Dear, Soul!!

Surprise

Well, I was disappointed and hurt but there was nothing I could do, I had no right to be angry let alone to forbid Farhan to be close to anyone else. A year has passed and much has changed, including Farhan's feelings for me. I just misinterpreted Farhan's kindness to me which I thought was his love feeling like a year ago. I was foolish to hope Farhan was still preparing his feelings for me.

Farhan has been kind to me no more than he who considers me as his sister who is both far from her parents so they have to take care of each other. I went too far to conclude Farhan's treatment of me. Haha who are you Salwa who feels still loved whereas you used to hurt her a lot.

I fell silent and only occasionally responded to Farhan with a smile as he told me about his girlfriend. I felt a little envious of that woman seeing Farhan who cared and loved her so much. I was in his position too but yes, I just kept making mistakes. I don't deserve that kind of attention from Farhan.

"Ah that's it coming.." Farhan cried with passion.

I didn't want to look at her, seeing her made my feelings even more painful.

"Sorry I'm late, the streets are jammed.."

Wait for.. These sounds? It seems familiar.

"Loh???"

"Salwaa???"

Not only was I surprised, but he was too.

"What's wrong?" Tanya Farhan.

"Ni Ninaa??" I don't seem to believe what I see.

"Salvah.. Where have you been? I'm kangenn.." Nina said hugging me. I hugged her back and tried to realize what else this is? Ah this is really a surprise for me.

"Anyone.. Like I've never met.." Pungkas Farhan's.

"That's never, let's not meet communication if we never" explained Nina.

"Well.. How can?" Farhan asked confusedly.

"And you know dear that my phone was lost. All contact was lost and my card changed, so I couldn't reach Salwa and Salwa couldn't call me either.."

"You can ask Salwa for my number.."

"Well, I know you have Salwa's number.."

Nina and Farhan were busy arguing while I was still very confused by this situation.

"Ni Nina's.. You with that nelfon brother Farhan earlier?"

"Yes.. Why?"

"Ja so are you the same brother Farhan?" I'm still confused

"Hehe yes, I'm the same brother Farhan was fiancee from 8 months ago" replied Nina

"I've never told you Salwa in this whole time, because I thought you knew. I thought how could you not know while you and Nina are already like Naruto and Sasuke who are inseparable.." Said Farhan who was also a little confused.

"No.. I'm the same Salwa never fought like Naruto with Sasuke"

"It's just the parable, baby.."

"If you want to use a ya ya ya must be similar dong.."

"Yes, I'm sorry"

Seeing from their behavior it seems that Farhan falls into the category of bucin boys.

"I'm hungry.." Said Nina holding her stomach.

"I've ordered to eat for you.." Farhan said smiling.

Ah yes, why do I not remember the same Nina food menu that is always just that. Why didn't I realize when Farhan ordered it.

"Have you eaten?" Ask Nina

"It's it.." My answer.

"What then? Yaudah, come eat with me" said Nina, separating half of her food.

"Engg Nin's.. Are you the same brother Farhan why is this?" Askaqua. I still can't believe their relationship. What has happened in the past year, ah I was too long slumped in my wounds until I was like a new person in this world.

"Hem. Later I'll tell you now let's eat first, I'm hungry" complained Nina.

My head was filled with questions that were vying for answers but there was no answer I could give. I'm not on my birthday but why are these people giving me such a surprise I didn't expect much.

I was just following the flow of the atmosphere that Farhan and Nina created, I only laugh when they are laughing or showing a serious expression when Nina tells me about her vacation that can not communicate because it does not have a telephone network.

"As long as you don't have a Salwa that keeps me.."

"Yes sorry, I'm also not good if invited by family but not come" explained Nina.

"So my head's not in a jitak?" Tanya Farhan teases Nina.

"The next time I'm not jitak because you walk the same way as Salwa so I'm sorryin" said Nina as she devoured her food.

"I often nemenin Salwa out let him know the place here.."

"Great idea.." Nina replied "Salwa if you want to go somewhere just ask Kak Farhan, he has been exploring here so it is the same area here.."

"Hehe yes.." I answered trying to look okay.

"But I'm jealous of you.." Complain Nina.

"Why?"

"At least you've been walking around here and there with Farhan.."

"You haven't?"

Nina nodded.

"That's because you're too busy to walk with me.." Bela Farhan's

"Yes I don't have time to come here, you are also very busy college. Reports have been made like a girlfriend, I do everything in the same bandingin your report" complained Nina.

"Yes sorry, dear.."

They were not at all awkward to show their affection in front of me, probably because they no longer saw me as someone else so they did not have to feel awkward anymore. But why do I feel awkward, why do I feel bad and why also I limit myself to them. My feelings are really not bad.

"Where are you going to go back? To my house or.."

"I want to go to Salwa's house" Cut Nina. "May ye Salwaa.." Nina Whine.

I have no choice but to accept Nina's request even though I want to let go of my feelings myself tonight.

I just nodded at Nina's request.

"Why did you go back to Nina's house? You don't miss me?" Ask Farhan.

"Kangen, but I miss Salwa even more, this year I never met Salwa, many things I want to tell Salwa many things I also want to ask Salwa.." Nina Samibl ate her food.

"Judah I'm going with Salwa tonight, Salwa also needs a friend tonight so don't feel afraid about yesterday's events but tomorrow morning I mocked you anyway.."

"So Farhan can't help but meet Nina" I said trying to smile even though my heart ached asking this.

"Hehe so" replied Farhan blushed. "Yes how do we also not have much time to meet" added Farhan.

　

　

Farhan's college must have taken a lot of time to meet Nina.

We continued to eat together, my feelings continued uncharacteristically while Nina and Farhan remained engrossed in their conversation. I just respond to their conversation as best I can