Dear, Soul!!

Assignments..

I spent my days as a freshman. The world of Pharmacy is not as easy as I thought, I originally thought I would only deal with medicine but apparently not. I know every lesson I learn has something to do with medicine, but it still feels too greedy to learn it all.

Slowly I began to get along with my fellow majors, even I knew some friends from other majors. Being in a group with others is a must on campus that makes me have to be able to get along with everything.

We were divided into several groups each practicum to make it easier for lecturers and teaching assistants to direct us in the laboratory, so I was helped to get along with my friends. Yes I have a lot of friends now but still Annisa is the one who asked me to talk the first time I was closest to me.

There was a time when I was worried what if I would cross paths with Farhan, I was still very awkward and still confused to put on an expression what if I met Farhan. But apparently that's just my concern. The world of college makes me so busy that I do not have time to just walk around the campus corridor. Just a few times I passed Farhan just greeting each other and passed. I was very busy, not least with Farhan as well especially now that he was at a level above me which was obviously his tasks more and more difficult.

At first I thought it was only the habit of a teacher, but apparently the lecturer also had the same habits, maybe because they both work as teachers. Very often the lecturer explained about the subject, when he explained we felt well understood and felt ready to answer if there were questions related to it, as he explained, but when the lecturer gave the task somehow the task became very complicated and out of the discussion he had explained everything. "It's a fraud" Umpatku.

"This is what Nis is?" I asked Nisa.

"Where do I know, if I know I've been working on it since.."

"Ck. You're from SMK Pharmacy, you don't know this one.."

"In SMK we learn only the skin, if it's up to the seeds like this I don't know.."

"Well, how is this?"

"Patience, this is you no longer see me seacrhing to find out how.."

I leaned back in the chair, feeling very tired.

We get the task of calculating the dose from the lecturer, only the task given is slightly different from the one described earlier. Actually this task has been given from three days ago but because it is busy with courses and other activities finally only now my job can be done. Unfortunately, somehow the task was very difficult.

"Udah ah, I'm blushing.. I find the same thing in question but still learn self-taught calculations like this through brother Yutub difficult to understand.." Said Nisa following leaning desperately.

"What is our fate, tomorrow is the weekend and we can not enter the campus nyari people to teach us about this and again Monday morning so the question that must be answered in response to the entrance of the laboratory. I think we'll miss one Lab deh Nis.."

"Yes so.. Even if we come early in the morning to ask for lessons with others, we will also not have time to learn it before entering the Lab"

"Hmmm... Just accept fate.." I said in despair.

I glanced at Annisa who was sitting next to me seemed to have been very desperate as well.

"Haa I know.." He said in a high enough tone.

"Kamjagiya... What a surprise to you.." My answer was surprised

"I know what we're gonna do.."

"What?" tanyaku.

"The brother is that.. That big brother must know and want to help us.."

"Whose brother?"

"Sister of your acquaintance who was your upperclassman at High School, hemm who else is his name..." Said Nisa trying to remember the name of someone she meant "Haa. kak Farhan.."

"Ka Brother Farhan?"

"Yes.. He must know. Quickly call.." Nisa said excitedly.

"Ta but.."

"Haiss, there's no but-note if the condition is severe like this"

"Yes, it's just a.."

"Come on.. Tomorrow we have to learn to escape the door's response.."

"I did.. Let me ask you first.."

I grabbed my phone, Farhan said he was still using his number which I tried to call him.

"Hello.." Call connected.

"Oh, Salwa huh?" He asked, either my number is still on his phone or because Farhan recognized my voice.

"I am yes, brother.. Sorry if I'm disturbing you.." Shitt still feels awkward.

"What's wrong, man?"

"So never said if there's a job I can't do, you can help me.."

"could.. But depending on the task also hehehe, if difficult maybe I can not help, but try college first.."

"Yes sis.."

"When do you want to be taught?"

"Can you immediately, brother? You see, this is a lesson in response to Monday's Lab entrance.."

"Hem.. What if tomorrow? I have a job tonight.."

"Can.."

"Okay, good-bye tomorrow I'll call you.."

"I'm sorry I'm so sorry" brother"

"No papa, I'm good enough to repeat the lesson again"

"That's why, brother.."

"OK on.."

Call's over.

"Hufftt thank God, we can finally be saved" said Nisa with relief.

"Not yet wei, did he say that he knew about it.."

"May he know.. Oh, didn't you ask us what time tomorrow is it?"

"Say tomorrow he's missing.."

"Well, tomorrow I will represent our group to buy practical preparation materials Wa. It's gonna be time for a crash if I don't know what time it is"

"But I'm not good at it anymore Nis.."

"Hem, I hope tomorrow's not the right time"

"Pray for me.."

"Judah I'm back.."

"Aish, don't go back, I'm home alone again"

"Yaudah I was afraid, I gave permission first to Ummi"

"Lwu.. Salwa, love Nisa.." I said I hugged him spoiled.

Nisa just smiled at my behavior.

Annisa's sleeping in my house tonight at my request. I glanced at him who was asleep while I was still difficult to close my eyes. My mind kept spinning how and what it was like tomorrow when I met Farhan. Maybe I can cover up my awkwardness in front of Farhan, but tomorrow Annisa will also come along, can I hide the awkwardness in front of Annisa as well?

I always convinced myself not to be awkward with Farhan anymore, but why does it feel so hard. Why do I have to feel awkward, after all everything has passed and Farhan has no problem with it either. But why do I keep feeling that way.

Will I cancel tomorrow's meeting? But what about my job? Arghhh these thoughts made me unable to fall asleep.

I recall that if I couldn't sleep I would keep contacting Fauzi and Fauzi would accompany me until I fell asleep. But now no one else can accompany me like that.