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Flashback: Story of Faiq & Karin (13)
A week passed from the day that Faiq was angry at Karin who he thought had crossed the line for touching her. The day that Karin realized the truth, that what Faiq had been showing, was different from what it really was.
No, not Faiq showed different things to what was on his mind, but Karin who misunderstood because Faiq was so good at hiding his intentions and intentions.
From a week after the incident, the two had not slept together as usual.
Faiq chose silence without explanation, only his behavior had turned extremely cold and the barrier wall he had created was massive.
Faiq no longer slept in their room, he chose to sleep in the guest room. Not only did he not sleep with Karin anymore, he also did not speak and never even looked at Karin once. It was clear what Faiq was doing, inflicting tremendous injuries on the woman who bore his status as his wife.
Karin is confused as to what to look like, the more days their household relationship gets worse. Karin is under severe stress and doesn't know how. He was confused by Faiq's change of attitude, and even more confused because he did not know what to do. Although he had intended to tell this to his Father and Mother, he again paused before getting Faiq's explanation of everything that happened to their current household.
Karin kept asking about her mistake, recalling what had happened all along. But no matter how hard Karin thought about it, she still did not find the thing that her husband should be able to make an excuse to get angry like this.
Karin's logic still justifies what she does. It's true, they were a couple, so what Karin did wasn't wrong. Although Faiq had already said what was really on his mind.
In addition to the pain she gets from the breakdown of their current relationship, Karin also suffers pain whenever she remembers what Faiq told her that morning. Faiq's honesty was a very bad fact for Karin. How could a husband who thought he was so good suddenly say what he never thought at all. A very heartbreaking honesty.
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The night is getting late, and like the last few nights, Karin is still awake with her mind raging. It had entered the eighth night, where she slept alone without her husband.
His tears trickled again realizing that there was no longer a man who often slept on the edge of the bed, in his view. For one week she had woken up without looking at her husband's face, and it had been a week that she had a very short sleep.
The clock kept ticking along through the increasingly late night. Karin turned her head and looked at the clock that had shown less than nine minutes to enter eleven o'clock at night.
Karin with all the turmoil in her heart and the burden in her mind, could no longer bear to accommodate the tightness she felt. Karin moved, and walked towards the room where Faiq had chosen to sleep there at this time. He needs an explanation, so that this silence does not drag on for longer. Karin could no longer endure the circumstances in which she felt depressed every day.
“Faiq may not have slept this hour, he usually sleeps late” Thought Karin while speeding up his steps towards the guest room.
Karin knocked slowly on the door of the room which now made Faiq as his bedroom. Karin turned the unlocked door hinge and entered despite not having received permission from Faiq, as if Faiq was indeed waiting for the woman who became his wife to ask for her explanation.
Karin who appeared from behind the door, was greeted by the gaze of Faiq who was still sitting at the bedside with the book in his hand.
“I need to talk” Karin said without further ado and immediately took a sitting position on the sofa not far from where Faiq is sitting at this time.
Faiq closed his book, and slowly put it on the table beside the bed, fixed his sitting position and ready to listen to Karin. It seemed like the burning anger of a few days ago, had now been extinguished. The irritability that yesterday excited is now gone and back to normal.
“But before, I want tanya”
Faiq just stared at Karin, giving Karin permission to ask.
“I have you considered what all this time? What do I mean to you?” the question that Karin raised was resolute, although tears slowly began to gather in her eyelids.
Faiq bowed for a moment, before finally looking back at Karin.
“Sorry, I'm sorry. I was wrong.”
“I don't need your apology, I need your explanation Faiq. You make me confused by all this”
“I do have to apologize before giving my answer”
Karin stared fixedly at the man sitting not far from her. A sentence that he did not understand, but could reasonably conclude that what Faiq would say next was a painful thing to consume by his ears.
“I never meant anything like this before, I really intended to propose to you that day. It's just, I felt the void of”
Karin's tears began to trickle, although her expression still showed her firmness.
“I love other women, Karin”
Jleebbc... Is what he is hearing right now? His sense of hearing was not misinterpreted. The rumbling in his heart once again broke out, creating an unbearable pain. The firm face he had just now, slowly changed. The pain he had was evident from his expression and his continuous tears.
“Ke-why? Why can you love another woman, and since when do you present a third person in our relationship?? Our marriage has only been running for four months and you can already love another woman???”
“Not, he's not the third person. She is the inhabitant of my heart, from before I decided to marry you”
The same pain hit Karin again. How could the perfect husband in his eyes turn out to provide facts that are very painful for him.
“La-last.. Then why do you marry me when you love someone else? Why did you make me the third person in your relationship??” Ask Karin in a row while sobbing.
“I'm sorry Karin, I'm sorry for making you the one who got hurt in this relationship. I really didn't think it would be like this. I was so sure when I proposed to you, but..”
Faiq was silent for a moment. He was a little difficult to continue his speech when the sobs of Karin increasingly clearly heard in his ears.
“I was absolutely sure when I proposed to you, that we could build a happy household. But it turns out I..”
Faiq fell silent again, and Karin was still staring, waiting for Faiq to continue his words with increasingly rushing tears.
“The comfort I felt when I was with you a while ago, made me think that you could make me forget about people in my past. I'm so sure to make you my wife, and ready to start everything just like you, but.”
