Dear, Soul!!
What's Else?
Karin meets with Fauzi and Salwa at a restaurant, although Fauzi does not want to tell many people about the state of his wife, but Karin's existence in their midst, making Fauzi have no other way but to tell Karin the state of Salwa, in order to avoid negative thoughts that can karin lay on the woman he loved so much.
The existence of Salwa who was in the toilet for too long, made Fauzi worried considering that his wife was slowly losing her survival ability like other humans in general. Karin's existence, which he had previously denounced, ended up being something he was grateful for because through Karin, Fauzi could ask for help to check the condition of the woman who became the mother of his baby.
Karin who followed Salwa to the women's toilet, found Salwa standing in front of the sink while looking at herself from the mirror reflection.
“Salwa, you why??” Karin asked walking closer to Karin.
Salwa did not respond to Karin's call, and remained focused on looking at herself through the mirror.
“Salwa??”
Karin patted Salwa slowly on the shoulder, and it paid off. Salwa turned to look at him.
“You okay?”
Salwa stared fixedly at Karin, making Karin confused.
“What is it me??” Salwa asked as she pointed to her reflection in the mirror.
Karin was surprised by her growing confusion. Half believed him when he heard what Fauzi told him, but now presented before his eyes is the fact that Salwa himself plays him.
“I-iya. That's you.” Answer Karin.
Salwa was silent at Karin's reply.
The fact for someone suffering from Alzheimer's is, he should be kept away from the mirror or anything that can reflect the image of himself, because it will make him more confused and can create a continuous delusion.
“You're done in the toilet? Let's go out, Fauzi is waiting for you” Take karin, pull Salwa's wrist slowly. Salwa just complies.
While walking to lead Salwa, Fauzi's words again terbesit Karin's recollection of Salwa that will not be healed. Karin did not want to conclude something carelessly according to his will, but with the fact that Salwa will not be able to heal, it means the disease that is being suffered by Salwa at this time, Salwa said, slowly it will get worse and swallow all the memories of Salwa who ended up with Salwa who will not be able to survive well.
Bad thoughts begin to take hold of Karin. Will I have a chance when Salwa is gone??
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The days passed, and Salwa's mental health declined. Fauzi continues to do his best for his wife, being a dependable husband at all times and being able to do anything to protect his wife.
As usual, Fauzi will be home early so he can have a faster time in looking after and taking care of his wife. Not only had Fauzi parked his car, he was already made to be surprised by the scenery presented to him now. Only a moment later did Salwa escape the surveillance of Fauzi who always monitor it through CCTV, and bad things have happened.
The pharmacy, which has been closed for about a month, is now open which makes Fauzi hurry to park his car and quickly close the Pharmacy that has been run by Salwa for approximately five years.
All the worries began to wrap around Fauzi's mind. What kind of medicine has his wife taken today? How many people have come today? Whatever Salwa said and all the things that most likely endanger the safety of those who come today. And again, if Salwa can still remember when he was asked about what has happened with Pharmacy today.
Tiredness that had been felt earlier, all lost changed with worry. The power that was initially almost exhausted, was immediately pumped when closing the Pharmacy guard. Fauzi could only pray, hopefully what he was worried about did not happen.
Salwa who heard the rows of closed Pharmacy guards, ran out and quickly approached Fauzi.
“Why is it closed?”
“You're sick baby, so you shouldn't open Pharmacy first”
“Ck.. I'm no longer sick, I'm fine. Quickly reopen the Pharmacy!”
“When we open. Now closed first”
“You why the hell? You want to stop my work? I never messed with your job, you should also be so”
“Not so dear, tap..”
“Newly also Apothecary I open, no one has stopped and you already want to close again. How the drugs can come out.”
Fauzi breathed a sigh of relief. He was so worried that Salwa would give people the wrong medicine, or give the wrong explanation. However, what Salwa said just now was a bit of a relief to her feelings. Although what his wife said was not entirely believable, Fauzi felt better after hearing it.
“Honey.. it's afternoon, so tomorrow it's open again”
“What's really why? Evening, there are people who can come. This is why you are doing my job like this. I'm bored at home and don't do anything, so let me work.”
Seeing Fauzi who did not comply with his wishes, Salwa just looked at him sharply and then passed into the house with footsteps that were stomped showing his frustration. Fauzi thinks it is better for his wife to be angry at this time, rather than according to him to keep opening a Pharmacy that is likely to give the wrong drug.
Fauzi stepped in, put his briefcase in the study and looked for his wife who had already entered.
“What else do you do, baby?” tanya Fauzi hastened her steps into the room when she saw his wife was unloading a closet and putting some clothes in the suitcase.
“I want to go”
“Go? Where are you going??”
“I want to go home to my mother.”
“Why go home? Why are you suddenly like this??”
“You have no respect for me, you have limited me to doing my work”
“Not so dear.”
Fauzi approached and took back the clothes that had been put in the suitcase.
“Do not hold my clothes!” it was Salwa who made Fauzi surprised.
15 Years Fauzi knew Salwa, and this was the first time Salwa yelled. His wife's emotions were completely unstable and could not be extinguished just like before.
“Sa-sayangg..”.
“Keluaarrrrr!!”
Tears began to pool in his eye patch, making his eyes teary. Fauzi no matter what his wife's current manner of speaking was, Fauzi simply continued to worry about Salwa's state with his mounting anger.
“Sa-honey..I'm sorry, I'm not.”.
“I hate you”
Deggs...
Fauzi knew, those words were out of his wife's consciousness. The words that came out were only due to overflowing emotions and not on the basis that he wanted to say that. But still, there was a pain that Fauzi could not avoid hearing his wife say that.
Fauzi hugged his wife, trying to calm the woman with overflowing anger, with his arms.
“Lepasin me. untasss”.
Salwa rebelled, her sense of regret grew.
“Darling, sorry I.. Sorry dear.” Fauzi tightened his embrace.
“You are evil.. you are evil.”
The emotions of Salwa who had previously touched the highest level, slowly subsided and changed with her tears spewing out from her two beautiful eyes.
“Iya, I'm evil. I'm sorry, I won't be evil anymore.”
“Do not be evil again.”
Fauzi simply nodded as he continued to tighten his embrace.
Salwa's emotions were quickly explosive, but calmed down faster as well. Previously, it took at least 15 minutes at the earliest to ease Salwa's anger. But now, it only took a few minutes when Fauzi started to hug her, Salwa had become calmer.
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A slow morning welcomes a new day, making the dew grains perched on the leaves evaporate into the air, leaving no trace.
“HUWAAA... YOU WHY ARE YOU HERE?????”
