Dear, Soul!!

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Fauzi threw his body on the bed, took a pillow and tightly covered his head..

"Yeshame...." Shouted Fauzi but his voice was held back by a pillow. "What does she think about me now???" Ask Fauzi to himself.

Fauzi grabbed his phone, opened a conversation with Salwa. Did I just chat??" Thought Fauzi. "Ah no... I don't know what to do either.." Fauzi put his phone back on.

Fauzi recalled how he had said his feelings earlier.

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"Salwa wait.." Said Fauzi grabbing Salwa's wrist.

Salwa.

"I want to say something.."

Salwa just looked at Fauzi with a questioning look.

"Salva.. I like Salwa, you don't want to be my girlfriend.." Fauzi asked firmly with a serious look in his eyes.

Salwa was silent, staring at Fauzi for quite a while. Fauzi could no longer bear being stared at by Salwa, he shifted his gaze.

"Haisss..." Fauzi closed his face in shame. "Ah I don't know if this is the right or wrong moment, I just can't wait to talk to you if I like you" Fauzi looked back at Salwa.

Salwa still looked surprised and was still staring at Fauzi.. Fauzi really could not bear being stared at by Salwa, again he turned his gaze away.

"Why?? I'm weird, right??" Tanya Fauzi hesitated.

"It's not.." Salwa replied stammered and just averted her eyes that had been staring at Fauzi.

"I'm sorry if I have to say this to you, sorry if it makes you uncomfortable.." Fauzi is starting to be pessimistic.

"Ga no.. Mom's not me....." Salwa is getting stammering.

"Yes I know you're shocked, maybe you didn't think I'd tell you the same. If you really feel I'm weird and my statement just made you uncomfortable, forget what I just said.."

"So, I don't feel uncomfortable at all.."

"Ja so???"

"Nwg... I that's.."

"You have the right to refuse, not because I'm your senior until you feel hesitant to refuse, that's your right. Whatever your answer I will accept and after that if I still want to be friends I will still be your friend as before.." Obviously Fauzi was trying to smile.

"Sister. Can you handle me when you're not??"

"Oh he he I yes, surely you need time to think about this.. Moreover, I spoke of it too suddenly.."

"He he yes.." Salwa replied a little awkwardly.

"Oh yes, if so, let me take you home.." Fauzi stepped up, and Salwa followed behind Fauzi while looking down. Yes Salwa was still quite surprised, she did not expect it at all.

"No, no..." Said Fauzi pausing and turning to look at the bowed Salwa, seeing Fauzi who stopped Salwa raising his head to look at Fauzi. "Don't do this.. Don't be so awkward.. I'm going to take you home, I can be groggy all the way if we're like this.. Let's go as usual.." The word Fauzi attracts Salwa, and Salwa follows.

Salwa took her hand off from Fauzi's. Fauzi was surprised to see Salwa's reaction as if refusing to be held, slowly from looking at her hand that was released by Salwa then raised her gaze to look at Salwa.

"It's not like this.." Salwa said smilingly. Salwa embraces Fauzi's hand. "So we were like this, not like Fauzi's brother drew me like the fathers who took his son for a walk" said Salwa smiling. Fauzi smiled back.

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"Ett wait..." Fauzi said wake up. "Yes, Salwa hugged my hand with a smile. Yes Salwa smiled earlier, is that the green light??" Fauzi kept talking to himself. "Hmmm.. But before any reply from Salwa, it was all uncertain.." Fauzi lost his spirit again.

"Do I look stupid? He looked at me with a strange look. Embarrassing but I'm glad I said it..

Ah whatever, I've said it and it feels relieved. It's just that my heart keeps on beating not because. I'm afraid he'll reject me, it feels like he'll be selfish this one time. I might not be able to accept rejection right now..."

Fauzi rubbed his head back and made his hair fall apart.

"I won't rest easy if Salwa hasn't answered my request" Fauzi leaned his head against the table. "Ah, whatever the answer is I must be ready dong.." Fauzi got up after getting a spirit from himself..

Fauzi stepped away from her study table towards the bathroom to clean her body.

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Meanwhile in Salwa's room.

Salwa continued to look at the ceiling of her room, her mind still spinning around what had happened earlier this afternoon. Plokkkp... Salwa gave a small slap on her cheek trying to resuscitate herself whether this was real or a dream.

The words of Fauzi who asked to be his girlfriend always ringing in Salwa's head, occasionally Salwa so smiled if considering Fauzi's expression was very expressive of his feelings.

"I accept it or not??" Salwa asked herself who was beginning to worry. From the bottom of his heart he clearly admired Fauzi and did not reject the fact that there was more to it than a sense of awe. Fun and friendly Fauzi, who doesn't like it? Although he was upset with Fauzi when he first entered school, but in fact Fauzi also made Salwa amazed when he first saw Fauzi and until now Salwa was right to feel comfortable every chat even though just texting each other with Fauzi.

Just what made Salwa confused at this moment was. A month ago Farhan Fauzi's best friend expressed her feelings for Salwa and at this time she also received a love statement from Fauzi. Salwa feels bad if Farhan finds out. In addition, the consideration for Salwa is the people around him. It's no secret how the girls at school really like Fauzi, he's afraid there will be bullying against him if he is found dating Fauzi, the adoration of the women at his school.

Salwa grabbed her phone.

"Hello Nin.."

Salwa called Nina, this time she really needed someone who could give her enlightenment and she felt Nina was the right person. Salwa does have many friends now but still Nina who became his first friend when entering High School who became his closest friend who could Salwa occupy to share anything that disturbed his mind.

"Hem why??" Ask Nina.

"Tomorrow free.."

"Because there are no lessons in school, I'm free.." Answer Nina.

"Let's get out.."

"Where??"

"Streetings.."

"Ah males, it's better to be in class and continue to fall if you've come home.."

"Come on Nin, I want to tell you the same story.."

"What story?"

"It's important.. Anyway, let's go out tomorrow..."

"Yes.. Just be careful if no one wants to be told.."

"There really is, you will also be surprised if you know later.."

"What dah?? Just be curious..."

"I'll tell you everything tomorrow.. Okay??"

"Yes yes.."

"Jaudah sleeps again sono.."

Salwa decided on her call.