Dear, Soul!!

Mother..

I don't know what happened to Fauzi. I know his health is declining, but the doctor just said that Fauzi is just exhausted, there is nothing serious about him.

Fauzi being released from the hospital means Fauzi's condition has improved, right? Then why not wake up again.

I was waiting in Fauzi's guest room, her mother refused to take her to the Hospital and took her home to be examined by a clinic doctor next to Fauzi's house. I'm so worried, I'm also afraid of her parents' response later. Fauzi is an only child who gets the full attention of his parents so his parents are very protective about Fauzi's health.

"Son's Son.." Beware his mother came out with a glass of water for me.

"Mother, how's Fauzi doing?" Asking me worried.

His mother gave me a glass of water, maybe he saw enough of my tension to bring me a glass of water just to calm me down.

"Why not, son.."

"But Ma'am, Fauzi passed out..Fauzi.."

"Hahaa... Who said Fauzi passed out, son? Fauzi is just tired of falling asleep"

"To..failure??" I asked to clarify Fauzi's mother's words.

"Yes son, the doctor said his body was relaxed because of relief or whatever it was namamya, the mother also did not really understand what the doctor said son, son, it's just that I know Fauzi is doing well and is now asleep.."

"Ja.so Fauzi is okay Mom?"

"Yes dear. have not been too anxious. Last night Fauzi could not sleep and did not want to eat, he said again full even though from noon never eat.. Mother sometimes confused with the young man, do not eat but how to keep full.."

"Oh hehehe, maybe no longer just appetite Mom" I answered.

"Ah.. If only he knew his son didn't eat because of me, I could've been kicked out of here"

"Well whatever makes the child not appetite, Mother always cook what she wants to eat. The morning before leaving early in the morning he said he wanted to eat dinner vegetables tettu so yes Mother make. uh know-taunya go home already wet do not want to eat again.. Mother persuaded still do not want to eat, he said full. all night playing HP continued his work even midnight out buying cards he said, even though it was late as can not be waited for in the morning just buy the card.."

I just smile every once in a while in response to Mother Fauzi's story, like it was Fauzi last night.

"Son, occasionally rebuke Fauzi huh.. Fauzi is sometimes difficult to prohibit, who knows if the salwa that scolds Fauzi so little to hear.."

"Yes ma'am, but Fauzi should have heard more of what I said.."

"Well, where there is so.." Reply spontaneously.

"Maybe because I'm the same father occasionally pamper Fauzi, finally sometimes there are things that Mother said but Fauzi did not want to hear, he said, yes his name is also new he himself Nak so it feels like there is a pleasure in itself to snacking Fauzi.

"Hehe Fauzi is Mom's habit.."

"Hem.. I'm spoiled instead of the reply so good even more wants, want to mengesel because it's done he tap Mother dear also.." His complaint.

"Hehehe was scolded by Ma'am if Fauzi didn't want to recede.."

"It's like that, son, but I'm not up to the heart either.." His complaint. "But son.." He said he approached me holding my hand. "Fauzi is a bit changed when I know Nak Salwa, hehe I don't know either but that's how it goes.." He said with a smile.

"Change how Mom?" I'm confused.

"Yes just changed, now if you eat also not leftovers again and wake up the morning was not built, usually if not built will sleep continue until noon.. Hehe holiday is also not dipake silent continue in the room until not bathing.. Yeah at least Fauzi's mom's there's an increase now.."

I just smiled in response.

"That's mom. Fauzi wasn't built by mom because I woke up.. Fauzi's holiday is not lazy in the room and does not take a shower right because it goes out the same way me" I murmured in my heart.

"So, son, please help me take care of my Fauzi.." He said as he stroked my cheek gently.

Ah.. It felt like there was a tremor in my heart hearing Mother Fauzi say that, there was a sense of happiness and touch that I could not explain but along with that there was also a burden that was just as heavy. I don't know what it's going to look like but hearing Mother Fauzi say that I wanted Fauzi's dream to come true.

"Yes Mom.." Jawbku smiled. Fauzi's mother smiled back.

"Goodness preoccupation of the story here so it's not hard to start the afternoon.. I cook first, Nak Salwa stay first to rest.."

"But it's late afternoon, ma'am.."

"Well, why is the afternoon? last night Fauzi said Nak Salwa's mom and dad weren't home, so stay here first, so we can have dinner together later.."

"Yaudah Salwa help me cook.."

"Not need.. Son Salwa rest sjaa, surely now again tired too right? plus, Fauzi must have made Nak Salwa worried.."

"But Ma'am.."

"Udah already.." intercept it.

I'm speechless..

"Mom I'm not good.."

"What's so good, son? Yaudah, you help me wait for Fauzi inside.. Soon Fauzi will wake up so Salwa can take care of Mom's child for a moment?"

I smile.

"Yes already there, I also have to cook. later he woke up must be hungry from last night there was no food, Mom first" he said as he stepped in.

It's always like this, Fauzi's parents always pamper me when they play at Fauzi's house.

I sat in the bedside chair where Fauzi lay. I stared at Fauzi with his face still slightly pale.

It's good to sleep well but it worries me.. Mutted

What really happened, Ozi? I always refused to know the truth because I was afraid of getting hurt. I'm afraid the facts are your reason. I prefer not to know why to have a reason to forgive you, because until now I still love you very much. I don't want to hurt my pride by loving the person who has shared his love. So it's better if I don't know the truth, I choose to be blind and deaf to reality.

I don't know how long I've looked at Fauzi's face with thousands of questions hunting for answers in my head, but none of the answers I have.

Slowly Fauzi woke up.

"Wake up?" I ketus.

"What are you doing here?"

"Judah I'm home.." I said.

Fauzi immediately arrested me.

"Why come home?" Ask while waking up.

"Let me not be here"

"What are you talking about? I just woke up his face was sour" he said as he pulled my cheek.

I fell silent and turned my face away.

"There will be a day like this.." Said smiling.

"What?" I was curious but acting like a jutek.

"I woke up and the first thing I saw was you" she replied smiling.

"Idiih. apan heck." I said timidly in an annoyed tone but inwardly pleased waarbyaasaaahhh...

"Haha said 'Ish what the hell' but his face flushed red" Ledek Fauzi said.

"why? Why is my face red?"

"Yes, you must be shy.." Fauzi said he teased me..

"Sotta be.."

"Let's go.."

"Son't.."

"I'm not wrong anymore that means.."

"What the hell.." Jutek. Fauzi kept laughing.

"Well, are you awake, son?" Ask Mother.

Maybe it was because we were so noisy that it was heard by Ms. Fauzi.

"Yes ma'am" Fauzi replied smiling.

"How do you feel, son? any better?"

"You are Mom.."

"Wake up and eat. From the night you have not eaten, Salwa also has not eaten because waiting for you.."

"Yes Mom.."

"Mom wait inside.." Said passed.

"Wake up. wake up.. I followed Mom first" I said, but..

"Salvah.." Fauzi. I turned.

"Why?"

"Imacute.. Thanks for giving me a chance. Thanks for believing in me, I won't waste the opportunity you've been given.."

I'm just smiling

"Don't break my trust.."

"Definitely.." Quickly answer..

"Judah I followed Mom first"

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