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I went back in the mirror to make sure the clothes I was wearing this morning looked fine, I was waiting for Farhan to come pick me up. At first I did not want to leave, after all my appetite was not there, nor would I die just from not having breakfast once. But Farhan was a little forced to go out to breakfast together this morning, yet I had time to refuse Farhan had been hunted to decide the phone.

Because this morning Farhan and I met, I intend to explain all the misunderstandings that happened last night.

The night after I saw Fauzi and the other woman, my heart was so sore and spontaneously I ran away from Fauzi. I fell down in the middle of the road in the rain, that's when Farhan came to me and tried to calm me down. I also don't know for sure what prompted Farhan to immediately express his feelings for me. Instead of wanting to calm me down, she shared her feelings. I myself was confused, I still remember when Farhan said he no longer saw me as the woman he liked, he saw me as nothing more than a little sister. But somehow last night he expressed his heart to me, either because he felt sorry for seeing me like that or because of something else.

The thought that Fauzi and the woman kept on filling up last night made me unable to think clearly and take the right action. I understood Farhan's intentions last night, I realized Farhan was expressing his love, but I hugged him not with the intention of confirming his statement, I just felt relieved there was Farhan at that time. I just felt a little overwhelmed that Farhan could still see me as such an amazing woman that he declared his love for me the woman who almost looked half-sane last night.

I go back to remembering the pieces of the moment last night that caused this misunderstanding.

"Salva.. Don't cry anymore, I'm with you.. I will continue to be there for you and will continue to accompany you.."

I just kept crying in Farhan's arms.

"Let's go home.."

"Kaaq.. Fauzi..."

"Yeah.. Forget it, there I am now.. Now let's go home, you'll get sick if you keep raining here" said Farhan who tried to help me stand up.

I tried to gather the remnants of my strength to stand up, but it felt like there was no more energy left. I fell back down..

"Salwaa.. Are you okay?"

"Hiksss... akuu.. akuu.." My body is very weak.

"Don't be forced.." Farhan said and carried me. I could only wrap my hand around Farhan's shoulder so as not to fall and further trouble Farhan.

"Don't be like this again Salwa, you can't be like this. You are the jolly Salwa. I'm sorry I was late today, I'm sorry to let you down today. In the future, I won't let you be like this again.." Farhan said as he continued walking in the rain towards the car while carrying me.

Maybe because I had been crying for too long it felt like my tears had dried up, only raindrops were constantly falling on us.

Farhan took me to his car.

"Dry your face from the rain.." Farhan said while helping me dry my face with Tissue, then put on my seatbelt and finally he drove me home.

All the way I was silent, my mind was empty. As if I wasn't sure what was going on today, it felt like so many things were happening today that I was tired.

I arrived home and again I was troubling Farhan for having to carry me into the house.

"You okay? can I get Nina to accompany you?"

I'm shaking.

"I'm sorry, I can't accompany you here, you're home with no one and I can't be here. I call Nina ya. I'm not calm leaving you here alone.."

I'm back to shaking.

"Salvana..."

"I'm fine.." Cut me in a flat tone.

"But..."

"Thank you for dropping me off, sorry to bother you again.." I said, and started crying again.

"Heyy... Why cry again.already Salwa, I'm getting unsettled leaving you alone here. Do you want to come home to my house? At home there's Tetta with my Mama.."

*Call for male parents

I shook my head "I don't want to bother you anymore.."

"I'm even more bothered if I keep worrying about remembering you're alone at home.."

I wiped my tears. "I'm fine, I also need some alone time right now. Thank you so much for bringing me home".

"You sure?"

I'm nodding.

"You haven't eaten yet, have you? I'll go out and eat first.."

I pulled Farhan's wrist.

"Not brother.." I said while shaking.. "I'm not hungry.."

"But you haven't eaten Salwa yet.."

"Sister just go home, brother is wet wet like this can hurt later.."

"You still have time to worry about me? You don't even know what you're doing right now.."

"Sister.. I just want to be alone, leave me alone tonight.."

Farhan wiped my tears.

"Already, rest Salwa.. calm your feelings, if anything contact me.. I must have come.."

I just nodded..

"If you have a cold or fever, call me, let me buy you medicine at the pharmacy.."

"Yeah.."

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Waita... Farhan's?Last night pecked my forehead?? I didn't remember wrong, did I??.

OHHHHHAI... I'VE FORGOT... YES FARHAN SMEARED MY FOREHEAD LAST NIGHT.....

I was shocked to remember it myself. Ah what happened last night? Because of my unruly feelings and my messy mind I was unconscious and did not remember Farhan peeping at me..

"What the fuck am I..??" I said while rubbing my own forehead.

Shittt... Why can I not respond, ahh so stupid...

Tingtongg...

Someone rang the bell. I rushed down to open the door.

"Good morning Salwa.."

"Paa. morning brother.."

"Let's go, last night you didn't eat so this morning you have to eat a lot"

I paused for a moment at the door, my mind still swirling around my memory of Farhan's kiss being frowned upon last night.

"Heyy.. What's up? why daydream??"

"gang. ah no.."

"Let's get some food.." Farhan said pulling my hand, I'll come along.

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"How are you doing? all right, all right?" Farhan asked while driving.

"I. yeah I'm fine.."

"Thank God it was.."

I'm just smiling.

"What do you want for breakfast today?"

"Are you up?"

"Kok it's up to me. What do you want?"

"I am just any.."

"There is no food, emh.."

Every time I was lazy to eat breakfast, Fauzi would come home with chicken porridge for me. Is Fauzi still busy calling me? His number was already in the reject call blacklist on my phone, the new number he used to send me this morning was also blacklisted.

"Heyy.. how do you daydream? you're not feeling well?" Farhan asked surprised me.

"Ah. hehe probably because it's still sleepy.."

"I'm disturbing your sleep?"

"Not really.."

"If we are still sleepy just turn around first, about noon I just picked up again.."

"Sister.. Is there anything I want to talk to you about, brother?"

"What?"

"Entar aja, brother is driving again.."

"If it's just horrifying you, I can do it while driving.."

"Son, I'll focus on her.."

"Oh okay..."

Farhan refocused on driving..

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Before I was really sorry, because maybe the next week is not up because my health is really declining :'(

The story already exists, it just needs to be edited again before being reviewed, but it doesn't feel strong.:"(.

Again sorry, and please stay tuned for the next episode :)

For that I Up directly 2 episodes..