Dear, Soul!!

The 35 Review

Farhan returned after depositing his drink reservation list with Fauzi. Farhan sat back down and remained silent.

"When did you become so quiet?" Ask Fauzi.

"I don't know what to say and how to talk to Lu.."

"Ck Han, I'm Fauzi temen Lu. Who are you squirming who am I now? I know the more mature I am the more handsome but the time is so Lu can not recognize me anyway.." Fauzi's way of talking is back to how they were in High School.

Farhan smiled and laughed barely. "Ngedenger Lu just talked about making me realize that it's really Lu.." Said Farhan slowly raising his face looking at Fauzi.

"How are you??" Ask Fauzi again.

"Lu was just that.."

"So Lu answered my question while writhing me as someone else.."

Farhan smiled. Yes Fauzi used to be his best friend only natural if you know very well about him.

"Basically I'm fine, I'm just dizzy and overwhelmed because I have to work while in college, Lu himself how??"

"Well, at least I'm not as busy as Lu.." Answer fauzi.

Farhan was silent for a moment.

"Zi. I'm sorry. All this time I was always afraid to apologize to Lu directly, I always avoid and do not dare to meet Lu. I'm so much wrong with Lu, I really don't know how to make up for all my mistakes with Lu.." Farhan said with regret. The apology that he had long since said for not daring to say it straight he finally said today.

"God Han, everything is over, what else is being revealed now"

"Also Zi, I really feel bad about Lu. Why was that how I was at that time.."

"Yes.. You actually bego, already know it's got people still also gilded.. Ck ck Han, Han, the cute face is used not on display doang.." Fauzi started joking again. Fauzi did not want their current discussion to cause any more awkwardness. But Fauzi also did not want to make Farhan hold back all what he wanted to say.

"Lu is still the same as before, yes, the problem is still carried casually, still brought joking.." Said Farhan chuckling softly while looking down.

"Keep what?? Want to trouble all this?? I want to be angry with Lu is also useless, everything has happened. It's not Lu's fault, either, the three of us are wrong about this. You also can't go on with Salwa if Salwa doesn't respond to Lu, and Salwa also can't call Lu if I can be a good boyfriend for him.." Fauzi.

"Lu's wrong... Not Salwa who responded to me, but I was too possessive to chase even maksa Salwa to stay with me. I'm so mean.."

"Should ya say this is the same to me??" Fauzi asked with his tone turned serious.

Farhan raised his face looking at Fauzi who started speaking in a serious tone. Fauzi's eyes instantly became sharp, Farhan to his surprise.

"Gue doesn't like other people mocking Lu, I don't like other people discussing bad things about Lu, I don't like people talking about Lu, I always close my eyes to all of Lu's ugliness including everything I see directly not from what others say, and today I horrified Lu of Lu himself. Do you have to tell all this to me??" Fauzi asked with her eyes still serious.

"Zi.. Gu I'm not..."

"Both bad Lu I accept, Lu was the first person I knew when I went to school. I sleep at Lu's, eat at Lu's until people think weird about us. I don't want what we've been through that time to go out of my memory and turn into a bad memory. I'm Han's ordinary man, I completely cover my ears about the bad things about Lu there will be a time I must have heard. But I can't hear it it's not from Lu..."

"Ma sorry Zi..." Farhan felt more and more guilty hearing Fauzi's words. As soon as Fauzi tried to keep their friendship, Fauzi kept trying to make their friendship okay even though he had damaged his trust and tarnished their friendship. Slowly Farhan's eyes began to glaze over.

"Don't cry Lu mcpret.. I'm like a girl Lu, what do people say here if you squirm Lu cry in front of me.." Tegur Fauzi while his own tears had also accumulated in his eyes.

Farhan pushed the box of tissue on the table towards Fauzi.

"Remove the tears you just told me it was like that to me..."

Fauzi took the tissue, wiping the tears while removing Farhan's face.

"Don't talk about anything else the same to me. All the pain I felt was nothing the same happiness I had with Lu.. What has passed just now, maybe this winding road that I have to pass with Salwa and maybe this is a test for our friendship.."

"Yes.. But I'm really sorry Zi or..."

"I'm sorry, satisfied aren't you Lu?? So don't talk about anything anymore.." Fauzi said firmly while looking at Farhan.

Farhan smiled. "Udah Lu don't have to look at me like that.. I can baperan.." Farhan said starting to joke.

Fauzi smiled.Hearing Farhan jokingly signaled relief in his heart and began to return to being Farhan Fauzi knew first.

"Yes elu.. Change the number and don't know me.." Fauzi said as he sipped his Caramel macchiato. "Eh but Han, Lu same Nina dating??" Fauzi asked when he remembered Farhan calling Nina with a dear call earlier.

"My betrothed, just wait for me to graduate and get married..."

"Openkkk...." Fauzi was so shocked that he coughed at Farhan's words. "Whaa Whaaatt?? Fianc?? Marriage?? How's story???"

"Lu know how Grandma is with my Grandpa.."

"Nina has a clan? Noble descent??" Ask Fauzi who can guess right away. About the Farhan family is no longer a blind thing for Fauzi who used to play almost every day with Farhan.

Farhan nodded.

"Tetta Lu ngeiyain??"

"It's not.."

"Certainly??"

"I'm the one who wants to be with Nina. I love Nina.." Farhan.

"Cowok what the hell is Lu? It is easy to fall in love with her.." Ejek Fauzi's.

"Yes at least it took me about four months to really love Nina, instead of like someone else who fell in love at first sight. It's like Arafiq's song.." Sindir Farhan's.

"Ah yes.. I think I'm more lazy.." Fauzi said he realized himself. "So you're back on nikah with Nina??" Tanya Fauzi later.

"Nor, I finished my new magister.."

"Gee.. You sound like a real grown-up talking about marriage.."

"First Lu.. Lah Lu himself when is marriage??" Farhan asked back.

"Barring if his soul mate has met.." Fauzi replied with a small laugh.

"How's the alwa??" Ask Farhan.

Fauzi was silent for a moment, making Farhan feel guilty for mentioning Salwa by name.

"Ha ha don't know.. He still remembers me just as I don't know.." Fauzi said forcing herself to smile hid her feelings..

"Salwa is still in love with Lu, she's still waiting for Lu.."

"Sokay know Lu.."

"Not to know bambang.. What I'm saying is it's real.."

"Where are you from? Do you still have frequent contact with Salwa?? Wei has Nina Lu.." Tegur Fauzi's.

"Ha.. It's obvious that you were jealous just now. Salwa instead of telling me directly, I know her from Nina.."

"That's what she said to Nina??" Ask Fauzi.

Farhan clearly sees how Fauzi looks enthusiastic after knowing that Salwa is still waiting for him.

"Yes, Nina said that Salwa is still waiting for Lu. Nina knows all about what happened to us, but she doesn't know that the destroyer was me. Salwa told Nina everything but hid my identity, I knew Salwa didn't want Nina to get hurt.."

Fauzi was silent, without saying anything Farhan knew that Fauzi's feelings were intact for Salwa.

"Lu if you still like to mending directly, do not procrastinate again.."

Fauzi smiled looking at Farhan.

"I think I need to move forward now..." Said Fauzi smilingly revealing the deep dimples of his cheeks.

Farhan who understood Fauzi's makasud only smiled back in his laughter.