Dear, Soul!!

Concerns..

About an hour ago Fauzi called and she wasn't feeling well, I'm quite worried considering Fauzi is on her own right now. Many times I tried to contact Fauzi but there was no answer, the short message I sent also until now there was no reply.

I can't take it anymore, Fauzi can't possibly not pick up my phone if she's okay. I caught up with him at his house and it hasn't eased my worries yet because many times I pressed the bell, knocking on the door even called him but there was no word from the inside until I finally ventured to turn the door hinge that turned out to be unlocked.

"Fauzi are you inside??" I cried walking in. I know, trespassing at someone else's house is a bad thing, but I have no other intention than to confirm Fauzi's condition.

I walked slowly, stepped in trying to find Fauzi and....

"Jeez Fauzi why are you???" I ran towards Fauzi.

I don't know what happened as long as I haven't arrived, what I'm meeting right now is Fauzi lying near the kitchen.

"Fauzi.. You hear me?? Ozi wake.." I said while trying to resuscitate Fauzi by shaking his body and patting his cheeks slowly.

His body temperature is not too high even though it still has not reached the normal body temperature of healthy people.

"Ozi. banguunn.. Ozii..." Unknowingly I shed my tears, I hugged Fauzi tightly. Frantically, I didn't know what to do, only to wake Fauzi up.

Suppose I come early.. Ah no, if I had just come with him when I found out he was not well and alone in this house would not have happened, I am very sorry.

"Oziiiii bangguunnn..." Call me to hold her tight.

It's all my fault for not coming to see him right away.

"Sa.. Sivaa... Aaakuu can't nafasss..."

"Fauzi...." I was a little surprised.

I took off my arms, my tears dripped and fell on Fauzi's cheeks.

"Aren't you papa...??"

"Uhuukk.. "Fauzi coughed and struggled to take a breath.

"You why? Do you have trouble breathing??" I was so worried that when Fauzi called earlier he didn't say anything about breathing difficulties, which he mentioned were just signs that he was having a fever.

I held her neck to make sure there was no rash there, then checked her pulse to find out her heart rate and blood flow.

"I don't papa Salwa.."

"No papa what, you're short of breath Ozi.. Let's go to the hospital..." I said while trying to help him wake up.

"I'm short of breath because you're swooping it too tightly.."

"Ha?? A what??" I asked to clarify Fauzi's words.

"You're squealing my neck, how can I not be claustrophobic.." Fauzi said he was still trying to take a normal breath.

Owww... Confused, embarrassed, awkard and I don't know what other feelings I'm feeling right now. I wanted to run home and not see Fauzi again even if there was life to come. So worried that I had not consciously hugged him tightly making it difficult to breathe and stupid again I think Fauzi shortness of breath because of an illness.

"Ma sorry.. I was unintentionally.." I said to take my eyes off me and try to wipe away my tears.

Fauzi stretched out his hand, but I quickly turned my face away. I've been embarrassed enough to worry too much, and it would be a shame again if Fauzi helped me wipe away the tears that came out because of these unfounded worries.

"i'm it.."

"I'm not papa sis, I can wipe my own tears.."

"Ga no.. Mom's not that.. I snot you beleberan.."

Jleebbc.. Should you say it's the same as me? I've been embarrassed enough and now I'm even more embarrassed. Where's the crackle bag?? Could you please get me.. I just wanted to throw my face away so shamefully..

I held my nose trying to clean the snot that he said was bleberan but..

"He he he I'm just kidding, his nose is not there.." Fauzi cengengesan. "It's funny you're worried.." He said a little laugh.

Shame, annoyance and anger become one. Gone are my worries that only seem a joke in this man's eyes.

"Silver seems to be well, if so I go back first.." I said with annoyance.

"Wait the fuck.."Fauzi said he was holding me back. I felt a hot temperature on his palm holding my wrist as it held me away. I quickly checked his forehead back and sure enough his body temperature was increasing.

"Snake it hot again..??"

"Ah yes?" Fauzi held his own forehead to ensure his body heat. "My feet are getting cold again.." He said he started pulling his leg.

"Sister why are you lying near the kitchen?? It's not good there.." I said while wrapping around Fauzi's feet that were getting cold again.

"The kitchen floor is cool, so it feels comfortable.."

"What is comfortable.. Brother's getting a fever now.." I said keep babbling. "Part of why the kitchen if just to find a cool..." I'm really nagging him right now.

"I was thirsty, I was in the kitchen just to get water but because the kitchen floor was cold so I just lay there so my hot back could be cold.."

"Bohdh.. Next time don't be like that again.."

Fauzi just smiled.

"You're like this because you're worried about me, aren't you?" Fauzi looked at me. I looked at her for a moment and then took my eyes off.

"It's not that my brother is like this, I'm like to all my patients.." I clearly.

"So you're not worried about me? You're like this just because you squirm me like your other patients?" Ask Fauzi.

"Well, what else is it like??" I said while busy preparing the blanket.

"Rohong.." Fauzi said pulling my hand made me become closer to him. "lookat me.. You're really worried about me, aren't you? It's not that I look like any other patient in your eyes" Fauzi said constantly looking at me.

I shifted my gaze quickly, I couldn't stare at Fauzi for too long because my heart would beat unruly anymore.

"You're worried about me, aren't you???" Ask Fauzi again.

"Why? Why should I worry??" I asked to look back at him.

Fauzi took my hand off and turned his gaze away from me and fell silent for a moment.

"If you're not worried about what to do here? Why cry and..." Fauzi did not continue his words.

"When you know why ask?" I said while taking the medicine from the bag I had brought earlier.

Fauzi just smiled at my words.

"Take the medicine first.." I said prepare the medicine for Fauzi.

"But I haven't eaten yet.."

"Well, not all drugs can not be taken before eating.." I clearly.

"But I haven't eaten anything yet.."

"Well, I borrowed the kitchen.."

"Would you cook for me??"

"Certainly? Want me to order some porridge? Hunting you more hungry porridge has not come yet"

"Sorry to trouble.."

I just smiled and then left Fauzi.

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Sorry for being late Up 🙏🙏😣😣

Huhu has been busy lately because he had to do a job that was ignored during the accreditation time yesterday 😭😭

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Thanks a lot earlier.. Dear love for all of you 🤗🤗💜💜💜