Dear, Soul!!

Occurrence..

Today I had an appointment with Farhan, I opened the closet and sorted out which clothes I was going to wear. My bed had been stacked with some clothes that I had tried but still nothing fit me. Hem, women, there are so many clothes scattered on my bed but still I feel a lack of clothes.

My phone rang, I hurried to pick it up "Say eleven, ten is not yet but the phone is" I thought.

Ah, it wasn't..

"Hello.."

"Hello baby, sorry I didn't have time yesterday for you all day.." Fauzi said in a tone full of guilt.

"It's okay, I understand you're busy in college.."

"Thank you for understanding me, but you didn't call me yesterday either.."

"I was busy yesterday, you know I'm in third grade now.."

"Ah yes too.. Hem, I miss you.."

"Me too.."

"Oh yeah, it's Sunday..."

"Ah yes, I forgot that today is Sunday, usually Fauzi will go home every weekend. How'this? If Fauzi comes home it means I can't walk with Farhan today. Ck why can I forget the hell that Fauzi is coming home" My inner self

"Ayeah, you're home?"

"Sorry baby.."

"What say? Pardon you? Does this mean Fauzi's not coming home this week?"

"I can't go home, I'm a college assignment who has to work and I have to finish it quickly, sorry.."

"Hufftt. thankfully Fauzi didn't come home" I thought in relief. "It's okay, how else, your college is important.." I said understandingly.

"Lately you've been understanding, thank you dear.."

"Yes, I'm busy preparing for my final exams, too.."

"Hem, that spirit dear. You can definitely.."

"Yes, thanks.."

"So what are you doing today?"

"Ah me? not like if not at home maybe I went to Nina's house to repeat the lesson, if not maybe I went to the library.." Said lying.

"Hem, my girlfriend's diligent. I will pray for you my best, my dear"

"Yes thanks.."

"Judah later I call again, I want to shower and get ready first to a friend's house to do the job"

"Okay, be careful on the road dear.."

"Sip, Love you Salwa.."

"Mee too Ozi"

The phone was disconnected.

I sat quietly for a moment by my bed. "Why am I relieved that Fauzi won't be coming home? I'm changing now. I used to feel so lonely when I knew Fauzi couldn't go home but now why am I relieved. It's because Farhan's been there until I'm like this, I shouldn't be like this. Did I end my relationship with Farhan?" My mind raged after talking to Fauzi on the phone.

Cellphone's ringing.

"Hello baby, today is it?" Tanya Farhan from across the phone.

"Ah is so.."

"Okay, I designed a job here to keep picking you up. Wait for me"

"OKAY.."

"See you later.."

Farhan cut off his call.

"Hem, who is now just living the first other problems just change I think again.." I said with a deep breath and then got ready.

It was almost eleven, I rushed to clean some of my clothes that had been scattered in bed earlier and some of his alakadar make-up tools such as eyeliner and mascara that I use today. I wore a light brown canal with a small knee-length ball motif with the addition of a jersey sweater with the same color. I grabbed a small sling bag with a cute round feather keychain. Before going out I went back to check my appearance in the mirror.

"Hem.. Like there's less.." I murmured while looking at myself in the mirror. "Ah Perfume.." I said then stepped closer to the make-up cabinet that had several bottles of perfume available there.

"I don't think there's a suitable scent, did I just buy a perfume?" Thought.. "Hem, I've decided to buy a perfume that has just been, Farhan would not mind if I ask him to send me to the parfume shop first"

Eleven o'clock passed but Farhan had not yet arrived.

"It's still a long time, isn't it?" A short message I sent to Farhan, but no response.

"Where the hell is it?" My gertutuku began to get upset.

I called him but there was no response from Farhan.

"This is so go?" I sent Farhan a short message back.

"I'm sorry my work isn't done yet, wait another fifteen minutes to pick you up.."

"OKAY.." Short reply.

Cellphone's ringing.

"Darling you're angry?" Farhan asked me as soon as I answered his phone. "Sorry baby, wait a little while, yeah I'm definitely finishing this in fifteen minutes, uh I'm not gonna finish this in ten minutes.."

"Yes.."

"Don't be angry, dear.."

"Yes, I'm not angry.."

"Really?"

"Yes..."

"Okay, I'll finish this quickly. Yes, wait for me.."

"Yes, don't take longer, just ten minutes.."

"Ashiaap ma'am.I matiin ya, Love you"

"Yes.."

Farhan decided on the phone.

I sat down and waited for Farhan to play my phone. Ah I have an idea, I called Farhan again.

"Yes baby? it hasn't been ten minutes.."

"Not that, what if we meet him at the cafe? I'll wait for you there.."

"Why? I'll be done, I can get you home"

"I want to buy Parfume, I want to stop by Parfume first so we find it there.."

"I can't help you buy parfume first new to the cafe..."

"No, let me go alone. We'll meet you at the cafe.."

"But.."

"There's no buts.. I also wait at home. We'll meet you there, okay?"

"Hem, okay I just want you to, baby.."

"Judah I'm leaving first.."

"Be careful on the street, call me when you get to the parfume seller.."

"Yes.." I decided on the phone.

I rushed to find a taxi and headed to Parfume's shop.

I chose a Parfume store that was close to the cafe, so I could walk casually to the cafe. I chose some scents that I think I deserve to use today, but yes the name of the woman choosing one fragrance Parfume only takes a long time.

My phone rang, I reached into my bag and answered my call.

"Where are you, baby?" Tanya Farhan from across the phone.

"Shopping Parfume.." I answered while still picking on the scent of Parfume

"Want me to go to the parfumenya store directly?"

"Hem gausaha.. It's near the cafe, I walk for a while already nyampe in the cafe.."

"So I go straight to the cafe?"

"Yes, I'm done shopping, too.."

"Okay, I'm leaving.."

"Be careful on the road"

"Yes, I'll see you at the cafe baby.."

"okay"

I finished choosing Parfume, paid for it in the cashier and rushed to the cafe.

"The smell is soft.." I said while spraying a little Perfume on my wrist and a little on my neck.

The cafe in question is already visible from where I stand now, I just need to wait for the red light for the vehicle and the green light for pedestrians to be able to cross. I don't know why the aroma of this parfume I just bought is very alluring to me. I crossed into the Cafe still praising the scent of parfume I had just bought while constantly kissing my wrist.

I was enjoying the aroma of parfume that I just bought until it made me lose attention to the surrounding conditions and...

BRRUUUKKKK... SKIIITTT..!!!!!!

"Yuuukkkk"