“Am I just venting??” asked Karin with a trembling voice.
Faiq could not quickly answer Karin's question. If you think about it, Karin is really an impingement. Faiq, who thinks impulsively due to the comfort he feels, quickly decides to propose to Karin, with the thought that karin is the woman sent for him in order to forget Sasa. Unfortunately, the feelings he had for Sasa were too strong, thus making Karin's current existence as his wife, unable to rid Sasa of Faiq's heart.
Karin turned her face away, her tears getting heavier even though she tried to hold back her crying so as not to break right in front of her husband.
“So all this time, you didn't hook me, didn't want me to touch and didn't want me to prepare your gear, it's because you hoped that woman would do it for you??”
Faiq nodded slowly, agreeing with what Karin said.
“I'm willing to be your wife, willing to get out of my family's comfort just for you. And what are you doing with me now??? You have.”
Faiq could not argue what Karin said. He himself slowly began to curse himself after realizing that the decision he had taken was very untrue.
“We can't continue this. We'll just finish”
With a trembling voice and the cries she was holding despite having spilled earlier, Karin expressed her desire to end her household. Although it was very painful, but Karin could no longer endure, the reality that Faiq gave her today, was too painful to continue.
“Yes, I think it is the best choice for us.”
The pain became more and more pronounced when he heard Faiq's approval, though he wanted to separate, but in his little heart, he, he still hopes Faiq changes his mind and is ready to change himself so that they can maintain a very young marriage. But Faiq's approval of his request to split, further made Karin realize that nothing else could save her household.
Karin wiped her tears, raised her head and firmly looked at Faiq.
“I'll sue for divorce tomorrow”
The last sentence Karin said earlier stepped out of the room, leaving Faiq still in his place.
Although her joints felt limp after what she had just decided, Karin braced herself running towards her room.
He threw the body on the bed, and began to weep wailing about what had happened to his household. All the pain he was venting with crying so much. he hid behind a pillow, covering his broken crying voice and could not be held back anymore.
Karin still did not expect, her domestic relationship would end like this. As a child, she always dreamed of being a beautiful princess with a prince who loved her very much, exactly with the fairy tale that is often sung by her mother, when she wanted to put her to bed. But this cruel world, which had shattered the dreams he had, ruined his life by bringing a bad prince into his life.
The man who once made her feel very lucky as a woman, turned out to have turned her life into a very miserable woman.
In addition to cursing Faiq in his heart, he also cursed himself who had misjudged and thought only of his happiness that had been chosen by men whom many women admired. In fact, it was not something that could make him happy.
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A dark night for both has passed. And as Karin said, today she is suing for her husband's divorce.
Obviously this is very shocking news for both families, all of them asking what happened to them and they both chose to remain silent and silence their mouths. The questions raised about the decision and the cause of both choosing to end their marriage, received no answer from Karin, nor Faiq. They actually chose silence from each of these questions.
No one knew the reason for their divorce except the two of them. Everyone was wondering about it, but all the questions just passed without getting an answer.
After taking care of everything and going to the trial, they finally officially divorced, and decided not to meet each other. The wounds Karin had received were still very pronounced, making her never look at Faiq, even as they sat side by side at the trial.
“Hopefully in the future you can get your happiness. Forgive me” said Faiq as a last expression as well as goodbye to the woman who is now his ex-wife.
There was no reply from Karin, she chose silence and did not comment on Faiq's words. Clearly hatred now rested in her heart for Faiq, she said, but he did not want to aggravate the feeling of hate by turning it into a grudge. For Karin, this was the biggest mistake of her life that she would bury deeply before starting her life again, in the hope that she would become a beautiful princess for a prince, just as he dreamed right now.
After officially divorcing, Karin calmed down for a moment and then decided to return to work at her father's company. He was very focused and only thought about work, in order to bury faster and deeper the wounds he had once gotten.
Karin no longer wanted anything to do with Faiq, although they were still in the same city, but Karin tried to avoid meeting with Faiq. He only focuses on work, and does not go out if it is not urgent. Only the office and house where he took shelter, also occasionally some places that he reserved if he wanted to meet with clients and some places that he visited just because of work. For Karin, not wandering around was an effective way to avoid an accidental encounter with Faiq. Until some time passes, Karin hears that Faiq is no longer in the same city as her, and slowly Karin begins to step out, enjoying the outside life without fear of meeting Faiq.
The wounds he had were slowly healing. The work he has had so far has yielded results. She is no longer confined in the pain she gets from her ex-husband, Karin is back to her normal state, though the misgivings of meeting Faiq still haunt her occasionally.
Karin, who was so painstaking in her work, spread her wings and eventually took over her father's company and ran it well. The office world he wrestled with managed to bring him back after ever falling mired into the ravine of injury. She now appears to be a beautiful and elegant career woman. All the work he did well and handle with the maximum, until the company grew rapidly and received many offers of cooperation from other companies.
After being at the peak of her career, Karin was no longer able to take care of everything herself. The secretary and some of his confidants have now intervened in developing the company. However, whatever needs to be done within the company must still be through its approval. Until one day, he got a request for cooperation on a project from a company that interested him when he found out, that the director of the company was a person he knew in the past, the return can arouse his feelings. Yes, the company where Fauzi is the director in charge.
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**Flashback Story: Story of Faiq & Karin FINISHED
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