Dear, Soul!!

Yes I'm... He's my girlfriend..

This morning's NIna scolding made me realize how wrong I've been lately. I realized, I had been carried away with Farhan's feelings lately because of some incident that seemed to make my feelings ambiguous, also because Fauzi was very busy making me get used to it without him. I got used to being without Fauzi but subconsciously getting used to Farhan, I was completely wrong. Thinking about this made me feel guilty and miss the moments with Fauzi.

Arrive at the first break. I walked towards Fauzi's class, Nina's rant this morning really made me realize my mistake and I wanted to make up for it by starting to behave better with Fauzi.

I arrived in front of Fauzi's class, but I didn't see any Fauzi there.

"Search Fauzi?" Ask someone to surprise me.

"uh, yes, brother." I replied spontaneously.

"So I saw Fauzi at the basketball club.."

"Oh yes, thank you brother.."

Classmate Fauzi's upperclassman just smiled and then stepped into his class.

I walked into the basketball club room. I'm like a man in love with his girlfriend back, I walk around humming. On the way to the basketball club I overheard the conversation of someone walking in front of me.

"If it's not wrong, he has one.."

"Yes I'm not saying that if I want to be with him, I'm just saying that he's handsome, nice and a real idol.."

"Yaa.. But I'm sure that Lu knows no one has a chance, right??"

"Hahaha yes it is. This step opportunity mah can meet the same class brother who is cute friendly and kind like that"

"He's third grade, isn't he??"

"Yes like, if not misheard earlier he said the same class as Farhan, it means third class too.."

"Haha.. Doain breaks up with his girlfriend so Lu has a chance before he graduates hahaha"

Ck ck ck. horrified very first-class children now, have reached the stage of being able to train his upperclassmen to break up with his girlfriend. Which Farhan Temen has been assessed as a child? malang is very much his life because of the same liking people.

Ah, I why so nguping talk kayak gini anyway, hem. just happen to be horrifying, there is no intention and intention of the heart to nguping people talk. After all, the two boys also gossiped so loud that it sounded the same to me.

"Haha.. Lu's prayers are evil, but I want Aamiinin anyway. hahaha"

"Hahaha.. bedewe, which girlfriend is Fauzi??"

JEENGG JENNGGG... BLEDEERRR GLUDUKK...

If in the film Adzab-adzab I must have been like a human who was struck by lightning.. Udah can be given the title soap opera "Adzab upperclassman who menguping talk Juniornya"

O Allah, so they discussed from earlier Fauzi. What they assess and admire is Fauzi? The guy they wanted to break up was Fauzi.. So then???? The one they pray break up is ME???

I am a normal human being. Like humans in general, instinctively hearing things like that I want to feel like I'm cursing, I want to feel like I'm approaching and angry, I want to pray the same bad thing. But ah, I must fall into the category of patient women.

Hufttts... I let out a deep sigh and walked over to the two women who had prayed for the breakup of my relationship with Fauzi. Ah.. is this the risk of having a handsome lover??

"Sorry..." I said softly.

"h yeah.."Answer while looking.

I tried to smile even though I wanted to be angry. I have to show a friendly image as a classmate.

"Sorry to disturb.."

"Oh yes, brother, what's wrong?"

"I'm sorry if you didn't hear me wrong you said Fauzi's name.."

The two women looked at each other as if they were talking using telepathy.

"Engg.. Yes, Why brother?"

"Oh yes, brother, we met with Mr. Fauzi at the basketball club.." The answer.

Yes, I also know that Fauzi is there, I just want to talk to you all tell me indirectly that I am the person you are praying to break up with his girlfriend.

"Oh that.. Thanks yeah.." I said smiling kindly "Geez baby, the break hours are still busy at the basketball club" I muttered a little but deliberately made my voice heard by them as I stepped into the basketball club room.

"Darling?? That brother just said baby, right??" Ask your friend in a whisper. Screaming of them, his friend just nodded his ass.

"Eng.. Sorry sis.." Call her in a slow tone.

"Yes??" I answered, smiling.

"That's. anu. engg..." He seems to be hesitating.

"What's the deck?" Tanyaku.

"That's big brother, eng.. anu... big brother Fauzi..??"

"Oh that. hehe I guess why.. Fauzi my girlfriend, usually at this hour she looks up to me in class, but today it's not nondescript so I'm looking, hehehe.."

"Oh. sister..." I clearly saw the surprised expressions on their faces.

"I'm sorry, I accidentally asked you guys, because by chance through I heard you guys call Fauzi's name, hehe at first I thought you guys were talking about which Fauzi, which is, Thank goodness what you discussed turned out to be my girlfriend Fauzi and know where she is now, so I don't have to be tired of her shrill voice, hehehe..."

Heh.. You think you guys?? Satisfied?? Your curiosity about Fauzi's girlfriend is upended, right??

"I. yes, my brother.." He answered with a forced smile.

"Judah diluan ya.." I said smiling as I passed.

I haven't taken a few steps.

"Sister.." He's arresting me.

"Yes??"Answer smiled.

"that. anu.. brother ngedenger what I said earlier about Brother Fauzi? Ask hesitantly

He seems a little worried. Haha I am happy to see her expression like that.

"Ngedengar what? what are you talking about Fauzi?" I pretend I don't know.

"Oh. no brother, just happened to meet with brother Fauzi in front of the basketball club room kak.."

"Oh hehe yes, Fauzi likes to hang out there so it's only natural that you happen to cross paths there.."

"Hehe is my brother.." They smile forcedly.

"Hem. yaudah I'll excuse you first, thank you for telling me where Fauzi is.." I said, continuing to show my sweet and friendly smile.

"Eh, yes, my brother.." Answer them in unison.

Judging from his expression he became a little relieved even though he still looked a little worried. Haha I was really happy to see her expression like that, considering that she was praying for me to break up with Fauzi. Hehe was so satisfied mengepamerin Fauzi in the underclass.why am I childish like this anyway?

But ah let it be childish. I passed with a happy smile. Yes this is me, Salwa..!! Boyfriends of boys you admire. Fauzi really became a sister idol apparently, I have to be extra careful.

My intention to go to the basketball club changed to return to class. Today I had a meeting with my dancing friends to determine what costumes we would wear during the race. The original plan was to decide on a costume by discussing it together after school, but I planned on choosing a few costumes and suggesting friends later, so the meeting determines the costume does not take too long when there are already several options. I want the meeting to be over and get home soon

Maybe because I heard that people admired Fauzi I wanted to meet Fauzi so badly. I feel my position is indirectly threatened. ck ck ck already like any election that can make the position so threatened, I am too dramatic.

I'm so worried about Fauzi right now.