Dear, Soul!!

A bad girl

Time passed quickly, today was the last day for this year's odd semester exam.

About three months ago, my relationship with Fauzi was on the tip of the horn even though it could eventually improve as it is today. Although between me and Fauzi is fine like this but there are other things that are actually a little difficult to say good. Yes, there is Farhan in our relationship.

I still remember how Farhan came and asked me to be his girlfriend at that time and I carelessly hugged him as if he agreed to his request even though I didn't mean to. Therefore, Farhan misinterpreted and assumed I was his lover then, until now. Yes I realize this is wrong, having a special relationship with Farhan while I am still with Fauzi. I've tried to put an end to Farhan's misunderstanding about my relationship with him, but no good results have even further become - so it's just my relationship with Farhan. Yeah, I'm having an affair in a love triangle that I don't really want.

The days passed, I kept cheating on Fauzi's back. At first I was very nervous, scared and nervous. I felt very uncomfortable, I was afraid that Fauzi would know and for sure it hurt him a lot. When he found out about my relationship with Farhan then he would lose two people at once, he said, I'm his girlfriend and Farhan's best friend. I didn't want that, I told Farhan my fear, but Farhan assured me that Fauzi would never know and would never know.

Sure enough, it has been about three months my relationship with Farhan and Fauzi really still do not know it. Farhan really kept his distance from me when there was Fauzi. But Farhan and I were not discovered not only because we were good at hiding it, but because Fauzi had great faith in me his lover and Farhan his best friend. I feel so guilty.

I who was initially afraid of being discovered long ago became accustomed after several times we were caught but with the nature of Farhan as if nothing happened and with Fauzi's trust in us so we were not discovered. Being aware of it made my worry disappear and began to get used to this complicated relationship. Sometimes we walk three sometimes I walk alone with Fauzi and there was a time I went with Farhan without Fauzi knowing. Sometimes I would have Fauzi's permission to go with Farhan for thousands of reasons that would have made Fauzi unsuspecting. I enjoyed my time as a bad woman who cheated on me. Sometimes I cursed myself but with my cowardly and hypocritical nature I still could not break my relationship between any of them. I always hide behind the words "The circumstances that make it like this" Well, I'm a bad woman.

Since then, Fauzi has stopped taking pictures. Fauzi took his time for me and studied it. Fauzi once said, "I almost lost you because my inability made you comfortable with my time, and it won't happen again" and since then Fauzi has been there when I needed to. He stopped all his shooting activities, I didn't know about the project that was running at the time, whether he stopped or was done or he just left the project. But I don't think Fauzi would have left that project out of hand given that Fauzi is quite a responsible person, I don't know what consequences he could have by leaving his job. I don't want to talk about it either, which is pretty annoying when I remember.

But even though Fauzi is no longer photographing, Fauzi is still occasionally busy even when I need him to be there. Fauzi was busy preparing for his National Examination and studying hard. He has a target university that he goes to so he is really extra in studying, yes that reason is also what I sometimes use to walk with Farhan. The pretext of not wanting to disturb him beljar I asked him for permission so that Farhan accompany me.

In contrast to Fauzi, Farhan also actively studied to prepare for his National Examination but not in terms of Fauzi. Because Farhan did not target any particular University. Farhan did not prioritize his studies. Farhan intends to go to college while working. As you know, Farhan's parents were businessmen and one of the shareholders in one of the factories in our area so that the souls of his parents' business flow to Farhan, he said, well as the saying goes, "Fruit falls not far from the tree" That is the parable of Farhan, but not all fruit falls near the tree, if the fruit that falls the tree is in the mountains maybe the fruit will fall rolling to the air, back again to the environmental factor.

The school bell rings to mark the end of the exam. Some students rushed out of class while others were still busy discussing the exam. "Why should we talk about it again, try? anyway, it's over" I thought, checking the desk drawer to make sure that no items were forgotten before returning home, but it seemed like re-discussing the exam when the exam had ended was an absolute routine for some students.

I walked out to Fauzi's class. After entering the exam last hour, Fauzi sent a short message to see her class before returning to school.

"Search Fauzi?" Ask a classmate when I get to class.

"Eh yes, brother.." Answer smiled.

"Ozi. Lu's girl.." Call her.

"That's a while.." Fauzi replied from the classroom.

I waited a little while leaning back and playing my phone. One incoming message from Farhan.

"There's an appointment with Fauzi today?"

"Nothing, Fauzi just met.. " Reply..

"Ah, no.. Chat from Nina.. "Jawabku lied. "Why? why ask me to come here?"

"Can't you? It'll be the same way before you go home.."

"No, it's usually you who take the class.."

"Once in a while you won't be papa.." Cengengesan.

"Cihhhhhhh.." I answered with a thin smile.

"Jaudah, let's go back.." He said he pulled my hand and turned around.

"Ehh.." Fauzi's reflex almost hit Farhan who had just walked out of the classroom.

"Liat-liat napa man.." Tegur Farhan's

"Haha.. Maap, please hurry again.."

"Where are you going?" Ask Fahan while I look at me, I'll just shut up.

"Sir, walk Salwa aja mumpung exam has been completed. Tomorrow-tomorrow will be more busy for preparing for the National Examination, so there is a time yes the way first.."

"Oh that.."

"Yaps, don't ask to come with Lu.."

"I also have no intention of being a mosquito repellent.Yaudah Gue Diluan deh.have a good time.." Farhan said glancing at me then passed. I just saw him walking away from me and Fauzi

Like today, Farhan always dodged the days before when I was with Fauzi unless Fauzi asked him to come with us. Yes, although Farhan was like there was no response to see me go with Fauzi, but after coming home later My phone will continue to ring, there will be dozens of messages that enter. Maybe it was part of his jealousy that he couldn't express.

At first I thought this relationship was too difficult to live, but in the end I have come this far which indicates that I really am a bad woman.