Dear, Soul!!

Nina's Story (2)

Nina kept telling me how she started her relationship with Farhan, and I happily heard her and asked her again and again.

I who was initially a little disappointed and hurt from hoping too far about Farhan's feelings towards me slowly began to improve. Seeing Nina who was so happy telling me about their relationship made me a little aware of how I shouldn't have to think more of Farhan because it would hurt Nina.

It was fate that brought Nina to meet Farhan on her way through matchmaking, it has been outlined in Nina's palm that Farhan is her soul mate even though before Farhan's feelings for me were quite big but in the end his feelings now belong to Nina.

I erased all my assumptions about Farhan still liking me, I let go of all my feelings that had been carried away by Farhan. Like this I will be sincere and make my feelings better and calmer. I realized that I should not easily draw my own conclusions about the feelings of others.

"Oh yes Nin, you used to say you met Farhan brother at the airport with another girl, you didn't ask him who Farhan's brother was?" My toot. I also want to know who the woman was and what her relationship with Farhan was then, with Nina's answer later I will know if Farhan lied about his old move on from me or not.

"Oh that, at first I had forgotten the same woman but once I went with Farhan and met the woman on the street. As I saw at the airport at that time, the woman immediately spoiledly greeted Farhan's brother, because at that time I was getting closer to Farhan and both had agreed on our engagement so I was jealous dong. Yes, there are girls who whine spoiled with my fiance while I go to Kak Farhan aja not that.."

"What the hell, obviously you also whined spoiled to Farhan's brother" I said.

"Hehe because I'm used to it, I also became spoiled to Brother Farhan like this because it was annoyed to squirm the woman was spoiled by brother Farhan"

"Haha cie who first got jealous" Ledekku told Nina.

I was finally able to really be happy in the relationship of Nina and Farhan, no more feelings of disappointment that I had felt when I knew their relationship. The way Nina told me and saw how happy she was right now made me realize. I can now talk to Nina without being awkward and without having to hide my feelings. Yes one more thing I realized, compared to my feelings for Farhan, my feelings for Nina were much stronger and sincere.

"Haha yes, I was just getting jealous the first time and I really can't control my feelings., she said., even though at that time Brother Farhan had made it clear to the woman about me and the woman immediately apologized at that time, too, but yes still I was angry and did not want to talk to Farhan for three days. Haha because I don't want to talk to Farhan's brother, Farhan's brother until I was in my place, it was also the beginning of Farhan's brother so I follow all I want, his friends often sneered to call Farhan bucin's brother, he said, hahaha"

"Hahaha keep going?" I'm getting curious.

"Well, I remembered that the woman was the woman who was accompanied by Farhan at the airport. After three days of not talking to Farhan, Brother Farhan finally followed me and explained everything.."

"What's he saying?"

"Say the woman was his college friend when he was in college in Mamuju first, they never met again after at the airport at that time. His name was Key and he said that Key was like that, he said that he had also once ex-boyfriend Farhan misunderstood and was jealous of Key's brother to his own brother Key who came to clear up the misunderstanding" explained Nina.

My guess is correct that the person Nina saw at that time was Key "Farhan's ex-boyfriend who meant it was me Nina" I said in my heart.

"I never knew Farhan's brother ever had a girlfriend, because I knew back then when Farhan High School was very diligent to pick you up so I think Farhan's brother is single because there's no way he can pick you up if he has a girlfriend"

"Hehe 'cause her boyfriend's me Nina"

"But he said his ex.." Nina continues.

"Aren't you asking Farhan about his ex?" I asked to confirm if Nina was a little suspicious of me, also I wanted to know how Farhan responded back then.

Looks like Farhan is hiding my relationship with him and I think it's the right choice.

"Uwuu to tweeett.." Ledekku

"Haha when Farhan's brother said that it felt like my cheeks were immediately hot" Nina said with her laugh.

"Haha.. To imagine your face at that time must be very funny"

"Haha yes.. I never thought that in the end me and Brother Farhan would be in a relationship like this. I remember, I just adored Farhan's brother as an upperclassman because he looked cool. Not only I was the one who saw kak Farhan cool, many of our age children who like the same brother Farhan although not as much as the likes of brother Fauzi.. Haha"

"Haha, you who used to admire are now made to fall in love.."

"Haha that's.. Oh yeah, by the way, where's Fauzi right now?"

I was laughing with Nina suddenly silent to Nina's question.

"Why?" Nina asked confusedly.

I nodded and tried to smile.

"What's wrong?"

"Hehe didn't.. Teru laughs you're not thirsty?"

"Well, but why do I fit.."

"Well, if you're thirsty, I'll take a drink first.." I said cut off Nina's conversation and rushed out of the room to get some water.

I take a glass and prepare drinking water. I kept quiet for a while before bringing the two glasses of water into the room. I was confused, I had to answer what Nina's question was. I know I should be honest with Nina because there's no reason and there's no point in me lying to Nina, but I don't know how hard it feels to explain this to Nina. It may not be difficult, but because I don't want to tell you the painful things I felt when I parted with Fauzi and it will make me remember and realize once again that Fauzi is no longer with me.

Slowly my tears began to trickle down, I could not help but feel the sadness that had re-entered my feelings remembering about Fauzi.

"Salvana.." Call Nina to follow me to the kitchen.

I immediately wiped my tears so that Nina would not see it.