Dear, Soul!!

Street (1)

🎶🎶 My alarm rings

My hands flailed to feel the table beside my bed until I found a character-shaped alarm clock made by my idol.

I got up and headed for the bathroom.

"The new feeling of closing my eyes for a moment" I complained as I walked back to the room.

Well.. This is a tradition, a habit, or some kind of addiction after waking up, it does not feel like once awake in the morning without checking the phone first. Hemm.. It's not just me, is it? I think you guys are also very used to checking your phone after waking up in the morning.

I found one message from Fauzi, sent about 5 minutes ago.

"Sorry baby, I fell asleep last night. Why sweetheart?"

Looking at the message it looks like Fauzi has seen dozens of my missed calls.

I let him, somehow there was no intention to respond to Fauzi's message, probably because it was still innately upset last night.

I used to go back and forth on social media before taking a shower and getting ready for school. Visit Facebook, take a walk to Instagram, and say hello to Twitter.

🎶🎶 Tintong

Fauzi's message came in again..

"Darling, you're not awake yet?"

Ckkp.. He thinks I'm a slacker until this hour hasn't woken up??

"Uda.." My reply.

I put down my phone, took a shower and got ready for school.

**

The sun was getting hotter, the hotter and the longer the headmaster's speech in Apple this morning. I don't know what he's talking about. I think not only me, some of the Students of the Divine may be like me, hearing the words of the Principal from the right ear and coming out of the right ear as well. The conversation did not stop in my head, once in the right ear, immediately reflected back out.

"Salwa.." I heard someone call me from the crowd of students who were rushing to walk to their respective classes after a very short lecture from the secretary was over.

I looked over, I saw Fauzi running over to me.

"My message isn't answered?" Ask.

"You are already.." I answered

"There's no tuh.."

"And I told you 'already' when you just I woke up what not"

"I'll get back after that, baby.."

"I haven't seen, besides you also lied that your message has not been read"

"Yeah.. Emm.. Last night why?"

"No papa" I replied cuek.

"Why don't you call it a lot?"

"Can't you?"

"It's not so, baby.."

"I just wanted to ask you tonight that I buy a book today"

Said lying..

My intention to apologize disappeared and turned to annoyance because Fauzi did not pick up his phone last night.

"It has to be today?" Ask.

Ah looks like Fauzi can no longer accompany me to buy books today.

"Yes.. You can't anymore?"

Fauzi.

"Oh, if you can't, I'll ask you to help me"

"Sorry..."

"No papa, you want another portrait, right?"

Fauzi just nodded.

"Yaudah, I go to class first." I said as I passed.

"Salvah.." Fauzi held me back by grabbing my wrist.

"You mad?" Ask.

"Son't.."

"Seriously?"

Fauzi's hand that had been holding my wrist tightly.

Seeing her face so clear, I couldn't seem to get angry. I remembered Farhan's words again, yes actually the wrong thing is me, I have no right to be angry one-sided considering Fauzi did not know about what happened.

"I'm not angry, baby.." I said, taking off his hand and holding it..

Fauzi smile.

"There it is, the first hour begins again.."

"I miss you, once this one project is over, I'll take you out of the way"

I'm just smiling..

"Etdaaah.. It's still morning woyy.." Exclaimed a friend who happened to pass by and saw me clasping Fauzi's hand.

"Haha said Lu if envied by Fauzi who dapet breakfast with a bowl of warm love from Salwa.." Excite the other friend while being ridiculed..

"Well, despite the weight, I admit this self-righteousness, this couple is not in a race" the other friends throw mockery at each other.

"Haha Lu Jomblo so wrong I do?" Timpal Fauzi reply softened.

"Yeah.. I think it's all nature's fault, the world's cursing at me.." Answer the friend in a dramatic tone

"First broo..." Said the other friend as he passed.

"Yoo..." Reply Fauzi

"There to class.."

"Yes yes.. I'm going to class, baby.." Fauzi said smiling and passing.

I also walked to my class.

**

Lesson after lesson passed, the days we went through with learning not infrequently made the heart and mind become tired. Ah like this is the path we must take to meet something called success?

Obviously, higher education is not something that can ensure that we will be successful in the future, all back to the individual. But with the days we take with learning is a bridge, is the first ladder we do to pursue a success later.

As difficult as any education that we are feeling right now, believe me it will not be in vain.

Finally arrived at the last lesson. I grabbed my phone I put in the drawer before the teacher who taught me the last lesson came.

"Aren't you busy?"

The message I sent to Farhan.

I waited long enough to receive a reply from Farhan.

"A little bit, it's a lesson" Farhan replied after about 15 minutes ago.

I read in secret the reply from Farhan because the teacher who taught had come and started to explain the lesson.

"Not now, I mean after school." I said.

"Emh.. Likely no.. Why?"

"Son, if I want to go but I don't have a friend, you can take a brother, right?"

"Where are you going?"

"Buy the book.."

"Okay, uh but why don't you take Fauzi?"

"Today Fauzi can't keep me, he's busy"

"Well, can't you wait for Fauzi to have a moment?"

"Yes the button today.. Brother can't get me?"

"Who can't that be jubedaahhh..??"

I chuckled reading Farhan's message while imagining the funny thing about his expression when he sent me a message calling me a desk.

"What's Salwa?" The teacher who taught me saw me laughing.

"Ah, not Ma'am..." My answer..

"Please concentrate.."

"Yes Mom.." My answer..

I almost got caught by the teacher.

"Yaudah, so big brother can't you?"

I returned to reply to Farhan's message in secret.

"Hmmm.. I can't do it for free, dong.."

"Well.. Brother said I can invite brother if I don't have temen, it turns out it's not free anyway.."

"The time is now, pee is paid.."

"Hem.. What do you want paid for?"

"Ep.. The Turkish kebab.."

"OKAY.."

"Sheath.."

"Eh buseett's.. Bankrupt me, brother.."

"Haha yaudah only one if so, so kasian ngebayangin you become bankrupt 😂😂"

Looking at the message accompanied by the emoticon it seemed like Farhan was replying to my message with a laugh. He's okay, today's last lesson.

"Evil.."

"Haha.. In the past, just call if you want to be accompanied, I've been reprimanded with the teacher.."

Aye? This turned out to be him while studying as well but could freely reply to my chat.

"Same, I have also been rebuked by the teacher.."

"Haha feels like a bad boy, Maenan Hp even though his teacher is learning lessons"

"Didn't papa ever"

"Everytime snoring.. Yaudah, if I finish the lesson I also talk to Fauzi"

"I told you I was with Fauzi"

I lied again.. I don't know when I got used to lying like this. No-no.. I told you I was going to go with a friend, so I didn't lie, did I?

"Well, if that's it.."

It's like I don't have any other friends to go with. But Fauzi would feel better if Farhan was with me.

I put my phone back in the drawer and refocused on the lesson the teacher was explaining.