Dear, Soul!!

Darling??

Yesterday's incident I can't just forget, there was a feeling of trauma and fear so I decided not to go to college first today.

Yesterday Farhan picked me up and drove me home, Farhan kept trying to calm me down and didn't leave me home alone before Annisa came with me.  I don't know exactly when Farhan came home last night, Annisa just said Farhan came home after I fell asleep.

This afternoon Farhan took me out to just make me feel better.

"Nis, I'm going out this afternoon?" The short message I sent to Annisa. Annisa intended to go home this afternoon so I told her early not to go home later.

"Where are you? Are you feeling better?"

"You need to take a walk to get your mind going. Hem, I'm better"

"Judah if you want to go for a walk later I accompany, you do not go out alone first.."

"No, I'm not alone.."

"Well, who's the same?"

"Sir Farhan.."

"Deek.. I guess now it's not just the upperclassman, I feel there's something more than the upperclassman.. Hahha" Goda Annisa's..

"Haha what the hell.."

"It's just me.. Don't be ashamed of me as well.."

"Emang is just a way to doang kok.."

"What's ngedate street?" Annisa keeps teasing me.

"Look at it later"

"Gee.. It looks like it really is?"

"Sstt.. Not what you think.."

"As much as you want to say what, anyway I've been thinking like that... Success is yes beb.."

"Soan anyway.."

"Haha.. Yaudah, I want to continue Assistance first. Before the road, let me first.."

"Okey lady.."

Annisa's been teasing me ever since Farhan helped me with my errands a while back. And his taunts became more and more after last night he saw how Farhan was worried about me. Annisa's temptation was a dime once but somehow sometimes I feel carried away by her words.

"My class is done, and I go back home and pick you up.." A short message from Farhan.

"OK, brother.."

I'm getting ready, lest Farhan come to pick me up but I'm not ready.

I put on a casual suit by matching loose light brown wide leg pants with a bone white loose blouse. Suits like this feel comfortable to use and not too flashy. I waited for Farhan while playing my phone.

"I'm outside.."

Seeing the incoming message from Farhan I rushed out, not forgetting to take a mini sling bag and go back to check my appearance on the mirror. I don't want to look bad this afternoon.

"Where are you going?" Ask while putting my seat belt on. Farhan has always been like this, every time he picks me up he's on his own who will make sure my seatbelt is properly fastened.

"I don't know, who knows better here brother.."

"Hem.. Want outdoor or indoor?"

"Outdoor near the beach no brother? I wanted to see sunset"

"If near the beach must be very rame these hours, you are not nenangin mind that has your mind added runyem later.."

"But I'm looking at the sunset again.."

"Look at sunset, right? It doesn't have to be on the beach, right?"

I'm nodding.

"Yes, I'll banter you where you can see the sunset but the people are not too crowded.." Said smiling. I just smiled back.

The car drove, I don't know where Farhan will take me but I'm sure Farhan will spoil my eyes this afternoon. Throughout the journey Farhan told a long story, whether it was a matter of duty to his personal problems that he felt funny to tell. Sometimes I laugh because of the absurd story.

"It's good that you laugh like that.."

"Hahahaha finished the funny sister story.."

"A funny story or am I funny?" Ask teases me.

"Hahaha both.."

"Hehe I'm a comedian.."

"No thanks, yeah.."

"Kc.. 'Thank you' it's like a mandatory word for you. You don't seem to be calm if you don't say thank you one day"

"It's not so, but I'm really grateful to you brother, you've helped me a lot.."

"It is only natural that I call you Salwa" he said, stroking my head, which again made my heart beat, "Because you are no longer someone else to me, like my sister" Said smiling.

"A little sister?" Ask clarify.

I wanted to say to Farhan that I was no longer the Salwa who would be angry if he thought that. He told me not to get angry with his jokes like that. I don't know if it's just a joke or if it's his feelings that he's trying to bury so that our relationship remains as good as it is now.

"Has silence?" Ask to see me who didn't respond. "Are you angry? I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything else, I was just kidding.."

"It's okay, brother, I know you're just kidding.." My answer. It's not that I didn't want to respond, but because my mind was guessing whether Farhan was just joking or if he was hiding his feelings again. I just followed the plot, pretending to just take it as a joke.

"I'm afraid you're angry again.."

"Why should I be angry?"

Farhan. "Ha ha ha, yes yes why do you have to be angry, I was just kidding" Farhan said with a little stammering.

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We arrived at an outdoor cafe, the view was really very pampering to the eye. As Farhan said, we will see the sunset beautifully here.

"Why can't you know a place like this?" I asked constantly to be amazed by the view.

"And I told you, I explored this area before going to college" Farhan replied.

"Totally pretty.."

"Hem.. It's beautiful, but this place can look bad in other people's eyes.."

"Sister mean?" I'm confused.

Farhan threw his gaze at all the visitors in this place.

"To why?" I asked to look at the other visitors.

"Everyone who comes here in pairs, so if the case itself yes the scenery is not so beautiful but horror.."

"Hahaha yes.." I replied that I was aware of the visitors coming.

"May come here must bring a partner. Want a genuine partner or a fake tree that is important to bring so as not to ngenes-ngenes really.. Haha"

Does Farhan think we're a couple now?

"i's.. Whose sister was here? Bring a couple too?"

"Son.. Alone.."

"So..??"

"Haha the scenery does not look horror to people who are upset Salwa, if it is already upset Pak Jokowi passing by may not be realized especially if only the couples.."

"Haha all right? Meaning you used to come here just in case you were confused?"

"Well, I'll break up with you that day.."

"Ehh.." I was a little surprised to hear Farhan's words.

"Haha, don't discuss it. Order food gih.." Farhan gave me a menu of food.

"Ah yes, brother.."

"I have the same order as you.. I'm going to the toilet first, put the phone in the same wallet"

"Oh okay, brother.."

Farhan passed.

Not only the scenery is beautiful, but this outdoor cafe also prepares many food and beverage menus as well as dessert. Cafe that deserves to be given five stars for its assessment even though the price is slightly above average.

Farhan's phone rang, I just glanced at him for a moment. I no longer have the right to answer Farhan's phone, I went back to see some of the menus listed on the menu.

Farhan's phone rang again, because the phone screen was facing down I couldn't see who the incoming call was from. His phone kept ringing as Farhan was in the toilet.

"Qc.." Farhan was upset.

Farhan came back with his slightly wet shirt on his arm.

"Why brother?"

"The servant accidentally nudged me earlier, so wet.. Hufftts"

"Dry with tissue first, brother.." I said give him some Tissue sheets..

"Thank you Salwa.." He said with a smile.

"Oh yeah, my sister's phone kept ringing"

"Oh yeah.." Farhan opened the phone. "Ouch.. Three missed calls, he might get angry" Farhan complained.

Wh who? Who was the one who called Farhan earlier who got angry because Farhan did not pick him up.

Farhan was eager to call the number back.

"Hello, I'm sorry baby I was in the toilet.."

Darling?? Who is the one called dear by Farhan? What relationship the man had with Farhan until Farhan called him dear. I don't know why there's a little pain in my heart and I'm disappointed.