Dear, Soul!!

Nina..!!

Time shows at 06:55. I rushed to get ready for school in a bit of a hurry because it was almost too late.

I remember last night, Farhan singing to put me to sleep and right Farhan singing can really make me sleep well, so good that it makes me wake up late.

I don't know for sure when my consciousness is completely gone. It's just that something's stuck. I kept thinking whether I was dreaming or just hallucinating, or maybe it was true.

When I fell asleep last night, I woke up to something I couldn't remember, but I realized that my phone with Farhan was still connected. I didn't hear clearly, just that there were a few words Farhan sounded a little obvious and there were some that sounded vague. If I don't hear wrong and remember wrongly, Farhan seems to be talking about me. I heard Farhan occasionally sigh, and say something puzzling.

I went to school pedaling my bike while keeping Farhan's words in mind last night. I was like hearing Farhan say "I'm happy even though this is only Salwa, it's not easy for me to hide my feelings for you all this time, but in the end you didn't realize it? I'm a great actor, right? I can make you believe that I no longer have feelings for you, even though my heart is still hard to control when I'm with you. I'm sorry for being this selfish.. But take it easy, no matter how I like you, I won't be the one to ruin your relationship with Fauzi, familiar and can make you not awkward as I was already enough for me"

Besides I still heard a few words from Farhan but it was so vague that it made me unable to remember them. Is what I hear real or am I just hallucinating?

I arrived at school, less than three minutes can be sure I will not be able to take the first lesson today.

"Salvah.."

I heard someone call my name.

"Nina??"

I saw Nina running over to me.

"have not run, it's like a class far away.." I said scolding

"No papa kali.itung-itung I exercise in the morning.." Ngeles.

"Heh.. What kind of sport runs only a few meters?" I answered tightly as I continued walking hand in hand with Nina towards the class.

Nina was the first friend I had at this school. Yes understand.I am not a native of this area, so I do not have friends alumni of SD, Junior High School, or friends Les in this city. I mingled as much as I could to have friends. And Nina is the first friend here.

Nina is the type of person who says frankly so that anything she thinks is not good, she will immediately reprimand. Nina is a good friend, understanding and caring. It's just that Nina is one of the humans who judge men by their looks and by what benefits can be achieved. He always said "Don't want to be taken as a profit as a man, so before he takes advantage of us, we should be more willing to take advantage of him".

Yes, because that kind of thinking is what makes Nina very supportive when you know Farhan expressed his feelings to me.Because he thought, Farhan is handsome and has a good personality. not to forget Nina also discussed the social status of the Farhan family which is quite able to be used as a category of men hope for a bright future for NIna.

Ah, Don't think wrongly about NIna She's not a category of women who number the contents of a man's wallet. She was just a girl who thought very realistically. Maybe because until the age he currently has never felt his name falling in love with someone, making him think like that. I guess, if one day Nina feels that her name is falling in love, her current logical mind will change following her heart.

"Salvah.."

"hem..?"

"Then are you walking with Farhan?"

"Yes.why?"

"What then??"

Nina's question was a little surprising. I frowned and turned towards Nina who was shorter than me.

"What's 'so-so'?"

"Yes, when you walk with another guy, your best friend's boyfriend too"

"It's good that my best friend is my girlfriend, so there's nothing to worry about" I replied lightly

"That's what worries Salwa.." He said while pulling me because I was almost nudged by another student who was walking in the opposite direction.

"Why?" Much

"Have you forgotten or what?"

"What?"

"yes, it's not.. Then Farhan's brother already thinks I'm an ordinary friend really, no more feelings to me like before"

"Where are you?"

"Yes from Farhan's brother.."

"He's talking to you?"

"Yes.."

"Keep you believe?"

"Yes on??" Asking back.

I arrived in the classroom and sat in my chair followed by Nina.

"Listen to Salwa, there is no such thing as friendship between a boy and a girl. In the end there will be stories or seeds of love that grow faster than the seeds of tomatoes that are packed with fertilizer sack"

"Well, it's me like Farhan"

"Isa.. You don't know what I mean.." He said in a tone that was starting to get upset.

"Yes, I know what Nina is worried about, but I'm really just as much of Farhan's brother as you think" I explained

"You sure? Do you believe what you said just now? Can you believe that Brother Farhan is right like that to you? you're sure Farhan's past feelings are really gone?"

The successive questions from Nina made me pause for a moment. I thought back to the same vague memory I heard last night. If it's true what I heard last night wasn't my fault and imagination, it means...

"Weiii.. Did you hear me??" Nina said pinching my cheek.

"Yeah yes NIna.. But I'm sure Brother Farhan has really thrown his joy on me. She really did see me as a friend, not as much as the girl she liked. That was a long time ago, too." I explained

"How you??"

"I how is it?" Means back.

"Are you really not feeling the same, brother Farhan??"

I was a little surprised to hear Nina's question. Me? Do I have Farhan's feelings?

"Yes, yes, no.." I stammered and took my eyes off Nina.

Ah, why does such a question of Nina confuse me. I should have been able to easily answer no, instead of hesitating like this.

"Related??" Said Nina grabbing my face and pressing down on him.

"Yes, I'm sure Nina.." I said, "Some of you also have these tumbens.." Asking back.

"Yes yesterday you were both walking the same way, Brother Farhan.."

"No.."

"Don't you?? What's that mean??" Nina asked with a slightly high tone and her round eyes became more rounded due to half glaring.

"Yes, yes not yesterday I was the first time to walk together as Farhan.." Reply doubt.

Aduuhh. why also I say the hell, yes Nina so more questions and more noisy later. I was like digging my own grave by revealing something like that to Nina.