Dear, Soul!!

Nina's Rant..

It seems that the teacher who taught the first hour was having an obstacle so that 15 minutes had passed from the hour that the lesson should have started. Because of the free time that also makes Nina so have a lot of time to interrogate and nag me. Hm.. Maybe Nina has the talent to become an expert in introgasi later, natural talent hidden apparently.

I was like digging my own grave for unconsciously saying about me and Farhan that the road was not for the first time. What else to do, I've been overwhelmed and can only answer Nina's questions.

"Don't you? What's that mean??" Nina asked with her slightly raised tone and her round eyes getting more and more rounded due to half glaring

"Yes, yes not yesterday that was my first time and the road both the same brother Farhan.." Reply doubt.

"So you've been walking together with Farhan before? When's? Whither? How can?" Again Nina asked a series of questions.

"The old age, that's also because Fauzi wants it"

"Well, Brother Fauzi? How can?"

"I don't know either, Fauzi suddenly asked Brother Farhan for my bolt.."

"Sister Fauzi is as trusting as you and you..."

"What?" Ask surprised. Nina's words and tone just now seemed to be accusing me of doing things that were not right.

"Kak Fauzi know that you're the same way Kak Farhan?" Ask again.

"Yes, I said.."

"Keep he said what?"

"Yes didn't say anything, just said I told him first if he wanted to go with Farhan"

"Say first??? Did you say the same to Brother Fauzi when the same way Brother Farhan?" asked Nina with glaring eyes. His eyeballs were almost like they were coming out of his eyelids.

"I. yeah.." Reply slowly.

"Oh my goodness, Salwa.." He said with a long sigh while patting his eel.

Nina put her head down on the table, and I followed her.

"Why?" My toot.

Spontaneously he raised his head to surprise me.

"Why??? Salwa, you know not..."

"No, you didn't say.."

"Yes, my talk should not be cut off first markonaahh.."

"Yes yes, yes, do not insist too.."I said while leaning on the chair.

"Salwa, not without reason, Fauzi said that to you. Brother Fauzi asked you to talk to him before the same path, brother Farhan, it means he feels bad"

"Why? After all, Fauzi himself asked Brother Farhan to make me nemenin" I replied in self-defense.

"Yes it's another story that Brother Fauzi asked Brother Farhan directly. This part you also do not say you used to just go and go first and just say"

"because Fauzi certainly wouldn't mind if I went with Farhan"

"Well.why are you the one who wants to go with Fauzi?" I'm confused

"Jawab just yet.."Nina said urgently.

"Yes, yeah maybe not, I believe you're the same as Fauzi"

"Your feelings will be fine if I walk with Fauzi but you know it from others not from me and from Fauzi himself"

"Yes, don't at least talk to me.."

"Well.that's.." Nina stressed.

I paused for a moment, I started thinking the same thing Nina said just now.

"Salwa, believing that is mandatory in a relationship. I know Brother Fauzi must have believed in you very much, he must have great confidence in his heart if you will not like each other besides him especially if it is his own best friend. It's just that bad feeling must be there if you go but not permission first.."

I just fell silent.

"As I exampleed earlier, if for example Brother Fauzi permission used to be the same you make the same path I you must not suspect, if you like, brother Fauzi permission used to be the same way you make the same path, don't think of the macems because you know there won't be anything between me and Mr. Fauzi, and again brother Fauzi went by asking permission first to you which indicates that he did not hide me behind you. But if for example I walk with Brother Fauzi without saying the same you used to be sure you feel strange right? I feel like Fauzi's brother is hiding something from you, right??" Obviously Nina was long.

"But Fauzi didn't mind yesterday.." Reply slowly.

"Don't mind, he just doesn't want you to be angry or you until you feel suspected, Brother Fauzi just doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable, he just keeps your feelings alone"

Is it really like that?? It might be true, Fauzi is just keeping my feelings in check.

"Partially, you are also not a person who can be reprimanded richly like Mr. Fauzi, who there are also you will be angry if Brother Fauzi negur. Ckk.. you are the type who wants to be followed and brother Fauzi is the type of guy who is very easy to be a love slave.ck ckc ck you are a couple complement each other.. you can get the Oscar award.." Nina is mellowed.

"Well, is it smart why am I now??" ask me with a sniffle tone.

"You anyway, ask me first emang new realized.like wonder I'm the same model people you guys-you guys do not want to talk honestly about the problem, like to talk honestly about the problem, just to keep each other's feelings even though it's right if it's not a good result" explained Nina without filtering her spicy but very true words.

"I don't like it when you say you like it really rich.." I said kidding.

"Hahaha, I really care if you like to hear it, what is important is that you hear.. Hahaha" He said with a laugh.

"Hem.. Nina this is mah..."

Like that Nina, she likes to talk frankly without being filtered and without reducing a word. He's a guy who likes to talk according to facts and ceplos. Yes Nina who like that who likes to wake me up if there is something wrong I did. The talk is like medicine, bitter but for our own good. I've always been grateful to have a friend like Nina, at least she's not the type of person who's like sugar in front of her but bile in the back.

"Eh wait... Why would you support me with Fauzi anyway? Wasn't it you who smoldering me the most with Farhan's brother?" I asked to remember that Nina was a friend who deeply regretted that I refused Farhan to see from the physical, personality and social status of Farhan.

"That was before.. As much as I see what benefits there are, I still consider the feelings of others.. Fauzi's sister is also not lacking anything. He is kind and affectionate with you, looking out of the way he treats you. Suppose that you chose Farhan, maybe Farhan did not have enough patience to make you who want this much"

I remembered Farhan's words, and I probably wouldn't be this happy with him. Farhanpun's sister realized how Fauzi treated me to make me happy.

"Sir Farhan is a good person, he might also be able to make you happy. But remember, now you've chosen Fauzi's sister, so don't try to make your choice to Fauzi's sister the wrong choice" explained Nina.

"Yes, I was wrong. hemm. thanks to Nina, this really spicy mouth function is amazingly conscious as well. hahaha"

"Yes ketawain aja keep mouth spicy but full of these benefits.." He said to be proud.

I'm completely aware of one mistake this morning.