Dear, Soul!!

Again..

I just got home, just cleaned up and came out again.

"Where else, baby? not at home.." Mom said when she saw me dressed up to her.

"There's a promise ma'am, just a second.." I said approaching Mom.

"It's late in the afternoon, don't go home last night. Don't because the exam is over you until you keep coming out, later you can get sick.."

"Yes yes Mom. This is just not good enough to make her promise.." I said while sitting next to Mom and leaning on her shoulder while waiting for Farhan to come.

"Who's the same person? Fauzi?"

"Not Mom, same other friend.." My answer.

"You're the same Fauzi is fine, aren't you, baby?"

I raised my face to look at Mom's face, why did you ask me that? Thought.

"Why? how is your mother so.."

"Yes after Fauzi used to play here, now it's very rare.."

"Oh.." I put my head on Mom's shoulder. "Fauzi is busy studying, ma'am, he's in third grade. Fauzi took an extra Les class so there's no time to play at home.."

"Oh that.. Kirain you guys why.." Mother said as she stroked my head.

"Why do you think?"

"Mom guess you're not the same anymore. I like Fauzi, he's friendly and polite. Mother also occasionally met with Fauzi's mother if again shopping at the market. Although we're not very familiar, but Fauzi's mother always greeted Mom when she met.."

"Ciee Mother's.. Again weave the rope of brotherhood is the same candidate besan?" My god.

Mom just smiled and kissed my forehead.

"Son, a good person will have a good chance of having a good child as well. Like Fauzi, in addition to Fauzi's own nature, his mother's good encouragement also makes him a good child. So while Fauzi is busy learning for his good to help him with your passion, it will make his feelings better"

"Mom's been a juvenile love expert" I said, raising my thumb.

"Yes, I'm more experienced.."

"Woah.. So you always get the spirit from Mom??"

My mother smiled hearing me.

I heard the car stop outside the house.

"Ah, that might be Salwa's friend who has already come.. Salwa's leaving first, ma'am.." I said as I greeted Mom and gave her a sweet kiss on the cheek.

"Be careful, dear.."

"Yes mom.." I said running out of the house.

Actually I was very lazy to go out today, but I was even more lazy to serve Farhan chat that is not clear and will continue to disturb.

"Where are you going?"

"Anyday.." My answer.

"Where are you now?"

"You don't know, it's up to your sister"

"That's what you came out of.."

"Yes I'm just getting out of the door.."

Farhan stopped his car. I just shut up.

"Are you angry with me?" Ask

"Son't.." Answer's short.

"If you say no yes in accordance with his behavior dong.."

I turned to look at Farhan.

"What is the big brother?" I asked with a slightly upset tone.

"I why?"

"No, what do you want me to like? If this afternoon we don't come out brother will continue to sulk through chat right? Brother will continue to techat me with unclear discussion"

"Am I wrong? I'm also your girlfriend Salwa, if anything makes me uncomfortable.."

"What makes you uncomfortable?" I asked to cut off Farhan's conversation. "It's not like my own brother said that whatever happens, you'll accept it.."

"Yes, but not.."

"Gini aja's.. How do you want me?"

"I don't know either.."

"Yes, keep.." I'm getting more upset.

Farhan was silent.

"Judah, where are we going?" I said to take my eyes out.

I was surprised to hear Farhan's question, ah I can't take it anymore. I removed my seat belt and got out of the car.

"Salvah.." Farhan followed me out of the car. "Wait the fuck.." He said pull my wrist. I quickly pulled my hand back.

"You why? why did it suddenly come out.."

"So, I still ask why?" Just pissed.

"Udah let's get in the car again.." He said while pulling my hand.

"Son't.."

"Where are you going in the afternoon alone like this"

"I'm just going home.."

"Jaudah let me take you.."

"Son't.."

"Salwa, why else?"

"Udahlah brother, I'm tired.if only.."

"Son't.."

"The front will be heavier for both of us.. I'm not strong anymore.."

"Son, I'm sorry I'm not going to be like this anymore.."

"I don't want to anymore, brother.. Today, I just want me not to go if Fauzi takes me out, tomorrow what else?"

"Salwa, I was just jealous for a moment just now I didn't mean to make a nag you..."

Farhan's words stopped because my phone was ringing. I open my phone and call in from Fauzi. Farhan was silent giving me time to pick up Fauzi's phone.

"Hello.."

"Where are you, baby?" Tanya Fauzi from across the phone.

"I'm outside, why?"

"Son, I was at your house. I'm from Les's place to meet the teacher tutoring companion, because I passed your house I so all stop with you fruit but until the house found it was just the same Mother, said Mother You again out with friends, said Mother, Who?" Ask.

"Oh this, same friends from the art studio.." My answer was lying while glancing at Farhan. Farhan was silent.

"Oh yaudah, don't go home too late baby.you need a break, all night yesterday studying, the exam came home directly to play with me again, you can be kapean"

"Yes, let me go home.."

"Yaudah, be careful playing, I'm on the phone.. Love you Salwa.."

"Mee too Ozi.." My answer and phone were cut off.

"Judah let's go home, you need a break.." Bujuk Farhan's.

"Son, I want to go home by myself.."

"Oh my God, I'm sorry if I was wrong. Let's go home, please.."

"Son, we'll make it easy.." I said turn around and step, but.. Farhan quickly grabbed my wrist and pulled me to his side and hugged me.

"What the hell is it.." I said rebel.

"Don't always say Salwa's end.." He said tighten his embrace. "My feelings for you are sincere, not playful, I can't, I don't want our relationship to end.."

"So, I'm not.."

"Don't be like this as Salwa, don't always want to end our relationship.."

"sister, we're on the street again.." I said I was trying to take off Farhan's embrace.

Although the streets are not many people passing by but still it feels uncomfortable if embraced in public places.

"I'm sorry.I'm sorry okay? I won't be like this anymore, I won't deny or act that makes you uncomfortable..'

"Sister, leila.."

"Please say yes Salwa. I won't.."

"Yes.. I said, satisfied?? now freelancing.."

"Really??"

"Yes.it's gone..."

Farhan took off his embrace.

"I'm sorry, I won't be like that anymore.." He said he reassured me with a little grip on my shoulder.

"sickness..." I grumbled while holding my shoulder.

"Ah, Sorry..." Farhan took off his hand. "Jude, you don't go anywhere today.. Let me drive you home.."

I followed, the more I refused the more unclear Farhan's behavior would be. Farhan opened the car door and we finally returned home.