Dear, Soul!!

Nina's anger

Nina's age is 2 months old. Nina constantly felt nauseous, making her so weak and unable to eat. Farhan, worried about his wife's condition, swiftly took Nina to the hospital for a check-up.

Nina and Farhan's move towards the parking lot stopped for a moment as Salwa greeted her gaze. Nina looked back at Farhan, her eyes showing him asking her husband about the existence of Salwa who was standing there confused.

Farhan was quickly able to understand what was happening to Salwa at the moment. There is no longer anything that allows Salwa to stand there indistinctly, other than because his mind is out of its normal limits. The disease that Salwa suffered, seems to be getting worse now.

The husband and wife who had just come out of the hospital, approached the woman who was standing in confusion on the corner of the road. The woman they knew very well, who was together through that 10-plus year life.

“Salwa, what are you doing here?” Farhan asked, making Salwa slowly turn to look at him.

“Kak Farhan.”

Sumringah Salwa's smile showed, as if he was finding the person he had been looking for.

“What are you doing here Wa?” tanya Nina repeated the question of her husband who did not get the answer before.

Salwa turned to look at Nina, still with her sweet smile. But suddenly he turned to surprise.

“Ni-Nina?”

Nina was puzzled to see Salwa's sudden change in reaction, what's wrong with her? Until Salwa showed a different expression.

Salwa looked back at Farhan after briefly looking at Nina with a surprised expression.

“What sister told Nina about our relationship?” Salwa asks Farhan, which leaves Farhan and Nina confused.

“Connect? What relationship is Salwa?”

“Our relationship sis.” Salwa answered with a little emphasis. “We're dating again now.” Salwa whispers to Farhan but can still be heard by Nina.

Farhan surprised. Fauzi had previously said that Salwa's mind could go back several years, which meant that Salwa's memory could be in the past about nine years ago. The two bond in a special relationship as lovers behind Fauzi.

Farhan had never intended to hide the relationship between him and Salwa before, because Nina who never cared about Farhan's past and prefers to think about the future with the man who has become her husband now.

But Farhan was worried. The reason, his wife who was pregnant young, now also experiencing extraordinary mood changes. Farhan was afraid that if Nina found out about this, she would get angry, and it had an impact on their baby. Let alone for something like this that is fairly complicated, even trivial problems can his wife exaggerate because of her erratic mood changes.

“Pa-dating? You mean what Salwa??” Nina asked confused by the statement her best friend said a few minutes ago.

Salwa took a long breath.

“Nin, sorry I. I actually didn't mean to hide this with you. Yes I was wrong because I hid this from my best friend”

An expression that revealed guilt, began to be seen on Salwa's smooth white face.

“Hidden what is Salwa?”

“Honey, Salwa thought he was not good. He could have thought a no-no, because he often experiences delusions now.”

Farhan interrupts, trying to keep his wife from asking questions Salwa could have answered and mentioning all their stories a few years ago.

Nina looked at Farhan for a moment, as if telling through her gaze so Farhan would not interrupt the question he was asking Salwa.

“Kak Farhan why call Nina baby??” salwa asked in confusion.

“So, he just misdialed. So what truth do you mean Salwa?”

Salwa was silent for a moment, then turned to look at Farhan who just looked down.

“I-it. I'm actually dating Farhan. It's been a while and Fauzi doesn't know about this. Yes I was wrong because it was like this.”

Nina just looked at the woman who was explaining what she thought was going on at the moment, while trying to digest what Salwa said.

“But Nin, please don't tell Fauzi. it will be able to interfere with his lectures there”

“Classic?" Tanya Nina made clear what Salwa had just said.

“Iya, right Fauzi now again lecture in makassar Nin, the time you forgot”

Nina began to draw conclusions. As Fauzi had told Farhan too, Salwa could have been dealing with his memories that happened a few years ago that he felt that it was happening in the present. A memory mix that makes people around him need a special understanding to be able to understand what he is thinking now.

“So you're dating Farhan?” tanya Nina glanced at Farhan who was standing beside her without saying a word.

“Iya. I know this is wrong, but Brother Farhan has always been there for me lately, and again brother Farhan kept asking me to make this relationship continue” explained Salwa with an expression that looks guilty

Nina just lowered her head, a new fact that she knew today was very surprising, but she was resistant because she was dealing with her friend who was not healthy at this time.

“Nin, don't tell Fauzi ya??”

Nina nodded, and just smiled assentively. If this were to happen at that time, it was clear that Nina would have denied Salwa and forced her to decide Farhan. Not because he was the one who admired Farhan, but he who would not let his friend take the wrong path.

“So you're here why Wa?”

“A-me?? I'm confused, I don't know why I'm here.”

“Now you go home first, let Farhan take you.”

