Dear, Soul!!

The 24th Review

Fauzi has decided to pretend that he does not know about Salwa and Farhan's relationship, for now it is the best choice according to Fauzi. Fauzi stepped towards Salwa's inpatient room while continuously trying to control her feelings and facial expressions. And again, when arriving in front of Salwa's room that Fauzi met was Salwa who was alone with Farhan. Not wanting to hear anything that Farhan and Salwa were talking about, Fauzi quickly entered with permission to let Salwa and Farhan know that he was outside.

Fauzi continues his plan to pretend not to know, Fauzi pretends not to remember that Farhan was already in Salwa's room, Fauzi wanted to make the two of them calm down so that it would be easier to guess their feelings so that Fauzi could know to determine what step he would take afterwards.

Fauzi after getting permission from his mother and also Ms. Salwa he decided to stay at the hospital to accompany Salwa, even though Fauzi tried to pretend not to know everything, there was still a time when Fauzi was pensive with his empty views that had to be reprimanded first by Salwa just regained consciousness.

Salwa finally fell asleep after taking her medicine for the night. Fauzi constantly looked at Salwa's face and again his tears dripped, he never thought that the person who was fast asleep in front of him right now, he said, the person she loves so much is now traitorous and in a special relationship with her best friend.

Whether because of what Salwa is awake makes Fauzi have to pretend to sleep, Fauzi quickly put his head on the edge of the gurney where Salwa lies. Fauzi sensed Salwa who woke up and saw the remains of her tears. Fauzi again tried to control his feelings before pretending to wake up.

"Why did you wake up, baby??" Tanya Fauzi pretended to stretch her muscles to look like someone who had just woken up.

"You crying?" Ask Salwa. It was obvious in Fauzi's eyes how Salwa was worried to see him crying.

"Ah I'm just a nightmare.." Fauzi is lying.

"Nightmare germs?" Salwa asked clarifying Fauzi's answer.

"Custom, right? Salwa must have also been if the nightmare to cry.." Fauzi tried to smile.

"You sleep not reading prayer.."

"Hehe may, but I'm happy.."

"Kok happy.."

"Because it's just a dream, I've woken up like now the bad thing in my dream is gone.."

"What dream is it?"

"Hem.m anyway a nightmare, which is clear now the fact that you are still there with me" replied Fauzi smiling.

"The reality is like that? So your dream?"

"Reverse from the present reality.."

"I'm missing?" It was clearly Salwa's slightly hesitant expression

"You're leaving me.. Don't talk about it, the fact is that you still have me.." Fauzi replied smilingly, but again his tears trickled down. Fauzi was not yet fully in control of his feelings.

"Oze.. You cry again.." Salwa asked worriedly and confused.

"Haha I also don't know, these are tears why come out anyway.." Said Fauzi laughing lightly still hiding his sad expression but still constantly carried away with his sad feelings that made his tears again drip.

"The dream is that bad?"

Fauzi nodded with his tears still dripping. "Losing you hurts Salwa a lot, even if it's just a dream. So please whatever reason you don't lose from my life" Fauzi was as if discussing his dream when he was seriously telling Salwa not to leave. Fauzi could no longer hold back her tears nor her expression, now she was truly showing how sad she was, how scared she was and how sick she felt at the moment.

Salwa was stunned to see Fauzi crying in front of her.

"Have no thought, I won't make your nightmare come true" Salwa said, trying to calm Fauzi down.

Fauzi grabbed and hugged Salwa. "Thank you.." She said she was looking forward to Salwa really just being hers.

Fauzi tried to calm his feelings aided by Salwa, the night was long and Salwa began to open discussions about the affair. Fauzi knew very well that what Salwa asked was to see what his views on infidelity looked like and through his answer Fauzi tried to describe what exactly happened. Fauzi was trying to figure out exactly how Salwa felt about him and how Salwa felt about Farhan. Fauzi tried to give an answer that could lead Salwa to make a decision to choose with him or leave him and go with Farhan. Fauzi gives Salwa a way for her to know her true feelings, whether they are still on Fauzi or have actually moved on Farhan or just make Farhan part of her emotional escape while away from Fauzi.

Fauzi and Salwa continued to discuss the problem of how the affair until almost morning, the exhausted Fauzi who had been running all day not to mention his pain finally fell asleep. There was a feeling of relief in Fauzi's heart after explaining all his directions to Salwa, Fauzi hoped Salwa understood what he meant.

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The days go by, Fauzi last accompanies Salwa at the hospital and exposes her views on the affair and Fauzi senses Salwa who is still by her side now, once in a while Salwa first called Fauzi who made Fauzi sure that Salwa had made her choice and that the choice was Fauzi, it made Fauzi be relieved again. Previously Fauzi had intended, as long as Salwa made a decision quickly, with him or with Farhan, he said, Fauzi will continue to forgive him because the problem for Fauzi is when Salwa can not choose between the two and is instead engrossed in enjoying his affair. Fauzi would not be angry or hate Salwa if Salwa had told Farhan rather than himself because Fauzi was aware that feelings and love could not be forced even though he did not deny his feelings would be very sick and disappointed.

Today is the last day of Salwa exam, Fauzi who just out of class was busy playing his phone and found Cheesa friends Salwa's post that they were at a cafe just to celebrate the completion of their exam. Seeing that Fauzi was intending to give Salwa a surprise, Fauzi quickly booked a return flight today.

Fauzi arrived after about thirty minutes. Before approaching Salwa, Fauzi took a stop at the flower shop to be given to Salwa as a congratulation for Salwa who had finished his exam.

Fauzi arrives at the cafe where Salwa and her friends gather, seeing Nina and the others sitting around joking but not seeing Salwa leaves Fauzi confused on her own.

"Have I been wrong??" Fauzi muttered while walking towards Nina who was engrossed in joking with the other friends.

"Sister Fauzi.." Tegur Nina who saw Fauzi walking closer to them.

Fauzi smile.

"Where's the slaughter??" Ask Fauzi.

"Well didn't you tell me that Farhan brother invited Salwa??"

Jamb... "So now Salwa is with Farhan??" There was a feeling of pain in Fauzi's heart.

Fauzi tried to smile to hide the pain.

"O ohh.. Farhan has come? I don't think he's here yet, so I'm straight here.." Fauzi said lying, it would look strange if Fauzi interrupted Farhan's arrival.

"Udah brother..."

"So where are they now??"

"So the hell over there.." Cheesa replied pointing to where Farhan had gone with Salwa.

"Oh yes, thank you.." Fauzi smiled then passed.

There was a pain that Fauzi was trying to endure as hard as possible