Dear, Soul!!

Holidaying

Sasa continued to try to strengthen his heart so as not to return unsteady and want to return to Faiq. The decision taken now is the best decision for both of them.

As Faiq said. The man who loved her really did not bother her with the thousands of calls on her phone, Faiq really gave Sasa time to think and calm her feelings, she said, without him knowing that Sasa had rounded up his determination to no longer re-establish relationships like before.

Although Faiq did not bother with his call, he often came and waited outside the hospital, and obviously if he saw Sasa, he was, must have been approached by whining asking their relationship can return to how it was.

For two days Faiq kept waiting outside, even occasionally Sasa saw Faiq's car parked in the street in front of his house. Sasa asks Azka to pick him up and drive him home so he can avoid meeting with Faiq.

Azka also did not feel rusty and was willing to pick up and take Sasa home, after all they were like that because their house was in the same direction and was in the same environment.

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Sasa, who has a morning shift assignment, is getting ready to go home when the time is two o'clock during the day. Although ready to go home, Sasa still sat back to wait for Azka who today returned to visit her friend who was still in care

“You're home, Sa?” Ask Olla who just came.

“Iya.” Sasa replied smiling.

“Nungguin Azka again?”

Sasa nodded.

“Wah, it seems like now is not just going home and leaving together huh.” Tempt Olla with a meaningful smile.

“Meanway??”

“Ya. You used to be the same Azka came home together if you want to go straight home. But now, you are waiting for each other if one of you still has a need”

“Te-continue why?” Ask Sasa who doesn't understand that Olla is teasing him right now.

“You made ya?” Olla went straight to the point saying what she had in mind. Because it's useless if he only teases Sasa, Sasa is not a person who easily understands the code.

“Ga-no..”

“You don't have to be nervous. I won't say the same to others Kok”

“Totally. I'm the same Azka just ceemenan aja, same as you guys”

“Oh yes? But Azka treats you differently just like everyone else”

Sasa looked at Olla with a confused look, he still did not understand what Olla said.

“Ck.. I mean, Azka likes you, so she treats you differently as we-we”

“Like me? Not really, Azka to me the same to you guys are the same aja”

“Who is wailing? I'm kan. It is very clear that Azka distinguishes her attitude to us the same to you. I'm sure Azka likes you.”

“Olla talking what the hell, not clear very”

“Liat aja ntar.” Olla smiled with a smile. “Udah ah, I want to check the patient first. I'm sure, one day Azka will definitely feel the same way you” said Olla chuckling before finally leaving Sasa.

Sasa was silent for a moment, he had never thought about what Olla had just said. For him, what Azka had done to him was the same as what Azka had done with the other friends.

Sasa's mind floated around trying to remember everything he had been through with Azka all this time. His memory touched when Azka calmed him, Azka who hugged him and Azka who was willing not to go to work just to bring him breakfast when he decided to stay at the hotel.

“What has Azka been doing all this time?”

“I why?” Azka's question which suddenly appeared behind Sasa made Sasa startled.

“Eh..”

“So you called my name. Me why?”

“Ga-no.. Why-why” replied Sasa nervously and smiling, hiding what was on his mind now.

Azka's forehead wrinkled confusedly looking at Sasa.

“U-have finished cool down his friend?”

“Iya. Let's go home.”

Sasa just nodded and started tailing behind Azka.

Sasa's mind went back to playing with what Olla said earlier, also he began to connect with what had happened so far.

Bukk..

Sasa who was busy with his own mind no longer paid attention to the road well so did not see when Azka stopped and hit him just like that.

“Come in again. Go home later on”

“But why?”

“Why-why, let's go in first”

“Ta-but.”

Sasa who was confused by the attitude of Azka who suddenly asked to go back in when they had intended to go home before.

“What's up, Ka? Ken.”

Sasa had not finished his words, his eyes had already caught what Azka seemed to be blocking him from seeing.

From the window that was only given clear glass, Sasa could see Faiq outside talking to a woman. Faiq seemed to enjoy his chatter so much that he smiled and laughed once in a while.

Sasa looked at him, he could not deny that there was a feeling of displeasure to see Faiq with a woman even though he had decided to end their relationship.

“Sa, come on in.”

Azka pulls Sasa's plan, and Sasa just follows suit. He sat with his empty eyes. Sasa was aware that this kind of feeling should no longer bother him, given their relationship that was over. But still it all feels unpleasant.

“Don't think of” said Azka who sat next to Sasa and knew what Sasa was thinking now.

“Why do I feel sick seeing that? Though I myself decided to end my relationship”

“You're just not used to”

Sasa's tears trickled down, and he quickly caressed. He doesn't want to be the center of attention there.

Sasa was silent for quite a while, and Azka did not say a word. He gave Sasa time to calm his feelings.

“Sa, would you like to try taking a leave?”

“Cuti? For what?”

“Street-path”

Sasa turned to look at Azka. Although his mind has not been completely separated about what he saw earlier about Faiq, but Azka's question managed to make him interested.

“Where to walk? And why take a leave? Can fit holiday”

“Ya streets not around here”

“Terus?”

“You go home to my house??”

“To your house?”

“Ah, I mean my parents' house. My mother's father once invited you to play there, right?”

“Iya, ta-but.”

“If you're there for about a week, you might feel better. All the things that are here, that burden your mind can make you forget a little if there”

Sasa was silent for a moment. Yes, he needs a new place and atmosphere to make his feelings better. He needed to leave his routine for a moment to calm his feelings and refresh his mind. But if for Azka's house, it feels a little awkward Sasa.

“You will already know Azika Ma'am, My Mom and Dad, they will be happy if you play there”

Sasa was silent for a moment, then slowly set his gaze on Azka.

“Can I go there? What people say later”

“Of course you can, you don't have to think the same said the people there. Because before you enter the area, you will be asked for a complete identity, visit whose home and other questions. So before you joined there, some of them already knew about you”

“Your hometown seems to have a good cooperation between the people”

“Ya can be said so. So how? Want to try there?”

After thinking for a while, Sasa finally nodded in agreement to Azka's invitation.

“Later I'll call Mom and Dad, tell them we're going there”

Sasa nodded. “Still yes, Ka. I always took care of you and you always nolongin me”

Azka smiled. “That's the point of there being me”

Sasa was relieved, because there was always Azka who was ready to accompany him and help him under any circumstances. Azka who was always there for him made Sasa become stronger.

Realizing what was happening now, Sasa recalled what Olla had said to him earlier.