Dear, Soul!!

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BRRUUUKKKK... CCKIIIT..!!!!

"Uhukkis...."

"Accident.accident.."

"Please call an ambulance..."

The parfume bottle I was holding fell and broke in the street, the aroma spreading and getting stronger. I saw people running towards me, I felt warm liquid running down my cheeks coming out of my mouth every time I coughed, feeling thick and fishy. As more and more blood splattered on the street, my vision began to fade and....

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"Doctor.doctor..."

Ah that's mom's voice, my head feels a little dizzy and my body feels weak. An oxygen hose hung down my nose and my palm was impaled by an intravenous needle, a chateter connecting my veins with an infusion tube. I tried to open my eyes, my vision faded a little for how long I lay here. I couldn't make my eyes any further, all I saw was a white hospital ceiling and some fruit on the table beside the bed..

"Mother.." Call me raucous.

When I woke up, I didn't get to see Mom because it took me a while to see well. I just heard Mom screaming for the doctor and heard her footsteps running out of the room. Looks like Mom's calling the doctor to see that I'm awake.

"Dok, my son has already kissed the doc please check.." Said Mom walking into the room following the doctor and nurse on duty.

"So ma'am, I'll check it out first.." The doctor said as he put down his stethoscope to find out my heart rate and check my breathing, then turned his Penlight to my eyes to check my eye condition.

"Can my sister hear me?"

"Yes.." Reply slowly.

"Is there any part of the body that feels pain?"

I'm shaking. I don't know why my body feels okay even though I know, I just had an accident where a car hit me, maybe the effect of the drugs given until I don't feel pain

"Alright, please rest first.."

"Dok, how's my daughter doing?"

"After checking it out and doing periodic checks beforehand, Alhamdulillah she seems to be fine. His vital organs are functioning well, it's just that maybe he will feel nauseous because of the side effects of the drug given, if the patient feels excessive nausea Pharmacists and nurses will come to give him the drug"

"Thank God.."

"But we still recommend doing a CT Scan to be sure again, so for now the patient should not be fed first so that the CT Scan can be done as soon as possible because given the results of the CT Scan can not come out on the same day. If we do a CT scan quickly then we can get the results quickly as well.."

"Okay Doc, thank you.."

"Sama-sama Ma'am, I'll excuse you. If there's anything you can call me right away, a nurse or a doctor no matter who you meet at the Hospital for immediate treatment.."

"Well Doc.."

The doctor and nurse on duty passed..

"How do you feel, baby?"

"I'm fine, ma'am" I replied, trying to smile

"Thank God.. I am so grateful.."

"Mom, how long have I been here?" My toot. I wonder how long I've been unconscious and lying here.

"Now it's still the same day baby, it's four in the afternoon.."

"Where's Mom?"

"Your father is taking care of the administration.. Already, just rest, baby. I'd love to bribe you but the doctor said you can't eat first.."

"Mom, am I okay.."

"Oh, baby, Mom's son is fine.. The doctor said your body was fine. Mother's son is strong, even though he's been hit by a car but fine, I'm grateful.."

I smile. Thankfully if I was okay, at first I was afraid to ask what happened to me I was afraid to hear a bad answer. Because of the frequent watching drakor my mind to far away.

"Oh yeah, Fauzi came here to see you.."

"Where are Fauzi's friends, ma'am?"

"That's what used to pick you up.."

"That's Farhan's mother?" Thought.

"What did he say?"

"He seems worried, he's a good friend, so be nice with him. He's been keeping you here long enough while I've been preparing your administration before your father came. He's just here to take care of you"

"Then now?"

"Ah was his friend called, hem seemed to have a busy time with his college. Already, rest first, baby for a while, I'll call your father first. What if you live alone?"

I'm nodding.

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I just returned to my room after doing a CT Scan, I really hope that the results that came out showed that I am fine.

"Dear eat first, you haven't eaten since.."

"Take a little bit of honey.. okay?"

"Excuse me.."

Mom and I spontaneously turned to the source of the voice.

"Oh Nak Farhan, come in here, son.."

"Yes Aunty.."

I'm this kind of friendly to Farhan because I don't know what's really going on. I don't know what Mom's response would be if she knew my true relationship with Farhan.

"How are you doing?" Ask Farhan.

"I'm good brother.."

"Thank God, I'm so worried.."

"Dear, your friends and I are worried so eat first" Persuaded Mother..

"But Ma'am..."

"Sorry Aunt, may I try to persuade Salwa.."

"Oh yes, son.." Mother said while giving Farhan a bowl of porridge.

"Salwa eat a little..." Farhan said trying to persuade me.

"Eng.. Son Farhan, can auntie get Salwa again?"

"Of course I can Auntie.."

"Tante had to take something at home first, as well as prepare some of Salwa's needs while staying at the Hospital.."

"Yes Aunt, let me help keep Salwa here.."

"Ouch.. Sorry to bother you, son.."

"What's so great about Aunty, Aunty doesn't have to be so fond of me.."

"Then I'll stay for a while.. Baby, you're leaving for a minute, yeah.." Mom said she kissed my forehead and left.

"I'm sorry.." Farhan said, holding my hand tightly.

"Why apologize?"

"If I could have done my duty sooner, if I had been able to come to pick you up sooner, if I had..."

"Not brother" I said cutting Farhan's words. "It wasn't because of brother until I was like this"

"But Salwa, if only I.."

"Sister, don't blame yourself brother because it's my fault. If only I had been patient for a while until my brother came, if I could have noticed my surroundings this wouldn't have happened.."

"I'm sorry I couldn't take good care of you Salwa.. I'm sorry.."

"It's not brother's fault.." I said with a smile.

Farhan had always blamed himself. I repeatedly assured him that I was fine and that it wasn't his fault until he finally stopped thinking that what happened was not his.

"I'll be here with you for some time.." Said Farhan who was holding my hand.

"Keep college brother?"

"What's wrong, I'll ask for help to ngisi my absence and will pursue the lesson later.."

"Don't do that. Brother just come in, I'll get well soon too.."

"Hem. I want to keep you until you're cured.."

Farhan constantly sulking want to accompany me, I just agree because Farhan is not a person who can be changed his decision easily.

"Salwa, I love you.."

"Thank you for loving me, brother.."

"If you?"

"I'm the same big brother now because I love big brother too.."

"hehe ngedenger you said that so eat dear.." He said smiling sweetly.

"Loh Nak Fauzi just standing in front of the door? why not come in?" There was the voice of Mother from outside who seemed to be talking to someone.

Wait-wait? Whose name did you just say? The fauzi? Is Fauzi out now? How long has Fauzi been out there? Did he hear everything?

I'm surprised, if it's true that the one outside that I'm talking to is Fauzi and then my conversation was with Farhan?

Farhan looked at me in surprise, as surprised as I was.

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