“Ah yes, I'd better go home first.”

Nina looked at Farhan, gesturing for her husband to drive Salwa home immediately.

“I take you where? Her mother's house?” Farhan Whisper.

“Home. You know, if Fauzi never let his wife pass on the mistakes she had in mind.”

“So how are you?”

“I'll be home by taxi.”

“But darling.”

Not yet Farhan finished his words, Nina had already stepped in to give her best friend a hug.

“Be careful on the road Wa.”

Salwa nodded in agreement."You're careful too"

Although the fact that he had just met was very painful, but the brotherhood that Nina already had for Salwa, made him put aside his pain, after all Salwa's situation was not good now. He had no right to be angry with Salwa, considering that he had no relationship with Farhan at all. Only a younger classmate who admired his senior.

Farhan drove Salwa home, all the way Salwa was silent, and Farhan did not open the conversation for them. There are thoughts of the man with one child, only his wife who is currently home alone, also about how he will face his wife at home later.

“Fa-Farhan?? Where are we going?”

Salwa asked after staying for a long time.

“Introducing you home Salwa”

“Introducing me home? Where's fauzi? Why isn't he the one who picked me up.”

The memory of Salwa who had ventured into the past, apparently has returned. Whether since when did Salwa come back is in fact in the present, which obviously gives relief to Farhan.

“What are you with Fauzi in a relationship now, Salwa?” Farhan asked to ascertain the truth about at which time Salwa's mind was at present.

Salwa looked back at Farhan, as if asking why the man who recognized him enough was asking something that should not be asked.

“You know that? Fauzi is my husband, Farhan” Resolute Salwa.

Yes, the answer Salwa gave was proof for Farhan about his memory that had returned in the present. A mystery in Salwa's brain that's completely baffling.

“Ah is okay. Fauzi is busy in the office again, so he asked me to do your thing.”

“Oh so..”

Farhan simply smiled and nodded in agreement.

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Farhan arrives at his home after driving Salwa home. Previously he intended to tell about the incident he had just experienced with Salwa and Nina to Fauzi, if his best friend could help him to explain what had made his wife misunderstand. However, seeing the plight of Fauzi who was deeply saddened after receiving such a letter from his wife, Farhan finally abandoned his intentions.

“What did Salwa say earlier?” Nina asked as Farhan had just set foot inside the house.

Farhan fell silent, he was at a loss as to what to answer.

“My answer, is it true that Salwa said earlier?”

Farhan nodded without being able to look at his wife's face. He who from the beginning did not intend to hide this to his wife, now instead stuck with the same thing in a different situation,

“So you ever dated Salwa?” Ask Nina to clarify. The frown on his forehead showed him a little disbelief.

Farhan just nodded.

“You became the third person in your own best friend relationship??” The sound suppression from Nina's question, sounded a little cornering to Farhan.

“Not so dear” Farhan trying to do self-defense.

“Events.. You're evil.” Nina's tears began to pool in her eyes. His unstable emotions slowly surfaced.

“The time at that time was very complicated darling. I have absolutely no intention of making it that way.”

“Have you taken revenge because Salwa has rejected you before? And choose to date your own best friend?”

“Not..not like that.”

“Now be honest with me.. Do you still like Salwa??”

“Darling, what are you talking about? That was the incident 10 years ago, and now.”

“Jawab only. Do you still have the same feeling Salwa?”

“Not existing.”

“Lohongg.”

“I'm not lying, baby.. I really don't have the same feeling as Salwa.”

“Keep why you interrupted my question. You don't want Salwa to say everything, do you? That's why you stop Salwa for kary”

“It's not like that baby, I'm just worried that you'll be thinking the same thing later.”

Farhan tries to explain the circumstances he has to his wife who starts to be inundated with tears.

“You're evil.”

Nina's tears spilled more and more, she could no longer hold back her feelings.

Farhan hugged his wife, trying to calm his wife's feelings after knowing the reality.

“Detach.. Don't hug me.”

Nina revolted with her power that was not that much.

“Darling, sorry for never being honest that the woman I was covering from my previous story was Salwa. I really don't mean anything else.”

“Long.. You must still love Salwa, you must still love.”

Nina, whose emotions are increasingly unstable due to heavy cravings, begins to fill her mind with things that are not-no.

“Gak darling... I love you, not anyone else”

Nina simply cried, no longer refuting what Farhan had said.

“Honey, don't be like this, our baby's kasian. He will also be sad if his mother is sad.you do not think that no-no. My love, my feelings and my love, everything is yours, everything is yours. I just love you.”

Farhan tried to calm his wife. He knew that his wife was the one who had this problem because she was pregnant young with unstable emotions. He knew very well what his wife's stupid past would be like. All this time, Nina had never cared about her past, and had only focused on the future they had together.