Dear, Soul!!

The Review 29

There was a sense of relief after Fauzi conveyed all his plans to his mother Salwa. Previously what he worried about from his plans was when Salwa's parents were angry because he was going to leave their daughter and not give permission again to marry their daughter in the future. But hearing a positive answer from Ms. Salwa made Fauzi strengthen her heart to continue what she had thought.

Fauzi finally called his mother and talked about what steps he would take.

"Mother.." Call Fauzi when the phone is connected.

"Why, son? Tumben nelfon these nights??"

"Mother, is there Daddy??"

"You did, nelfon Mom but nyariin Dad. I'm feeling in PHPin, why don't you call your dad if you want to talk to him.."

As long as Fauzi doesn't live with his parents, his parents are often like this. Fauzi realized that it was a form of homesickness from his parents.

"Mom is not that, ma'am.. I just want to say something to Mom and Dad, so if Dad's home, I can talk about it once.."

"Well, wait, I'll call your father first.."

Fauzi heard his mother's footsteps from across the phone.

"Why Nak??" Ask Dad. Looks like his mom and dad are in the same room now.

"Dad, Mom, Fauzi wants to say something.."

"What did you say??"

"Fauzi wants to end Fauzi's relationship with Salwa.."

"Huhh?? Why???" Ask her father surprised.

"Why do you want to split up with Mom's daughter-in-law??" His mother was even more surprised.

"What problem do you have, son? If there is a problem it is discussed well, instead of immediately ending the relationship like this.."

"Yes, you're an adult, why do you make such a decision anyway??"

"You're looking for a solution and you've made a decision like this..."

"All these things can be discussed well, son..."

Fauzi had no part to speak of, his parents had been busy lecturing even before Fauzi explained the reason.

"You are, handsome no, pinter no, rich no, buluk yaa.. I've got a girl as good and beautiful as Salwa still pretentious to ask for a break up. That mirror your mother bought over there isn't big enough???"

"Ck, I'm actually Dad's son isn't it???" Fauzi grunts in the heart.

"Dad, that's our son. Why do you say that..???"

"Yes, our child does not know very grateful, ma'am.. Mom cravings what time pregnant she why the birth so songong like this??"

"Had you forgotten? The one who sniffed was Dad..."

Again, his father and mother argued without caring about Fauzi.

"Oh yes.. What did you eat until our son was like this???"

"Father mostly eats micin first, so our son is like this..."

"Yesha Ibuuu.. If Dad and Mom are still arguing yaudah Fauzi matiin first phone, feel like a mosquito repellent if this is so..."

"Ah yes yes.. So why would you want to split up with Salwa, son?? What's the matter with you??" Ask her mom to get serious.

"There's no big deal, ma'am.. Maybe it's because we're a long distance now so the little things are always a problem for us. I was the same Salwa often argued and quarreled only a small matter. Maybe it's because we're used to being so close before that we're so far away that we can't understand each other.." Fauzi said lying, he did not want to tell all the truth because it would be a negative value for Salwa in the eyes of his parents.

"But you've been through the last year together. Why are you guys just now fighting this??" Ask her father who remembers they had gone through their first year as an LDR couple.

"Son's daughter is like that.."

"Yes, your mother is also always angry that Dad has a job outside the city.. That's a sign women are longing and we men should be sensitive to things like that, son.."

"Yes, I know it would be difficult to discuss this with Mom and Dad who really like Salwa" Fauzi murmured in his heart. "Mom, Dad, I have my own reasons, and this is temporary anyway"

"Hem.. Yes if it's your decision, son, I really like Salwa, but I won't force you to survive because you know your own heart.." His mother said understandingly.

"Mom.. We're gonna lose our ideal son-in-law.." Complain Dad.

"And I said while Dad.. I'm gonna make Salwa my father's daughter-in-law someday..."

"What do you mean Zi?" Ask her father to be confused.

"And I said for a while, right now my relationship with Salwa is not good so I will end it. I'll come pick up Salwa when the time comes.."

"You want to play Salwa??" Ask her father in a serious and slightly firm tone.

"Mom's not playing daddy.. I just wanted to calm my feelings for a moment. If I insist on maintaining our current relationship, there will be more and more small problems that then formulate into big problems and that will make us become annoyed with each other. I don't want that to happen.." Fauzi. Such classical reasons helped Fauzi to cover up the truth.

"There's a truth to what you said, son.. But you know the risks you have to bear if you take this path. Salwa could have hated you and again she could have found another man when you weren't together.."

"Yes, I've been thinking about that, ma'am.."

"In addition to Salwa, Salwa's parents can hate you too. You know, Salwa was their only daughter, when they found out you left their daughter for a light reason like this, it could have made them dislike you.."

"I spoke to Salwa's mother, and she understood.."

"That'sit.. I'll agree with whatever you're going to do, I know you're old enough to take that action.."

"Thank You Dad..."

"But I keep thinking, our dream daughter-in-law Ma'am.. Soon she's not our daughter-in-law's candidate..." Complaints Father Fauzi...

"Ayaaahhhh. ck calm down, I will make Salwa as Dad's daughter-in-law. I'll ask Salwa at her parents specifically to make their daughter father's daughter-in-law.."

"Don't just talk about you.. Do you think her parents would easily give their daughter to a man like you who would obviously leave their daughter??" Syndir.

"Dad already, Fauzi has said that he has talked about this with his mother Salwa.." Bela His Mother

"Yes, ma'am, we're about to lose our daughter.."

"What daughter? It's still Yah's daughter" Tegur Fauzi "Sana makes her own if you want to have a daughter, don't confess other people's children as Father's daughter, he said, Fauzi is still not a problem if you have a sister at this age" said Fauzi half annoyed because his father continued to whine half insinuating

"Mom.. It's Ma'am's code.. Our son asked for a sister.."

"Do you really want to have a sister Zi??" Ask Mother.

"Whatever my mother thinks I know what.." Fauzi said he was getting upset.

"Jaudah come on, ma'am.."

"Your mother died first her phone was son.."

"Wait for the good news, son.." His father, who seemed to be far away from his cell phone.

Fauzi ended his call.

"Oh my God, I had a mistake before I was born into the world.. My parents, it feels so weird.." Grunts Fauzi.

Fauzi turned around and looked at the second photo of his parents that he had placed on the table.

"Although, Fauzi loves you very much Mom, Dad.. Fauzi was happily born as your son, if there was life after this, Fauzi would still choose to be born as your son.." Fauzi said he embraced the photos of his parents.