Dear, Soul!!

Reversing

Their meeting that occurred a few months ago, now makes Sasa and Faiq slowly start to get closer again. Although there is no official reciprocal, the way they understand and understand each other, makes them look like lovers.

Since that meeting, Faiq who got a phone number Sasa often called Sasa and offered a ride when he wanted to go to work or go home from work. But many times Sasa refused Faiq's offer when asking him to drive her, Sasa still preferred to leave with Azka. But if he came home from work, Faiq often waited for Sasa, making Sasa have no other choice to come home with Faiq.

Faiq's persistence shows how much he still wants their relationship like the one before. The feeling of love that he has often said to Sasa, making Sasa who initially wanted to slowly start a new life with the presence of Faiq who disappeared a few years ago, change course to be faster than what he wanted. How not the two get back together and live the days like a couple, if Faiq continues to beg him, coupled with the feeling of love that previously was still perched in his heart for Faiq.

It is not difficult for both of them to interact well with each other and live their daily lives like a couple, but both of them are still burying the same feelings, so it is enough with enthusiasm from one of them, even though both are still burying the same feelings, their feelings finally returned to the surface.

The thing that made Sasa return the kasmaran, obviously became something unpleasant for Azka, the man who also harbored feelings for Sasa and could only hold it in his heart.

There was a sense of disappointment in Azka's heart, she who loved Sasa so much finally had to step back slowly to see the two who came back like lovers and were very happy. There is nothing more Azka can do and fight for, she will only make Sasa's situation worse if she imposes her will on Sasa for the sake of avenging her feelings. Yes, Sasa's current happiness was all that mattered, even though he could not hide his jealousy.

“Sasa..” Call a woman with a body shorter than Sasa, running small towards Sasa.

Sasa turned around, looking at his friend who was starting to frenzy after him. “Olla? Why?”

A short-haired woman, known as Olla, handed Sasa a book.

“You are one way Azka, often go home together too. I tipped this dong for Azka, I've been looking at him earlier but said other friends Azka again cools her friend. I'm afraid Azka already wants to go home and I have work again, so can't meet and return the book”

“Oh okay.”

“Sip, thankyou yes.”

Sasa just smiled.

Olla ran back to where she had appeared and shouted at Sasa. Yes, now is the time for shift change, and Olla is the friend who replaces Sasa and Azka's shift. Afraid of not being able to meet with Azka before Azka came home, Olla finally took the initiative to leave the book she had borrowed from Azka a few days ago, to Sasa.

Sasa, who had already stepped out of the hospital, wanted to get out. Finally he abandoned his intentions, and sat back down in the corridor waiting for Azka. He hadn't been home together for a long time, because Faiq always came to pick him up.

Five minutes passed, but Azka had not yet appeared, making Sasa who waited anxiously finally try to send a short message to Azka.

“Azka, where are you?” a short message Sasa sent, a question to find out the position of the man he was waiting for now.

Not long enough for Sasa to wait for a reply to a message from Azka.

“I'm looking again, why Sa?” Reply Azka's message.

“I'm again in the corridor waiting for you. Olla nitip your book to me”

“Ah sorry, you so wait”

“What's wrong, I just want mastiin if you're still in Hospital”

“Yes, I'm still here. You want to go home?”

“Yes, but I'm waiting for you. Don't hurry, I'm okay”

“Sorry yes. Or want to go home today?”

“Ah yes, it has been a long time not coming home with Azka” Gumam Sasa.

“Iya, it has been a long time also we did not go home together” Reply message Sasa who agreed to call home together from Azka.

“Yaudah, I will nyamperin you now.”

“Don't rush, if you still need to be with your friends, continue. I'm okay waiting for you here”

“No, I want to go home too”

“OK, I wait in corridor”

Azka smiled widely, as the invitation to go home with her was accepted by Sasa. At first he hesitated a little to bring Sasa home together, considering that Sasa now has a special person who is always ready to take him home. But he who was a little brave earlier, apparently got a good response from Sasa.

“Lu why?” Ask a person who is lying down with an infusion hose perched on the back of his hand.

The happiness Azka felt as a result of Sasa agreeing to her request, made her unable to hide her expression.

“Ah?? Nothing” Azka replied but did not dampen her smile.

“Happy to see.”

Azka just smiled.

“Gue back first yes, quickly heal Lu”

“Lah, Lu was still a story, why suddenly want to go home?”

“There was a sudden affair” said Azka and grabbed the bag she had brought. “Just get well fast, I go back first”

Azka ran out of Buegenvil's room number 13, her friend's room being cared for and in her arms just now. He did not want to make Sasa, the woman who was still enthroned in his heart wait any longer. His impatience also did not allow him to delay or buy time to be able to meet with Sasa. For a long time they did not go home together again like before, making Azka so long for those moments.

Azka looked at Sasa who was sitting while leaning on the back of the chair. The book that Sasa was reading while waiting for him, was the one that a friend had written for him.

