Dear, Soul!!

D-Day (2) Finished

I never knew there would be a day like this, I never imagined it. Yes I was worried about something like this a while ago, although in the end my worries were gone when Fauzi showed his sincerity.

I don't want to believe, like I don't want to open my eyes and know the facts. I've always wanted to avoid what I'm seeing right now.

My steps stopped, it was a bad sight, a sight I didn't want to see. I felt like I was trying to wake up about what I saw.

"O.. Ozi??" I wonder to myself, is that really him?

Ah, not just munkgin. I tried to make sure by looking at it closer and clearer..

JLEEBBW.... Like something was piercing the recesses of my heart.

She was Fauzi, and who was the woman next to her? Who was the woman he was gently stroking her hair with. WHOAAA????

My breath seemed to stop for a moment.

"Fauzi??" Call me flat.

Fauzi turned his head with his hand still in the strands of female hair beside him. The woman looked at me confused. Either he was confused by my unfavourable appearance or confused by me calling Fauzi who might have something with him at the moment.

Fauzi quickly took off his hand. Slightly dodging from the woman who had been standing next to him with a confused expression.

"Saa.. Salwaa..??"

I don't know what kind of expression I'm showing like this, I have to how to respond to this and what I have to look like. Slowly my eyes began to glaze over and my tears finally spilled as well.

Is it because of her that you couldn't come see me today?? My mind started to get messed up again.

I saw Fauzi step closer to me, but my body impulsively stepped back slowly as if rejecting Fauzi's arrival.

I can't take it anymore. I turned around and ran out with my increasingly heavy tears just as swift as the current rain.

My heart is broken, my feelings are falling apart. I ran in the rain without knowing where I was going, the rain as if crying with me. I don't know what else to do, just keep running without looking, I don't even know if someone's chasing me back there, all I can do is try to leave and get away from something bad I left behind..

Hu hu hu... ;- (;-(

The rain I no longer felt, my body was soaked but not in the slightest I felt cold. I stopped at a crossroads, sitting down with the wounds of my heart that I could not overcome.

"Ozi.... Fauzii... Why????" I said screaming in the middle of the road with the rain getting heavier.

"Hikss hiks.. Why you?? Why do this?? Why is this against me?? WHY????"

My voice felt lost in the swift sound of rain. I could no longer hold my own body, I fell down in the middle of the road.

I felt the specks of rain falling on my face, my vision became indistinctly blocked by my tears and thousands of drops of rain. I just want to end up here, my heart is completely broken.

"Salvana....."

I can't help but hear someone calling my name. The clearer the voice called me closer and slowly I saw someone coming towards me.

I just kept crying, no matter who called, no matter who came over, I really couldn't control myself.

"Salwa... What are you doing here?? Wakeup..." He said as he approached and picked me up for a while lying on the street helpless..

"Hey... Aware..."

Hiks.. I kept crying, my feelings really fell too deep in pain and hurt..

"Quiet. I'm here.." He said as he hugged me tightly "I won't let you be like this.."

I can't think clearly, who is hugging me right now, who is supporting my body right now I don't know.

"Hey... Look at me. Don't be like this, calm yourself down.." He said he took off his arms, clasped my shoulders tightly, tried to resuscitate me.

"Yes.. Brother Farhaannn..." Ah yes, he was Farhan, who called me and came to me.

"Well, it's me, so calm down..."

I don't know what Farhan said, I can't hear clearly. I couldn't focus my mind, nor could I clearly see Farhan's face. My feelings are raging, I feel pain and also a little relieved that someone came to me at my condition like this, I need someone to vent my feelings.

"Yourhapp..." I said I hugged her, tried to vent the pain of my feelings, tried to spill all the pain of my feelings.

"Relax Salwa. I'm with you...."

Hiksss hikss... I kept crying, my mind was filled with Fauzi and that woman, the feeling of being betrayed constantly gnawed at my feelings which made my breath feel so tight.

"Take it out, get out everything that hurts. I won't let you cry anymore"

I don't know how long I cried at Farhan's arms without realizing anything. The rain was also getting heavier like there were no signs of stopping.

"Let's go home Salwa.. You can get sick if you keep raining like this.."

I looked at Farhan though I could not see it clearly because I was blocked by rain and tears.

"Beck.hu.. The fa.. Fauzi..." I said stammering from crying.

"Yes Salwa, yes. calm your feelings.."

"Fauzi with another female kakk..." I said constantly crying.

"Don't think about it..."

"My feelings. hikss..my heart is.. saa.sakitt once kaakk.... hiksss" I said back down and kept crying.

"Salwaa Heii..." Farhan helped me get back up. "Look at me..." Farhan kept me from falling back.

"aa..I should how?? How do I feel. hikss..."

"Salvah.." Farhan raised my face.. "Look at me.. Now with me, forget Fauzi, forget what hurt you, erase all your grief.. With me, make me your place back.. Just me..."

My ears feel buzzing because they cry for too long plus the sound of heavy rain. I did not hear Farhan's words.

"Salvana... So my girlfriend okay? I still love you and will always love you, I won't make you cry like this, I won't let your feelings hurt.."

I'm trying to digest Farhan's words.

"My feelings may be bigger and deeper for you. I will make you happy, I will always be there for you under any circumstances, unless God wills otherwise. I'm not gonna make you feel the same pain you're feeling right now"

I sobbed, slowly I understood what Farhan meant.

Farhan came over and hugged me.

"Give me a chance, just this once to make you happy and forget all your current pain. I'll try to keep you happy.." He said tighten his embrace.

I was silent, trying to better digest Farhan's words.

Farhan took off his embrace.

"I'm sorry I surprised you with my sudden words like this, I just can't stand to see you like this Salwa, I can't see you crying like this. Seeing you like this makes me feel sick. I love you so please give me a chance to make you happy with my love.."

I was silent for a moment in the rain.

"Huhuhu...." I hugged Farhan in front of me.

Ah.. I also did not know and did not understand my actions, hugging Farhan after his statement seemed to agree with his request. But honestly, right now I need someone to calm me down, need someone to accompany me with the pain of my current feelings. I can't think clearly to decide what kind of action I should take, I just want someone to be with me at a time like this.

"Relax Salwa, I am with you.."

The rain was still heavy as if there were no signs of abating, and we were still willing to base ourselves under the rain because of the feeling that could not be controlled.

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SEASON 1 FINISHED...

Thank you to those who have read my story which is still not very good.

Season 2 will continue for a time that I cannot confirm yet.

I will try to make something better.

If many ask to speed up season 2, I will try to Up faster. Because the interest of friends is my passion to keep trying to Up as soon as possible and try to make a better one.

Sorry, If for this first season the story is mediocre, I am still a beginner and new to learning but will continue to try to give the best I can.

Thanks again.. Greetings Love to Friends all <3