Dear, Soul!!

Baffled

The sun began to crack open, even with the rays without heat, but the light began to look bright. Fauzi got out of bed and carried on a habit like the days before. A little help his wife work by making the bed.

Fauzi turned his head, the shirt he was going to use today seemed to have not been prepared by his wife. Though every day, the shirt was ready to hang neatly before he woke up.

"Did Salwa forget again?" Fauzi Mumbles.

Another thing he did not encounter this morning as usual was the smell of the cuisine touching his sense of smell and the noise in the kitchen of the objects his wife used while cooking. Those two things Fauzi didn't get this morning.

Fauzi walked out of the room. It is possible that this morning their only daughter was fussy so that her wife rushed to their daughter's room and forgot to prepare her clothes, also making his wife not have time to wiggle in the kitchen this morning, he thought. But what he thought seemed different from the reality. Mikayla their little daughter was still asleep in her room this morning, still late in her dreams which made her sleep so soundly.

The smooth forehead of Fauzi's frown gave a sign of her confused self. "Where is Salwa?"

Fauzi headed for the kitchen, although there was no noise from there and there was no fragrant aroma of cooking, no, but his wife could be there preparing a meal with calm so there is no need to produce noise from the kitchen utensils that he uses.

"Darling, what are you doing there?" Fauzi asked as he approached his wife who was sitting on the floor daydreaming while hugging his two lutu.

Salwa's daydreams fell away, slowly he lifted his head to see her husband who walked up to her.

"Why are you sitting on the floor, baby? It's cold.."

Salwa just stared at Fauzi with her blank look.

"Why you?"

"Ah me.." Salwa looked confused, she herself did not know what she was doing either. "I don't know.."

"You don't know? What doesn't know? You don't know what to cook this morning??"

Fauzi showered his wife with questions, looking at his confused wife.

"Cooking? Ah yes, I have to cook" Salwa said smilingly. It was as if Fauzi was giving him an answer to his confusion about what he should do now.

Salwa moved away from her seat, but Fauzi quickly held her back before Salwa began cooking activities that had confused her.

"Honey.. Why you??" Tanya Fauzi was worried.

"I? I'm not papa." Salwa replied smiling.

"Sir papa? But you just.."

"I was just confused for a moment" Cut Salwa.

"The confusion? How could he be confused and not know what to do in the morning is cooking"

Fauzi was confused and worried to see what happened to his wife this morning.

"Let me cook.."

Fauzi grabbed the knife Salwa was holding.

"Why? You're gonna have to get ready for work this morning, baby?"

"I still have time to cook" Fauzi replied smiling. "You wake up Mikayla and get her ready for school.."

"You baby, let me cook.."

"No, you are. Mikayla doesn't like it when I pull her hair"

"Ah yes.. Yaudah, I built Mikayla first. Sorry, baby, you have to cook early in the morning when you have to work. Tomorrow, I won't be barking early in the morning and preparing your breakfast as usual"

Salwa gave a small peck on her husband's cheek before passing towards their little daughter's room.

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Confusion filled Fauzi's head. He went back to the room to get ready after finishing the cooking, as well as the supplies he would bring and the ones Mikayla would bring.

Fauzi smiled slightly as he entered his room and saw that the shirt and suit he was about to wear were already neatly available. There's a little relief. "Yes, maybe Salwa is really just a soy sauce and because of lack of sleep so things like this morning happened. He remembers preparing my clothes"

Dew begins to evaporate into the air and slowly disappears with warm sunlight. The neat clothes, also the bags and supplies that were in Fauzi's tent, made him ready to go to work this morning.

"Honey, don't forget to eat the lunch in the break later. Don't be naughty and listen to what the teacher says"

Salwa gave encouragement to her little daughter, who now tightly grasps her father's index finger, ready to go to school.

"Yes Mommy.."

Salwa's sweet kiss landed on Mikayla's cheek.

"Darling, you went to see the doctor today.."

Salwa just nodded. She knows, her self who has trouble sleeping lately and is less able to concentrate clearly makes her husband worried.

"Do you want me to take you? I can go out at break time.."

"Don't love, I can go to the doctor myself.."

"Have it, don't forget to tell me later.."

"Yes dear.."

Fauzi kissed his wife's forehead "I'm leaving first baby.."

"Yes, be careful.."

"Mommy.. Mikayla to school first.."

"Dear, Mami's gonna pick me up when Mikayla's done.."

Mikayla waved her tiny hand, and Salwa waved back with a smile.

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Like the usual days. The atmosphere of the morning began to be crowded, some office workers who got assignments outside, busy and then tares with a full suit and bag that he carries. Also some heavy workers who were seen starting to be busy transporting certain items and some students who were either due to get assignments outside the school or were truant crowded filled the road.

Salwa arrived at a clinic not far from where she lived. He prefers the clinic over the hospital, because it will not make him queue for long, considering he must hurry and pick up Mikayla later. After all the clinic he visited had several specialists, also according to him who was just exhausted so he did not have to get to the hospital. Although the clinic or hospital still has the same good service to check health.

Salwa began to mention her complaints that had difficulty sleeping and sometimes lost concentration on the doctor who was sitting in front of her at this time while listening to her.

"In addition to sleep difficulties and concentration that is often disturbed, are there other symptoms?" Ask the Doctor who started writing some kind of medicine on the prescription paper.

"There is no doc. I thought I was just tired so my concentration was a little bit distracted. So I took some multivitamins"

The doctor was silent for a moment.

"If due to fatigue that makes his concentration reduced, obviously he will not experience insomnia because a tired body makes him drowsy"

"Insomnia that you feel, whether it's after you go to bed early then wake up at night or.."

"Not doc, I had trouble sleeping not because I had a good bedtime before. I thought, maybe because I used to sleep late during my daughter's care"

"Not that earlier Mother said that Mother even lost concentration when preparing the school supplies Mother's daughter. That means your daughter's grown up now? Is your daughter still fussy at night until you have to look after her all night?"

Salwa was silent for a moment. Salwa had not been made to stay up late just to put Mikayla to sleep. Then why has he recently experienced insomnia. Salwa was a little confused, why her mind became irrational and her innate thinking was caused by her habits that occurred about 3 years ago, when Mikayla was still often awake and fussy at night.

Salwa looked at the doctor in front of her and began to be confused.

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In addition to fruit, my love can also consume Vitamin C directly..

Can be found in Pharmacy.. 😊