Dear, Soul!!

Fauzi and Farhan

The journey from school to home is not far, for me as an active child even though cycling should not feel too tired, he said, but somehow today it feels very tired maybe because today the sun is showing off its scorching power and light.

My body was "Ah, the bed is something I understand the most when I'm tired, the understanding makes me love her" my indistinct mutter while rubbing my palms on the surface of a blue butterfly patterned bedcover mixed with dusty pink.

" Ah yes.. Almost forgot, today there is a promise with Ozi to the art exhibition, hoho count eye wash is the same work of people, my eyes have long been unable to intake nutrition beautiful "

My cell phone in my school shirt pocket.

"Halo Ozi" I said when my phone was connected.

"Yes, why baby?" Fauzi replied from across the phone

Hemm... I took a long breath.

"I thought, really if I was born again in the world to come, I want to ask God to make me your mother"

"Well, that's how it is"

"Why are you talking about it?" I repeat with a slightly soft tone..

"You are yes, age has not entered the old range, senile is no longer classified" I said..

"Oh my goodness, yes I forgot" Hearing his tone, like Ozi had remembered a promise he had forgotten.

"Yes, I forgot" I said, repeating his words. "You oah if your hands are loose, maybe also someday that hand also forget where" I grumbled.

"well, how's dong baby?"

"Where's what? It's also still at 2, right, the deal is at 4. I just called to tell you to doang"

"It's not that, baby"

"What's not that?"

"Anu..." Ozi was hesitant, making me suspicious of being upset.

"Anu what?" ketus.

"Look, I already ngeiyain Farhan today" he said with a slight tone down.

"Ngeiyain what?" I asked to stay with the ketusah

"Farhan I asked him to join the group, yes because I think today there is no plan yes I already yes"

"Yaudah, have a date with Farhan.. Not satisfied what all day in the same class kak Farhan"

"So you want me to cheat on you with Farhan?"

"Oh yeah, I'm serious.. Again not in the same mood as your unfortunate joke"

"Well, baby, sorry..."

"Why so upset yeah, want to be angry but baby"

"Me too, money but still love"

"Our context is different Saripudding.. Yes Allah has a girlfriend feel like having a pet that can not be tame ya"

"Seriously dear, sorry.. Promise me, tomorrow-tomorrow if we want to go out I set an alarm so as not to forget, if I need to masang note in my jidat"

"Jude, because today I'm good so I'm losing it to Farhan's brother, I happen to be home today"

"I'm sorry, baby"

"Yes, yes, baby"

"Eh but, he said the gathering.. What association is it? Not a weird party, is it? Not a body organ sales association, right? Do not challenge the kidneys again expensive so want to try"

"Eh busett's got your mind on Yang, your imagination is losing Spongebob's imagination just as Patrick knows it"

"Yes, what kind of society?"

"Died, there are girls in the group or not? It's very difficult like for nanya, until the sample is melenehnya until the sale of organs"

"Well that knows" timpalku short, jutek and sok selling expensive. ~emang expensive anyway, in fact I was the only child to be impressed by the same mother Daddy~

"Dear, said Farhan earlier, the girl's mace is all boys. You know, lately, Farhan has been studying religion. Farhan's level has been raised by one level"

"yes, too, jaudah, you set out carefully and do not go on"

"Yes dear"

"Judah I hung up"

"Eh, stretch"

"Heem??"

"I don't want to be Sangkuriang"

"Well, what's the sangkuriang?" just a lot of confusion

"So you said that if you wanted her to be my mother in the next life, I don't want to love my own mother later"

"Ishh what the hell?" I blushed and held back my screams that felt like they wanted to explode.

"When you're my mom, who's my boyfriend?"

"Mak dampir dear, you know if until now mak lampir is still single"

"So you want to have a mother-in-law drop by? Let someone else you keep laughing at?"

"Well, it can be a matter of consideration"

"Aminin' no?"

"Yes, his Aamiin it if I am your match"

"Jeez, where'd you learn the dreadlocks from?"

"Haha secret, yes.. Just be careful on the road.. Nye"

"Bye.. I Love You dear"

"Mee to Ozi"

Our conversation is over..

Yeah, like that Ozi, maybe that's the part of him I like. Ozi was very humorous, she was warm and full of laughter, I didn't even have a chance to be angry even when she made a mistake that was not once double-minded. Ozi can always dampen my anger and annoyance, he can always make me laugh out loud even when my tears are not dry at once he makes me cry because annoyed. His nature and disposition are very different from Farhan, I do not mean to compare Fauzi with Farhan you know..

Farhan was more mature, he was friendly, gentle and warm, not that Farhan was cold and boring. I occasionally glanced at Farhan while watching Fauzi's basketball race, instead of encouraging Fauzi I glanced at his friend. Ah no, no, no, no, my eyeballs just accidentally pointed at Farhan. Farhan can also laugh out loud if with his friends, can also joke and occasionally nosy, although not as dirty as Ozi. Farhan only differentiates his behavior towards his male friend and his female friend, Farhan shows an attitude of great respect for women, not infrequently from my friend who knows about me and Farhan grumbling, he said, they were quite sorry that I refused Farhan seeing enough of Farhan's nature to make a woman's heart melt like ice cream in the sun. Not to mention if we look at it from a family background point of view, Farhan is the only child and his father is the highest shareholder in the only palm oil mill in my city. But etss.. Fauzi's father is no less, although he does not know about the factory and so on but Fauzi's father has hundreds of kapling oil palm plantations that will not be used up until the grandson of his grandson fauzi later. Ah, why is it that I feel like a woman who takes into account the finances of other people's families. Really, there is no other intention than to boast of my lover 😅

Well, as great and as good as it is, Farhan will not make me regret not having chosen him and instead choosing Fauzi. I know that everyone has their own advantages. Maybe in the eyes of others if comparing Fauzi and Farhan clearly Farhan looks more than Fauzi. Well, I can only say in my heart, they don't see what I see from Fauzi, I have a special judgment for him and have a special taste for him, my love.

I just hope that someday, the relationship I have today with Fauzi will have no end other than a happy ending. Like any other couple, I had a big dream ahead of me. Well, our age is still very young, but that does not mean we do not have a mature plan for the future.