Dear, Soul!!

Anxious

Although not so sure, but Fauzi felt the awkwardness that occurred in the behavior and mindset of his wife. Fauzi, who initially thought that it was just part of his wife's tiredness, slowly began to think seriously about things that he thought were irrational to his wife.

Fauzi approached and hugged Salwa, wanting to shake off his worries by throwing away his bad thoughts. Yes, it may be true that Salwa was just exhausted, but the doctor did not say anything, Fauzi thought.

“But you got the medicine from the doctor right babe??” Tanya Fauzi who had rested her head on Salwa's shoulder with her arms curled spoiled at Salwa's slender waist.

“Iya” Salwa replied smilingly seeing the behavior of her husband who began to struggle spoiled.

“Yes, Salwa may not be silent like this if the medicine given by the doctor is drugs for certain diseases” Fauzi thought.

Fauzi did not know what medicine he was given to his wife. According to him, if the drug was a drug to deal with certain diseases, obviously Salwa would not be as calm as now. Unfortunately, Fauzi who thought so because he did not know about the drug given to his wife, had been removed from the packaging and given in a medicine zak packaging without the name of the drug on his etiquette. This should be a strange thing for Salwa considering that he understands very well how to give the right etiquette to the drug, but again it is considered as a natural thing.

The smell of Salwa mixed with the baby's scent of Mikayla's telon oil is so soothing to Fauzi. It felt so comfortable leaning on his wife's shoulder while observing the lentic fingers of his wife who was busy pressing the keyboard to produce the arrangement of words on the netbook screen .

Salwa's previously very agile finger movements playing on a netbook keyboard slowly slowed down, unfinished words he type erased and then re-typed the same word but again deleted before the word was finished. Repeatedly Salwa did that, leaving Fauzi who noticed her into confusion.

“Why baby?” Ask Fauzi.

There was no response from Salwa. Fauzi raised his head that had been leaning spoiled on Salwa's shoulders, looking at his wife who was beginning to put on a confused expression.

“Why you?” Tanya Fauzi repeated her question, which had not previously got an answer.

Salwa turned her head, looking at Fauzi with her bewildered look.

“I want to order medicine, right?” Ask Salwa.

“I Yes.. You said so, want to order medicine and want to digress. Why?”

Salwa turned her gaze away from Fauzi, and looked back at the screen of her netbook.

“I the message how is it??”

“What's the way?”

“A me.. I don't know how the message is?”

Salwa started to get confused, as if what she wanted to do earlier was forgotten just like that. It was like something had just restarted his head to make him confused right now.

“Don't know how? You have often made orders for drugs dear.” Fauzi asked in confusion.

“Ahhh Salwa smile. The memory that had no way of going where it was, seemed to have returned.

“Do you know??”

Salwa just nodded her head in affirming Fauzi's question.

Fauzi looked at Salwa. Just now he dismissed his concerns and tried to positive thinking on the state of his wife, but did not take a long time, to his worry was re-emerged. His wife really did not look like she always did.

Fauzi's gaze, which could not be separated from his wife's face, again found Salwa's expression began to be confused again.

“Why else?” Ask Fauzi.

“I'm confused” Salwa replied with a disappointed expression. “I know, I have to order a precursor drug with SP that is separate from other drugs, but I do not remember how the form of the precursor” drug order letter

“Do not remember?” Ask Fauzi.

Fauzi's mind went back to work trying to understand the strange thing that happened to his wife now. How could his wife forget something that he had been working on for so many years.

“Ah.. Looks like I'm really senile, baby.” Salwa's complaint looked at Fauzi by showing her an annoyed expression at him who had forgotten the things he had done so often before.

Fauzi grabbed his wife, hugging her gently.

“You are not senile, you are just a soy sauce.” Fauzi said he tried to calm his sad, disappointed and upset wife to himself.

Fauzi realized, it's not just fatigue. Several times he found Salwa in a state of confusion and did not know what he wanted to do. Just to dismiss his wife's sadness, Fauzi tried to calm down with words that he himself was aware of, if not the tiredness that makes his wife what she is today.

“Hem??”

“I think it's really what I said yesterday.”

“About what??”

“About me who can forget you because you are senile at an early age.”

“Ck, what are you talking about? You are just a ketchup, baby, so your concentration is disturbed. Not because it's senile”

Fauzi himself is eager to deny the truth about the oddities that have happened to his wife lately. Until he saw Salwa's increasingly difficult situation to concentrate, Fauzi still wanted to believe, that his wife was just exhausted to lose concentration. Not because of the things that could make his wife forget him.

“What made? I haven't been doing anything lately. The pharmacy has been closed for 3 days, even cooking you. What don't ak..”

“Do not what??” Cut Fauzi. “You don't think strangely dear.” Fauzi tightened his embrace.

“But..”.

“Ck.. Okay, don't talk anymore.”

“You're not letting me talk??” Tanya Salwa raised her head slightly while putting on a sullen face.

“Because you said slack. Shut up, I want to hug you..”

Fauzi showed a smile even though in his head began to arise unclear questions and his heart began to fret.

Salwa smiled and clenched her hands around Fauzi's waist.

The more Fauzi realized the strangeness that had happened to Salwa lately, the more complicated his mind was with the pain that began to pervade his feelings. His tears slowly pooled in his eyes, trying to keep him from dripping. He did not want to show the tears that resulted from the feelings of fear that began to approach him to his wife.

“Sayang” Salwa took off her embrace when something came to her mind and she wanted to convey it to her husband immediately.

Salwa who immediately took off her embrace, making Fauzi did not have time to wipe the tears that held her eyes so that Salwa found her husband who spontaneously wiped her tears.

“Why you? How to cry?” Salwa asked in surprise.

“Nangis? Me??”

“This.” Salwa wipes the remaining tears that have not dried clean from Fauzi's rubbing.

“Ah.. I sleepy baby, I was yawning so my tears came out. Hem why was it?”?

Salwa's worried expression changed for the better after Fauzi's dishonest reply managed to trick her.

“Sayang.. We haven't been traveling near the airport for a long time.. In the past we used to play there.”

“Ah yes. You want to go there?”

Salwa nodded with an enthusiastically decorating smile on her lips.

“Yaudah, later if I have a holiday we go there. Now let's go to sleep first, work tomorrow only in further”

“But I'm not sleepy.”

“Sleeping or not, you have to sleep baby. Come.”

Fauzi gently pulled Salwa, until finally his wife according.

The night is getting late, but the turbulent mind makes Fauzi not able to fall asleep. Even so, Fauzi kept his eyes closed and pretended to fall asleep so that his wife who was in insomnia at this time could fall asleep as well.

Salwa who lately experienced insomnia finally fell asleep at night which began before morning. While Fauzi, just escaped from pretending to sleep.

He saw Salwa's face, fixed on his wife's face. Slowly his tears trickled down, like there was a fear behind the peaceful face of his wife who might be entering the dreamland at this time.