Dear, Soul!!

Nina's Alleged

I finally abandoned my intention to continue my education after my mother begged me to continue working for at least a year. I also feel too selfish if I leave Mom and Dad again just to hold back my feelings of sadness. I've been selfish enough the last few years, now I should have turned out to be more able to withstand my selfishness.

I'm getting ready to go to work, I need to be able to fight to improve my feelings and learn to let Fauzi go even if it's going to be very difficult, but it's better than me trying to forget it. Because forgetting Fauzi is an impossibility for me. Fauzi was too deeply embedded in my thoughts and memories.

This morning before leaving for work I got a message from an unknown number.

"This day is work? Can you come out with me for a second??" The short message I received.

I walked out of the room and replied to the message. "Who?" My toot.

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I arrived at the hospital, I walked through the medical records and saw a lot of patients queuing up there.

"Hemm thank goodness.." Mumbles.

Well, I'm kind of different from everyone else in general. Others may complain when they see a large number of patients, while I am grateful for that. I don't mean to thank those people for being sick at all, I just thank myself for being busy today so I don't have much time to think about anything else besides my job. I was trying to distract myself from Fauzi and the best way to get my attention distracted was with me busy myself.

I checked my phone again, I haven't received a reply back from that unknown number. Never mind replies, the message I just sent the tick has not changed color to blue which means my message has not been read. Ck who is the human who with the pedenya put a photo of Kim Taehyung BTS ultimate biasku into display picture Whatsaapnya. Yes although I feel like this kind of display picture is quite alay, but I am happy to see Taehyung's photo there, making me feel like chatting with my bias. Ah never mind, why also I had time to spend and again for what I am waiting for a reply to a message from this unknown number. I'm back to focusing on work.

"Sir Salwa.." Call Izki.

"Why Ki?"

"So someone came here nyariin brother"

"Who?"

Izki just shook his head hinting that he didn't know about that person.

"Aren't you asking why she's looking for me?"

"Said he was just passing by, so all stop by to ask for brother"

"Do you remember his features?"

"Not too big brother, I'm short so have to tiptoe first if you want to talk to someone through the counter"

"Oh jaudah.. Maybe friends.."

Cellphone's ringing. One call came from Nina.

"Why Nin?"

"Where are you Wa?"

"In the hospital, why?"

"A free weekend, right?"

"Hem yes, because now I'm caught in an outpatient depot so every weekend I'm free, most report.."

"Friend me huh??"

"Where?"

"From the invitation design.."

"Invitation design? Make what? Uh.. You want to??"

"He he he yes.. It's still a long time, but I'd like to get everything ready.."

"Seriously Nin?? Well congratulations..."

"Sstt don't fuss, because the show is still a long time so sorry if many people know.."

"This is you who told me.."

"Yes that means you are there do not fuss, it will sound to others if I want to marry.."

"Lah Nin, I'm in the hospital again and no one knows you here.."

"Oh he he he yes yes.forget me.."

"So now you're in Mamuju?"

"No, there's still work to be done here before I go home. Maybe I'll go home tomorrow if it's not the day after tomorrow.."

"When was the show?"

"Yes yes. but how long was it? When?"

"Not yet, how do I know when??"

"Well, why have you been looking for an invitation design?? You already want to take it when the proposal is not yet.."

"Yes but the proposal was just a formality for me anyway, I'm the same brother Farhan has been tied up from a few years ago.."

"Yes too.."

"Lagian kak Farhan is still busy now. Yeah, you know the guy who works hard college like how.."

"Keep you're still joking about how to marry the story? Your husband-to-be is still busy"

"Actually kak Farhan's lecture is now finished, he is busy managing this is the preparation of his graduation. Yesterday's talk that Brother Farhan has already graduated our wedding date will also be planned so I have started to get busy now.. Her mother, Farhan, has a ghost.."

"His name is also Farhan's only child, it's natural that his mother be saved.."

"Yes so this is you being my nemenin right?"

"Yes you came back here first beb new can I menemenin.."

"Well, I'll let you know that I'm back.."

"If the issue of invitation design I have acquaintances anyway.."

"Good, so there's no need to bother.."

"Yes, so just get the rest of it.."

"Eng Salwa.."

"Yes? Why Nin??"

"You are.."

"Dude, there's a message coming in, I read it for a second." I said cutting off Nina's talk.

A message came in from an unknown number. It seems like he has already returned my message, I opened it.

"I'm Fauzi. So how is there time not to meet??"

Did I read it wrong? Is this really Fauzi??. I repeatedly read the message while rubbing my eyes occasionally to make sure.

"Was.. Salwa..."

Nina called me from across the phone but I thought I was still focusing on the short message I received.

"Salvaa... You don't you think I'm the one?"

"Eh, eng.. I'm a Nin.."

"What message did you read until you didn't catch me?"

"Oh Ha ha ha the Sweepstakes..." Answer lies.

"Ck there-just you, the message time once you take seriously"

"Haha sorry sorry.. Hem why that?"

"It. angg.. Anu.."

"What the hell are you talking about Nin?"

"That's.. Said Brother Fauzi was in Mamuju huh? You've never met in there?"

"Eh??" I was a little surprised to hear Nina's question. "i's.. I never met, why?" Said lying.

"Yes no, you'll meet again. I just felt that Fauzi's sister came back because she knew you were there.."

"He came back here because he wanted to marry Nina" My inner self. I couldn't discuss this with Nina and chose to pretend I never met Fauzi when I just received a message from Fauzi asking me to meet.

"Why do you think that? Do you know where Fauzi is from?" My toot.

"Sir Fauzi my coworker from a different office, I had met with Mr. Fauzi here when we were both office messengers to discuss business affairs. But yesterday I had an appointment again to meet with the person from his office and who came instead of Fauzi's brother, when I asked him why he said Fauzi suddenly resigned a few months ago. And after I remember that Fauzi's time to resign was not much different from the time you went back to work.."

Ah Nina seemed to have completely misunderstood this. He didn't know that Fauzi was getting married and so he came back here. I couldn't tell her either because she was going to question where I could find out from and again Nina would pity me even more.