“Sorry, I lama”

“Kok” replied Sasa as he lifted his head, looking at the man standing in front of him. A friendly smile does not forget Sasa showed.

“Come home”Take Azka a little rush.

Sasa moved from his seat, handing the book he had previously held, back to its owner.

“A long time ago we did not go home with” Azka open a chat, he did not want to miss this opportunity just like that without a chat between the two.

“He he he yes, whereas first every day go home with”

Both of them walked out of the hospital. The happiness that Azka had was so passionate, making a smile not separated from her lips with eyes that constantly glanced at Sasa.

“Sasa..”.

Someone's call broke off the chat Azka and Sasa were engrossed in discussing a few things today.

Sasa turned his head, and saw the figure of Faiq who started walking towards him.

Seeing Faiq's presence there, making a sense of happiness that had been perched on Azka's feelings, disappeared instantly without a trace. Worry approached him, his concern for Sasa who could have changed his intention to go home together, so void due to the presence of Faiq.

“Away home?”

Sasa nodded.

“Let me take..”

Sasa turned to look at Azka who was standing right beside him, Faiq's gaze followed Sasa's gaze directed at Faiq.

“I've been waiting for you. You're a little late out today”

Yes, Sasa who was waiting for Azka earlier made her come out a little late than usual.

Sasa was a little confused. On the other hand, he had agreed to return home together from Azka, but considering Faiq who had been waiting for him since, it felt like he did not get to heart if he made the man go home without him.

After thinking for a moment, Sasa finally decided to go home with Faiq.

“Engg Ka, sorry I can't go home with you today” Sasa said with bad feelings for Azka.

“So you said that you want to go home with me” Azka a little show, how she demanded Sasa's words agreed upon earlier.

“I-iya, sorry. I didn't know Faiq was waiting for me. Ki-we go home with him anytime yes.”

There was no answer from Azka. Obviously, he felt disappointed, because he was already very happy because he was going home with Sasa.

“I'm really sorry, Ka”

Azka had no choice but to retreat and give in. He was aware of himself, who obviously could not be compared with the great man who was picking up Sasa, also aware that the man was the one who was so dear to Sasa before. Azka could not forbid, block, let alone force Sasa to stay home with her.

Slowly Azka nodded, confirming Sasa's request. After all, he would only look bad in Sasa's eyes if he forced his will to go home with the woman he loved.

“Sorry me..”

“Nothing, we can still go home together tomorrow-tomorrow” said Azka tried to smile, covering up the pain that was actually plaguing her feelings.

Sasa smiled back after getting a smile from Azka.

“Then I first”

Azka just smiled while nodding.

Azka escorted Sasa with her gaze, there was a sense of unwavering release of Sasa. But he also realizes that there is no right to hold Sasa away with the man he loves, and forces Sasa to come with him.

As usual, Faiq will not make the speed of his car increase if he is with Sasa. In addition to not wanting to endanger the safety of the woman he loves, also to buy time so that he has a longer time with Sasa.

“Who is he?” Tanya Faiq opened the chat.

“Who??” Tanya Sasa repeated, although it was very clear that what Faiq meant was a man who accompanied him on his way out of the hospital.

“Yes the boy who was with you earlier”

“Oh him. She temen work”

“It looks like he likes you” said Faiq who read clearly Azka's gestures earlier.

“Ha ha, don't ngasal. He's my job, and we do go home often with”

“Oh. You guys often go home together and work in the same place?”

“Iyaps, right.”

Faiq was silent for a moment, and focused on driving.

“I think I'm jealous” Faiq back up after being silent for a while.

“Jealous? Why?”

“Yes because you seem very familiar with him. He can squirm you longer, and can always be around you”

Sasa simply smiled in response to Faiq's words.

“Hey, I seriously” said Faiq who saw Sasa's response as if he did not believe what he said. “I'm really jealous” Deuteronomy with a tone that sounds a little funny in Sasa's ear.

“Continue, why?” Sasa asked, turning around to look at Faiq who was driving with his very funny expression.

“Yes-yaa.. Yes it's okay”

“Ya if it's okay means yes already.”

Sasa was still smiling, but had turned his gaze to look at the crowded highway with two-wheeled vehicles and four-wheelers. If he continued to look at Faiq, it was possible that his laughter would come off.

“Actually nothing” Gumam Faiq is small, but can still be heard by Sasa.

Sasa turned to look at Faiq, frowning his forehead as if asking the intent of what Faiq had just said.

“Iya, actually this is nothing” Clearly Faiq, although still not daring to turn to look at Sasa who was staring at him at this time. “I'm jealous, so jealous.”

Sasa chuckled, and turned his eyes back. “Do you have the right to be jealous? We are nothing” Obviously Sasa is still with his smile followed by his little laugh.

Hearing Sasa's reply, Faiq directly directed his car to the side of the road, stopped there and fixed his sitting position towards Sasa.

“Ma-you mean? Is there nothing?? Ja-so we've been these past few months..?”..

