Dear, Soul!!

Learning, Being the Best..

Fauzi's hands are warm, his grip feels comfortable. My previously chaotic feelings were not clearly calm.

Comfortable leaning on his shoulder, I slowly fell asleep. It seemed like crying made me quite tired and the swelling of my eyes made me heavy so it was very comfortable for me to fall asleep. Fauzi donated his shoulder to be a backrest pillow for his fussy lover, he fell silent without taking off his hand.

🎵🎵🎵

Fauzi's hand-held phone rang. Still sleepy, but I realized Fauzi picked up her phone and heard quite clearly the conversation.

"Sorry, I don't think I can go with Lu today.. I have another job"

I don't know what someone said from across the phone, but from the answer Fauzi gave it seemed like it was a friend who took him to take a picture this morning.

"Yes, very sorry.. I try to come along sometime"

Looks like Fauzi canceled the promise he made with his friend.

"Okay, very sorry bro.. "

Phone's disconnected.

"Go away.." I said in a slightly faint voice from waking up.

"Well, are you awake, baby?"

Asked in a slightly surprised manner, Fauzi did not know that I had woken up.

"Telfonku woke you up huh? Sorry dear.. I'm sleeping again" he said, stroking my head.

"Go away, I'm better.. Kasian is your friend" I explained as I raised my head to look at him.

"No papa, he said next time I go with him" he replied.

"Go, baby.."

"Well, did you exorcise me?"

"That's... That's not it.." I answered while lifting my head from my backrest on his shoulder.

He grabbed my head and put it on his shoulder.

"I want you" he said.

I put his hand and hold it.

"Thank you Ozi.." I smiled

"I'm glad you're like this to me, but just go.. I don't want to mess up what makes you happy"

"You said what the hell, baby, you don't understand my pleasure, I'm also happy with you like gini" he explained.

I lifted my head, I stared at it fixedly.

"Dear, please help me change.. I want to be a better lover for you. Please help me to learn not to be selfish with you again" I said with a smile.

He smiled back.

"Please baby" he said as he hugged me..

"Yaudah, there after your friend"

"Aren't you really papa?"

"Hmmm..."

Fauzi took off his embrace.

"I promise, I wouldn't have just left if I hadn't told you before"

"Yes.." I smile.

Fauzi said goodbye and stepped out.

I walked into the room after closing the door, but..

Ttokk ttookk.

I looked up to hear the door being knocked and rushed to open it.

" I ❤ U" said Fauzi smiling as he showed Fingerheart.

I smiled, a little laugh.

"What the hell are you?" I said while shy of the cat.. *Cats are not shy*

"I just want to see you smile before you leave" he said sweetly.

"Jaudah goes there, it's late. Be careful on the road"

Fauzi stepped into his car with a smile.

I closed the door but again..

Ttokk ttokk..

"Well, why baby?" I asked to see Fauzi back when he opened the door.

"So I said I love you, but you didn't answer"

"Should I answer?" My question is flirting.

"No, it's just..."

" I Love you too Ozi" I said cutting off Fauzi's words.

Fauzi smile.

"Sanaa.. You've been waiting for me" Tell me..

"Goodbye, I'm leaving.." He smiled and turned around..

I kept looking at him, I had to make sure he left before I came in and he would come back knocking on my door just for his ridiculous behavior. His ridiculous behavior that could make my heart flowery and smile grimly because it was happy.. Ah if I was depicted in Comics or Anime, my face would be depicted with red lines cheeked under the eyes. I'm just like Hinata if you're done writhing Naruto 😅

"Udah at 10.. " I said as I passed into the room.

Well, because from waking up I just played HP to cry. At last until 10 my room was still a mess, almost like a colossal movie shooting location.

Ttok ttok..

"that door doesn't hurt from being knocked on?" I thought as I stepped.

Ttokk ttokk..

"Yes for a minute.." I cried while running small towards the door.

"Who? Why else, baby?" Tanya saw Fauzi come back again.

He smiles.

"You haven't eaten yet, have you? Here I bring the chicken porridge" he said as he thrust the chicken porridge feeding box in a plastic bag.

"So I went through there, met a chicken porridge seller. I think you must have not eaten, right from waking up this girlfriend has made you cry until you forget breakfast, right?" continued.

I smile.

"Mom made me breakfast"

"The breakfast must have been cold, if the chicken porridge was still warm"

"Thank you." I said with a smile. Fauzi just smiled back.

"But it's not morning to eat chicken porridge anymore baby" I said.

"Chicken porridge should not be eaten during the day?" Ask.

"I don't mean it was Fauzi bin Rahman"

"iyaa yaa darling.. But uh, this isn't anyone home?"

"Where have you been? Why do you realize it now?"

"Hehe, the thing is, just focus on you, baby.. Where's dad's mom?"

"Main to Aunt Lily's house.. Today's Aunt Lily's birth"

"Well, aren't you coming?"

"Yes, the plan was to go with you"

"Jude, I canceled the same meeting today. I'll let you walk, you'll have to stay home alone"

"No papa, I'm taking a break today. I haven't streamed my oppa-oppa in a long time"

"You sure?"

"Yes dear... That's where you left"

"Well, sometime if I meet your oppa, I will treat them to eat and say many thanks for making my Salwaku happy" he said smiling.

"Take care of your neck.. I'll be grateful if I can.. No, let alone meet, in a note if yes dapet" answered ketus.

"Well whatever it is, anyway I thank you very much the Ice Cock because it has made you happy"

"BTS says BTS... I told you, don't miss Bangtan's name as an ice shell"

"Ah yes dear sorry.. Greetings to Tekhyun.."

"Sadvanced.. I told you, if it's hard to call Taehyung, call V..

You have gone there.."

"Well I'm leaving, you have breakfast and keep bathing. You smell so bad." God.

"Did you take a shower?" ketuaku

"Udah, but this is gonna take another shower.."

"Bring again?" ask me confused

"yes I stink if you don't shower again, this is the snot you tacked all that earlier.. Not to mention the light during sleep.. Plus you've been sticking out of it even though you haven't had a bath"

I sniff around my body..

"No smell" I said, still kissing around my body..

"Yes yes, no.. There breakfast keeps showering"

"hemp.. Be careful on the road" I asked..

Fauzi smiled as he stepped up and passed.

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I rubbed my face after the shower..

"Ah, my eyes have started to improve" I thought as I pressed the area of my eyes.

I opened the chicken porridge box that Fauzi had given me earlier. The plan was to eat first and then take a shower. But I thought, I could have turned like a buffalo in a moment. Because the usual thing that feels after eating is sleepy, so I took the initiative to take a shower first and eat so that I look different from buffalo.

Different from buffalo? Yes it is.. Ngaco is a mind..

Ttokk ttokk..

I glanced at "Who else?" grumbling.

"Oh my goodness, Fauzi, is he not going with his friend" I thought as I stepped down.

Ttokk..

"What else, baby??" I asked to open the door immediately.

"Eh, you brother?" I was surprised to see it..