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Flashback: Story of Faiq & Karin (8)

Faiq had no idea what he was feeling before. The comfort he felt while with Karin was still ambiguous, causing him confusion. One thing is certain, he said, that Karin is a good woman who will not dispute her bad past.

His mind kept in touch with what he had heard from his father and what Karin was currently answering, also from what he had gone through with Karin who was witnessed directly by the sense of sight from both his eyeballs. Faiq finally deduced from all that Faiq had gathered from hearing Karin's answer, as well as from the possibilities that his father had described last night, that it is true that Karin is a good woman that she can not necessarily get again if she is wasted at this time.

Faiq began to dismiss Sasa's existence, he thought rationally by understanding what was happening at this time. True said his father, lest he regret for ignoring Karin's existence so good, just because it maintains his feelings for Sasa, whose existence he does not know now.

Despite not thinking further, Faiq finally decided to use the opportunity given to him in the form of Karin, and let go of the uncertain thing. He believes Karin is the one sent for him, as a replacement for the long-lost Sasa.

His love is still blooming lushly for Sasa, but reality is not present if his love can make him happy in the future. Currently, although only young, but Karin can give him a picture of his future that can be better. Yes, there are not many women who can understand like Karin who is so understanding of herself, she should not be selfish by rejuvenating her feelings and misbehaving the existing sense and facts.

Faiq could not deny the truth that his father had said after hearing once again Karin's explanation. No longer did Faiq think twice, without a cue he let out very clear words asking Karin to be by his side forever, wanting to make that woman who understood him so much as a woman would take him out of the shackles of his feelings for Sasa, and start everything from scratch in real form.

“You don't mind my past, and you support me. Is it wrong if I say, you are that good woman?” Faiq slowly expressed his heart's desire to have Karin.

Karin was astonished, both of her eyelids reflexively widened. He tried to wake himself up to what he had just heard.

“If I ask you to be ‘good woman’ to continue supporting me and accompanying me, do you want to? Do you want to be my wife??

Karin's eyelids are twice as wide as usual. Faiq's words really surprised him.

“What is this an application?” Karin tried to understand what the words of the man who suddenly asked her to become a woman with the title of wife for him.

“Ka-you said what??

He was too shocked to hear Faiq's words, so he asked again to clarify what his sense of hearing had just gotten.

“I'm asking you to be my wife. You meet the criteria as ‘good woman’ that you said earlier. You support me, and give me spirit. So, am I wrong now if I ask you to be my wife??”

Karin was still in shock, unable to fully digest what Faiq had said.

“I-this is an application?” once again Karin asked Faiq to clarify what he had just said.

Faiq nodded slowly.

“Ke-why suddenly??”

“Not everyone took so long to make a decision in choosing his bride-to-be. I feel you're the best, so I don't want to waste any longer”

“Then, I will give you time to think about what I just said. I know you're shocked and still can't believe what I'm saying, so think about it carefully, I'll wait for your answer” said Faiq, followed by his sweet smile.

Karin was still gawking with a sense of surprise that she could not overcome.

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Still wearing the same clothes as the clothes he was wearing at the office earlier, the shock he felt made him not have the energy to just clean the body and change clothes.

Karin still had a hard time understanding what she had heard from Faiq's mouth earlier, she even gave a small sting by pinching her arm slowly, to make her realize whether this was a dream or was it real.

After getting tired of waking up, slowly Karin's mind began to drift in unclear and uncertain directions. But for a moment, because the mind that went for a moment it has returned and again played around what happened to him this afternoon.

Karin awoke, and began to think about what answer she should give Faiq. His brain began to play an important role, thinking hard so that he might not take the wrong step to answer the question Faiq can be said as a proposal.

Faiq's shadow began to appear in his mind. His memory goes back to the time when he first met the man he had only known for a few months. He began to think about what would happen if he accepted Faiq's proposal or refused.

Obviously he did not deny that he felt admiration for Faiq, but his admiration was only that. A sense of admiration that remains limited to that, without being formulated into love or affection. Karin admits to the comfort she felt when she was with Faiq, but she still realizes that the comfort she felt was not a comfort based on love, it was just the comfort he got from a friend alone.

If he made up his mind to use his feelings, it was clear he would not accept Faiq because he had absolutely no feelings in the form of love for the man who proposed to him this afternoon, he only thinks of Faiq as a time-sharing friend on the clock and a story-sharing friend.

However, if Karin were to use her logic, surely the answer she had was to accept Faiq's proposal. If you think about it, what is less than Faiq. He is a successful young entrepreneur, although he has not held his own company, he is fun to share stories, his material is fulfilled and clear if the visual problems, handsome face Faiq is no longer in doubt.

In addition, he will feel his own pride if with Faiq, because of the many women who glance and like Faiq, but he is the choice of Faiq to accompany him. She will be a lucky woman because she has been chosen by a man that many women love. As a woman, this has its own pride.

Karin began to think about her choice. He will marry a man he does not or may not have loved, but can give him a good life. Or refuse, and she will lose her chance to be a lucky woman because she has been chosen by Faiq.

Karin was still thinking about the possibilities that occurred, until she finally chose to accept Faiq's proposal. “Toh if the feeling problem, slowly will also bounce as time goes by” Thought