Although there is no official statement back from the two, but what they are living now shows how the two are like a couple. So that automatically Faiq assume that they have returned as before.

“Ya what?? You picked me up, yes I went with you. You invite me to walk, because my time is tenuous so yes I do and we go for a walk. You invite me to eat, because I am a living creature that needs to eat, yes we eat”

Faiq only looked at Sasa with a disappointed expression. It was obvious to Sasa that Faiq wanted more of a relationship between them.

“What do you think among us?” Sasa asked still with a slight laugh. Sasa knew very well what was on Faiq's mind, but somehow it felt so good for him to see Faiq's expression that was as disillusioned as it was now, thus making Sasa constantly tease Faiq.

“Yes-yaa.. I guess we're back like we used to be. I thought, because we're like this now, so we're back as before”

“Indeed we are like that first, how?”

Faiq turned back to look at Sasa.

Does he not understand or is he insensitive? Or intentionally?

“Yes, we have a special relationship. Ki-we are pa-dating.”

Faiq hesitated a little to reveal what he currently thought was happening between them. Even so, he gathered all his courage and said what was on his mind.

“Dating?”

Faiq simply nodded, not daring to look at Sasa. It felt so embarrassed, realizing that only he thought about their relationship, while Sasa still thought that the ones they had been living the past few months were just ordinary routines.

“You'll never shoot me again. You also do not hesitate me reciprocate” Obviously Sasa looked at Faiq with a smile.

Spontaneous Faiq turned to look at Sasa. Whether running away where the embarrassment was, now he blatantly looked at Sasa with a bit of surprise followed by a smile that began to expand on his lips. Unknowingly, Faiq let out his small laugh.

“Why laugh? Is there anything wrong with what I said? Anything funny?” Sasa asked still with his smile that showed his neat rows of teeth.

Faiq was still smiling in his interspersed little laugh. He shifted his gaze from Sasa, slightly stroking his forehead.

“About what I've been doing with you all this time, isn't it enough to prove that I want to come back like we used to? What romantic words, chatter, attention and all my behavior still can not prove that I am playing yourself as your lover?”

Sasa simply shook his head with a sweet smile that did not escape his lips.

Faiq again chuckled, slightly in disbelief that Sasa still needed a clear declaration of love from him. In Faiq's mind, because they are no longer teenagers, so the declaration of love is not a reference so that they can live a special relationship. After all these past few months, they have done everything together, no different from lovers.

Faiq's thoughts were no different from Sasa's. Sasa himself had already assumed that they had returned like before. It's just that, after seeing Faiq's window earlier, he wanted to play around a little with Faiq until it ended up having a mess, which makes him so long to hear the statement of love from the man who inhabited his heart in recent years.

“So you want a love statement from me?” Faiq asked with a small laugh that he could not stop.

“Yes, I didn't say I wanted to. I won't make you make a statement of love to me. That's how you feel”

“Awarming once” Gumam Faiq

“I mean, so I should declare love first? I have to shoot you again?”

“Yeah.. How yes.. I'll need certainty”

Sasa looked so adorable at the moment, making Faiq have to hold back from hugging him.

“Ekheemm..” Faiq cleared his throat for a moment.

The man with the sky blue shirt he wore was again improving his sitting position. His laughter was no longer heard. Slowly he turned around and looked at Sasa with a serious face, although warmth remained visible in his expression.

Faiq grabbed Sasa's hand, and grasped the hand slowly.

“Sa, I still love you and love you so much. So, will you be my lover??” The love statement that Faiq spoke with serious eyes and did not switch, showed his sincerity to ask Sasa to return to being a woman with the status of his partner.

Sasa did not answer directly. He was silent for a moment, staring fixedly into Faiq's pitch-black eyeball.

There was no sound that Sasa let out, only a small nod with a sweet smile, which he gave in response to Faiq's request.

Faiq smiled widely got an answer from Sasa, an answer that matched what he wanted.

“Content Sa, I love you.” The word Faiq rose from his seat and hugged Sasa.

“I also.” Reply Sasa.

Not long enough did Faiq immerse Sasa's body in his arms. Being in the car, obviously to cuddle it is not a normal and comfortable position.

“Hem.. I am not so nganter you go home now” said Faiq, back in the position ready to drive.

“Why?” Sasa asked confusedly.

“We eat, and go for a walk. I want us to celebrate our anniversary this”

“Apaan anyway, like aja” teenager Tegur Sasa with a shy smile.

“Who's first who behaves like a teenager, use ask in all shoot..”

“Yes right, I just asked for certainty”

“Sama, I also just want to celebrate my happiness today. Because my woman has returned.” Said Faiq turning his head, looking at Sasa lovingly.

Sasa just smiled hearing Faiq's words.

Yes, nothing can stem the happiness of the two people who are flowering at this time. Both of them permeate well the sense of happiness they create for each other. The wind that rippled that afternoon, as if congratulating two beings of God who were enveloped in a happy feeling.