Dear, Soul!!
The 44 Review
Fauzi stood in front of the mirror, looked back at his performance and made sure that if everything looked good, he wanted to look good in front of Salwa tonight. The suit his father chose was so fitting he wore.
"Are you ready?" Fauzi sent a short message to Salwa.
With the feeling of deg-degkan Fauzi driving his car to pick up Salwa after previously receiving a reply from Salwa that she was ready, she occasionally glanced at the glass, fixed her hair and made sure her appearance still looked good.
"Please don't be too pretty tonight Salwa, afraid I can't look cool again, later you can illfeel if you know how much I like you.." Fauzi took a breath and exhaled slowly.
Throughout the journey Fauzi constantly trying to regulate his breathing and control his feelings also trying to train the heartbeat so as not to be too tight sound even though it is impossible.
Fauzi arrived in front of Salwa's house and saw Salwa walking towards him, Fauzi quickly descended and was ready to open the door for Salwa.
For a moment Fauzi was stunned.. "It's pretty.." Fauzi said unconsciously.
"Ma thanks" Salwa replied stammeringly.
"Don't... was it practice to control yourself, hadehh... why so this is it??? Ck, this Salwa has been said not to be too beautiful, even more beautiful" Fauzi tried to revive himself.
They arrived, just walking hand in hand then parted ways upon entering the party building. Although Fauzi was joined by the other guests, occasionally his eyes still glanced at Salwa. "After leaving together, it feels like I want to be with Salwa.." Fauzi complained in his heart. Fauzi looked at Salwa from a distance who was busy chatting with other guests while occasionally chuckling "It's so pretty.." Decak amazed Fauzi who has no stop.
As was the case this afternoon, this time after several guests had left, Fauzi and Salwa and Annisa again went up for the photo together with the two brides and again Fauzi and Farhan started his joke.
"Ha ha this time I'm serious Lu quickly follow gih, Lu don't be too relaxed. Don't forget the same age, bro.." Farhan said slightly offended Fauzi.
"Elah Han, I've said that later his soul mate met yes I must marry.."
"That's Salwa nganggurr.." Farhan starts to signal for Fauzi and Salwa to get close again.
"Ha ha if the person wants, tomorrow I apply.." Fauzi replied with a laugh. "She doesn't want me to apply either, yes at least she knows that I still love her" Fauzi said in her heart.
"Ha ha ha.. Salwa get ready tomorrow will be lamar tuh.." Annisa added.
"You guys don't ngaco.. I it can't happen.." Salwa insisted even though her firm words were not as firm as her voice.
JLEEBBW.. Fauzi spontaneously looked at Salwa. "Can't be?? Why is it impossible?? What's wrong?? Does Salwa have anyone else??" The feeling of Fauzi who had flowered from leaving and would later go home with Salwa immediately turned painful. Fauzi turned his gaze away from Salwa and bowed down trying to cope with her feelings and suppress the pain as much as he could, he was unlikely to show any unpleasant expression in front of the currently happy Farhan and Nina.
Although Fauzi tried his best to keep his feelings hidden and set his expression to look calm, Farhan and Nina still understood what Fauzi was feeling at the moment.
Farhan looked at Nina as if talking using telepathy to break this bad mood and distract Fauzi from what Salwa just said earlier.
"Ha ha ha Why even discuss the two of you anyway, right the one who married me with Nina.." Farhan said breaking the silence between their chatter earlier.
"I am yes.. Ha ha already let's continue the photos" added Nina.
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The event was lively, although there were still a handful of guests who remained but Fauzi and Salwa had resigned to the two brides to go home.
Throughout the journey Fauzi was silent, his mind constantly disturbed by Salwa's answer. Fauzi had tried to suppress his feelings as much as he could, but Salwa's answer still deeply hurt his heart.
"Did Salwa have a boyfriend now? If not, then why are we tucked in the word 'impossible'?" Fauzi could not escape his feelings that were starting to grow furious now.
Fauzi turned to look at Salwa who was silent, then looked back at the street. "Did I just ask? Yes I just ask, I should know what reason Salwa said that, if indeed he already had someone else I should have prepared myself to step down"
"Salwa, I want something but it's a little personal, is it okay?" Fauzi's question broke the silence between the two.
"You got a fiancee?" Fauzi asked without looking at Salwa "Please don't say yes..." There was a feeling of fear for Fauzi to hear Salwa's answer.
"A what? Tu fiance?" Salwa was quite surprised to hear Fauzi's question.
"Yes.."
"Son, I don't have any.." Answer Salwa.
Hufft.. Fauzi felt a little relieved.
"If boyfriend??" Fauzi asked again.
"No way.."
His feelings that had been raging because he thought of Salwa who might have a lover slowly began to be relieved. "Thank God.. I was afraid to hear your answer". Fauzi smiled slightly, to be honest there was a feeling of pleasure knowing that Salwa did not belong to anyone else at this time.
"Why?" Salwa asked in confusion.
"Son, I just want to know.." Fauzi replied still holding back his smile from pleasure.
"More to mock me?" Salwa asked looking annoyed.
"So, why am I mocking you.." Fauzi replied spontaneously by asking. "Why does he feel like that? What's wrong with asking?" Fauzi himself was puzzled as to why Salwa felt that way.
"Well, why?"
"Yes, I answered because I thought the same answer?" Fauzi Mumbles. "Son, I just feel like you're building a wall between us like you're watching someone's feelings" Fauzi replied.
"It's like that, right.."
Fauzi again spontaneously looked at Salwa. "So you actually deliberately avoid some jokes Farhan and Nina because of guarding someone's feelings??" Fauzi asked in surprise.
"Yes.."
"Ck, what does that mean?? That answer was a lie???" The feeling of relief was only a moment away from Fauzi's heart and now it began to be no longer sad.
"You said you didn't have a boyfriend" Fauzi confirmed Salwa's answer earlier.
"I don't have any.."
Salwa's reply further confused Fauzi.
"Whose feelings do you keep?" Fauzi can no longer control his image cool.
"I did build a wall between us, brother, I just wanted to make sure that my feelings didn't go through that wall.."
"For what is Salwa doing this? Does he want revenge because I left him??"
Fauzi was increasingly clueless about what Salwa had said.
"For what?"
"Yes for what else other than to keep the future wife's sister..."
"WHAATTT??? What did she say????"
