

Fauzi smiled

"Honey.. If I lie, you're angry, right?"

"liying?" Ask confused

"yes, you're lying, aren't you angry?"

"What are you lying, baby?"

"Isa.. My question is answered the same question"

"Yes, you are like that, are you lying, baby? Who's lying to you?"

"Are you angry? I'm asking if you're angry if I'm lying?"

"depends.."

"depends? What's?" ask me confused

"Depends on the type of lie.. If you say you've eaten, but haven't eaten, I'll be angry.. But if you say you don't love me when I actually love you, yes I won't get angry"

"Not lying is what I mean"

"Well, what do you think, baby?"

"It's just a lie.."

"You really why, baby? Do you have any intention of lying to me?"

"No, I said that if.."

"This is my darling.. No one likes it when their partner lies, it happens to me too. But honey.. I know, you have your own privacy, you have things you want to keep for yourself. Things that even I have no right to know" he explained.

"I won't mean for you to be honest with me, because I know there will be times when you have to lie for your own reasons, and I'll understand that" he added..

"Yes, but that doesn't mean I'm ngijinin or like it when you lie" he continued.

"Ish what the hell, you said I could lie, but I didn't want to lie.. It's not clear.."

"I mean, I don't want to enter into your privacy, so I can't be honest with me.. But yeah, that means you want to hide everything from me, doesn't mean you have to lie to me"

"So I can keep something that I don't want to tell you?"

"Can.. Even though I don't really want anything you hide from me, I want to know all about you, I want to be a listener for all your stories. But back again, I do not want the meaning to enter more in your privacy if you do not permit.. I don't want to push you and coerce you, because I don't have the right to admit it to you. I believe in you" obviously.

"Thank you.." I said smile

"Thank you for what?"

"Thank you for giving me space for myself, thank you for not holding me back"

Fauzi just smiled as he stroked my hair and cheeks.

"I just want to be the best for you, even though I realize I'm not the best"

"You are the best.."

Fauzi just smiled.

"But baby, how do you talk about this? You have any intention of lying to me?"

"Son, I just want to know your reaction"

"Well, if you just want to see the reaction I should have been a fashion on actor earlier.." Said kidding..

"haha, don't be weird, baby"

Fauzi laughs.

"Yaudah, eat gih.. Hunting bells enter" he said while offering food that was ready when we talked earlier"

"You eat too." I said, and thrusting him with food

"Yes my dear." said Fauzi smiling.

I feel relieved. Well, as Fauzi said, there are things I'm good at keeping for myself, not for bad reasons but for the common good.