Dear, Soul!!

Him and his status..

I finally chose to keep waiting hoping that he would come to me one day to complete his odd ribs.

For about 6 years I waited for Fauzi to come and during that time I chose myself without allowing anyone else to enter my heart. I locked my heart tightly, and I'll open it only when Fauzi comes. Nina's words that night really gave me direction to make a decision like this.

I shouldn't have expected this much because it's just a disappointment that I get if in the end Fauzi isn't my soul mate. But I can't give up either, I've decided to wait for Fauzi not easily stop. I also realized, however, that I once had feelings for Farhan, but in the end I would still remember Fauzi. Yes, I once neglected my feelings, my heart once wavered but in fact even so I easily forgot Farhan and took him with Nina easily. Unlike Fauzi, I don't take it off easily and don't forget it. From there I realized, I liked Farhan only because of his existence to fill the void of my heart while away from Fauzi, whereas Fauzi I loved him even when I had absolutely no idea of his current existence, my feelings are sincere with him.

Starting in the afternoon, fatigue was approaching me from earlier. I was tired of standing up and my throat was dry from constantly explaining the medicine to patients. I was always exhausted when I was in the outpatient depot.

"There still?" I asked Izki.

"One more brother.." Answer Izki.

"Fighting brother, this is the last one.."

"Are there no more patients in Poly?"

"Nothing, Poli's closing up.."

"Ah thank goodness.. My legs are getting creaky, so tired.." Myl

"My hands have also been sore at writing continuously since then" Izka who is usually always strong, but today complains as well. Today, there are more patients than usual.

"This is the last recipe.." Izki said he handed over the prescription and the medicine.

I got back on my feet today and ready to give my last patient PIO today.

"Patient queue no 176.." I called the patient number.

I waited a while but no one came.

"Patient with queue number 176 on behalf of Miss Afifah.." Call me once more. My voice started to crackle and my throat was getting dry.

"Where this patient is, I'm exhausted but not showing up" Gerutuku. I sat back down "The patient will come alone later" I thought.

I took a glass of water to quench my thirst while waiting for the patient to come.

"Sorry, excuse me.." I heard someone from outside.

"Yes?" I answered in front of the drug reception counter.

"Sorry, is my medicine ready?"

"Patient queue no 176 on behalf of Miss Afifah?" Ask clarify.

"Ah is right.."

"The medicine is ready, Mom" I replied kindly with a sweet smile even though I was tired.

"Sorry, I went to the toilet, so I didn't hear when my number was called.."

"It's okay" I answered. "Have long suffered from heartburn?" I asked after seeing the drugs given some are drugs intended to lower stomach acid.

"Yes, it's just that it's not been relapsing again for a long time now, lately it has just relapsed again and the pain is getting worse" he complained.

Judging from her cute and sweet face, it seemed like she was indeed younger than me so spontaneously she called me Sis. But yes it's better, sometimes if the patient's Mothers and Fathers he calls me with the call of Dok, Sus and even the Midwife. Yes our profession is not that famous so the patient still does not know what to call. Haha actually I am also confused, what we want to be called.

"Maybe lately the time of eating and the amount of food he eats is not regular anymore? Or maybe the type of food that texture harder and sour or spicy until the stomach acid rises again?"

"So, I keep eating patterns and types of food that I eat until now. People say it's because of the mind too"

"Ah right, the mind is very strong affect stomach acid can go up.."

"Yes, how else, sister, busy with the wedding so many thoughts.."

"Are you getting married soon?"

"He he he yes brother.." The answer is a little shy.

"Happy yes, hopefully it will be launched until Day H"

"He he yes brother, thank you.."

I was also often like this, instead of wanting to provide drug information services even serenity so provide a little counseling to listen to the patient's vent. Yes listening to patient complaints is also part of our way to make patients feel comfortable.

"I explained the medicine first.."

"Yes sis.."

"Aren't you bitter?"

"Hehehe. Next this is the ulcer medicine as well, taken two hours after eating, so morning and night"

"It's not chewed?"

"So, it's taken as if you were taking regular medicine.."

"Oh yes.. Thanks brother.."

"One more yes, this vitamin is taken twice a day as well.."

"Oh yes, brother"

"Obviously the cure?"

"Yes.. Can it not be brother?"

"Yes please.."

"This, said my friends stomach ulcer drugs do not have to be routine like drinking it he said if it is sick again. That right?"

"Yes that's right. It's just that it happens to people who have heartburn not often. For example, only occasionally if he is late to eat so, for this case because the duration of the ulcer is often so dikasi routine therapy like this until later the pain mengingannya mengingan.."

"Oh that.. Thanks brother.."

"If later if you forget the rules of taking the drug, you can pay attention to the etiquette of the drug, there is explained about how and when to take the drug, can be considered again, but if you do not understand can contact our pharmacy installation call center at this number" I said while showing the number listed.

"Oh yes, yesterday I had a chance to check in the Clinic and there was also medicine, medicine from the clinic I continued to drink or stop and take this medicine only?"

"So the medicine from his clinic was shown to his doctor?"

"Sister, I forgot.."

"The medicine from the clinic was brought? Can show?"

"Ah yes, take it, a moment sis.."

"Yes.." Answer me by continuing to smile.

"Sister.. Here's my bag.."

I saw he was following someone.

"Why?" Ask someone he calls.

Wait, I feel like I'm no stranger to this voice. Maybe it's just my feelings.

"Here you go, brother, there's my medicine in there I want to see here.." He said whining spoiled.

Someone walked up to him.

"Snap, I'm getting sicker if you've been around a long time. You're glad to see this person you love is sick.."

"Yes yes bawell.. Here I bring you the bag.."

No.. I didn't hear wrong and I can't remember wrong. This sound...

"Fauzi..??" Call me to try to convince my estimate.

That guy looked.

"Loh Salwaa??"

TRACEYBBB.. I never thought I would meet like this. He's the one I've been waiting for, he's the one I haven't seen in over 6 years, the one whose voice I heard last time on the phone and the last time I heard it in a short message is now in front of me. And he's......

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