Dear, Soul!!

Turbulences..

Today is the first day I go to school after a week I have to leave because of my circumstances that can not follow the lessons after the accident yesterday. I who usually leave on a bicycle now have to be picked up, in addition to restoring my health as well to avoid Farhan.

I told Mom about my decision and asked Mom to pick me up early at school to avoid Farhan. I knew very well what Farhan was like, he would not give up so quickly and would not back down just because I decided it unilaterally. So I asked Mom for help to pick me up so Farhan wouldn't be able to get to me when he saw Mom pick me up.

It's been two days since I decided Farhan, and I haven't seen Farhan since. Mom always picked me up early so Farhan wouldn't get to see me. I always saw Farhan's car parked on the side of the road but until now Farhan never came to me. Yes, she must have kept her distance from me while I was with Mom, she wouldn't have dared to come to me when there was Mom.

Soon I will face the National Examination, I prepare well, I try hard to ignore my problems with Farhan and try to focus on my preparation for the National Examination, Fauzi was also very diligent in informing me and encouraging me to face the Trials.

A while ago Farhan sent me a message.

"You seem to need some time to focus on your National Exams, I won't bother you that long.. Her Ginger.." The message Farhan sent using another number because until now the number is still blacklisted on my phone.

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Time passed, today was my last day of the National Examination. I worked very hard before preparing for this Exam, studying and taking additional lessons. I barely had time to rest because I had to keep learning. I must be able to manage my time to follow the additional Les subjects by learning myself to repeat the subjects that have been explained by the Mother Teacher at school.

As Fauzi said, the preparation time and the exam time really felt fast until I didn't notice it myself. Even today the last day of the Examination was still like a dream so fast.

Since the last message Farhan sent back then, Farhan never again sent me a message and never again did I see Farhan's car parked across the street from the front of the school. Moreover, Mother always routinely drove and picked me up early after school.

I was always escorted and picked up by Mom after an accident, but because today was the last day of the Exam my friends and I decided to celebrate the last day of the exam by eating together at the Cafe. For the first time after the accident I didn't pick up Mom. I told Mom not to pick me up and also reassured Mom that I would be okay.

"Hikss... Her must.." Nina cried when we arrived at an Outdoor Cafe.

"Hikss yes, finally the burden of all of us is off." I added.

"Despite what, if the results have not come out, it has not come off" Chir Anya leaned back.

"Destroyed the mood.. Yeah, at least I'm relieved to finish the exam first.."Cheesaa Tegur.

 "You are Anya.." Added Nina..

"I'm just ngingetin gaess.." Bela Anya's

"Udah, no.. Food pesen gih, our gray hair is here but do not eat" Pungkasku.

"Hehe, Selfiee used to be.." Chesaa said as he lifted his phone with a camera that was ready to take pictures there. Yes, however busy we are, if the camera is ready to calm the automatic mode on. Ckreek...

"Instastory or direct post..?" Chesaa said as he picked up a photo that was thought to be good.

"Elahh Chess, that's why I'm worried.. Instastory plus post, kayak gini moment must be immortalized on social media" explained Anya..

"What a great answer, son.." Add me

"Ck.. This is a meal message? Laparr.." Complain Nina.

We were busy choosing what we were going to eat to just celebrate the last day of the National exam today.

Yes this is how women, choosing the food menu only takes a long time that can be used by men to climb the highest mountain in Indonesia. But indeed for a moment like this it does not feel afdol if just eating ordinary.

"Salvah.."

Someone called me, I looked up followed by other friends.

"Sir Farhan.." Anya and Cheesa shouted.

"Cock is here? Here join brother.." Take Nina.

"Hehe just happened to pass by.." Farhan replied smiling kindly as usual. "Can you borrow Salwa for a minute?"

"Eh? Why?" Cheesa asked in confusion.

"Hehe's got a message to be sidelined.." Answer Farhan.

"Well, you don't forget who was behind Farhan's arrival here.." Said Nina starting to fuss with her misunderstanding.

"Oh.. Haha I understand, it's already there under Salwanya..." Cheesa said while pulling me.

Ah they must have thought Farhan came here because Fauzi asked for it.

"I'll pinjem Salwa for a minute.."

"Sir, would be taken also not if we can still gather at another time.."

"Hem really.." Anya said adding.

I'm off guard, I don't think Farhan's coming to see me, considering lately he's never been in touch, nor have I ever seen Farhan's car parked across the street from my school.

"What's wrong?" I asked after we were away from the crowd.

"I miss.." Answer Farhan.

"Do you know where I'm from?"

"Instastory Cheesaa.."

Ah yes I forgot, Cheesa uploaded a photo in his factory and the location was listed.

"Why are you here?"

"Because I miss you Salwa, I want to see you and I want to resolve the misunderstanding between us.."

"Misunderstanding? What misunderstanding?"

"You're on the exam now, I know yesterday you were like that because of the stress of the exam. Now you can think more clearly.."

"Sister mean?"

"Our relationship is tenuous, I want to fix it.."

"It's not a stretch, but it's over. We're already.."

"No. You can't decide something like this one-sidedly.."

"Sister, I'm sorry for being so mean to you like this. But I really can't do this with our relationship.."

"Don't be like this, didn't you say that you love me? Why is this now..."

"Sister, my feelings like that are also just a misunderstanding. I really.."

"You're the bad Salwa.." Farhan said cutting my conversation.

"Yes.." I replied in a low tone without seeing Farhan's face that was staring at me. "I'm evil, brother, so please make it an excuse to hate me and get away from me.." I raised my head and looked at him sharply.

"You think it's that easy? Try to put yourself in my position Salwa.."

"I'm really sorry, brother.."

"Son, I don't want to. Please don't go like this to me.."

"Maybe there's nothing more we should talk about, I'm sorry sis.." I said to walk but..

Farhan held me back and pulled me into his arms.

"Please come back like Salwa before you.." Farhan said tightening his embrace.

"What are you doing, let go of me brother.." I said while trying to let go of Farhan's embrace. But as usual Farhan's embrace was too strong to let go.

"Salwa, please come back as before.."

"So I'll let go. Someone will see.."

"I don't care.. I want you to come back like Salwa before you.."

"I was before? It wasn't that I was Salwa like this before, Salwa would refuse brother.."

"Son, not that one.."

"So, you let me go.." I kept trying to escape from Farhan's embrace.

"Salwa, I still love you I still love Salwa.."

"But brother.."

Bbuukkkc...

I'm looking..

A bouquet of flowers with a mixture of various types of flowers fell on the floor making the arrangement and some petals damaged.

"Fa Fauzi....??"