Dear, Soul!!

Does He Know?

I walked through class after class towards Farhan's class. All the way I kept thinking of words that were good if I had said, which did not offend Farhan and did not hurt him. Although I know, there will be no words that do not hurt to an end of a relationship for someone who loves. But I keep hoping, hopefully, Farhan can understand so that this problem does not continue.

I arrived in front of Fauzi's class. I saw Fauzi sitting on a table and Farhan sitting on a chair was busy talking, I don't know what they were talking about but it seemed very exciting. Yes they can talk comfortably like that because they do not know what really happened between me and them.

"Salvah.." Fauzi smiled towards me. Farhan turned his head, a hint of confusion in his eyes. Maybe Farhan was confused about Fauzi coming up to me happily whereas about what he knew, Fauzi and I were in a bad relationship. He looked at me for a long time but remained silent.

"What's wrong? How come?"

"I want to see Farhan's brother.." Answer smiled. Fauzi turned to look at Farhan who was walking towards us.

"Why?" Fauzi was confused.

"No, there's something I need to discuss with Farhan"

Fauzi's brows furrowed, Fauzi continued to look at me with a puzzled look.

"Here you go, I'll talk to you first, Brother Farhan?"

"Can't you talk about me?" Fauzi asked in confusion.

"Kok kepo anyway? It's nothing, and I'll tell you that it really is.." I answered with a smile to Fauzi.

Hearing my words Farhan who had been staring at me in confusion got more confused. I looked at Farhan, smiling. "I'm sorry I confused you like this.." I murmured in my heart.

"If it really is? What's that gonna be?" Fauzi asked increasingly.

"Udah uh, there go in first, if I'm sure I'll tell you..."

"What the hell is Han?" Ask Fauzi to Farhan.

"Well I know Zi, this is just suddenly called.." Reply Farhan who is also confused.

"Udah ah. I must have told you a long story, give me a moment first.. I also never bother you if you're alone with Farhan, right?" I said while pushing Fauzi into his class.

"Promise me later on.." Fauzi..

"Yes.."

"Review if not..."

"Yes yes.there go in..."

"Don't Lama... You take care of my girl.." Fauzi to Farhan. It was obvious that Farhan's expression was a little surprised to hear Fauzi's words. Yeah, because Farhan knows that Fauzi and I are almost over. Farhan simply nodded without saying anything.

I walked out followed Farhan behind me.

"What's going on?" Farhan asked as soon as we arrived at the School Life Pharmacy away from the crowd, there were only a few Students on duty checking the plants.

I sat down for a moment and took a deep breath.

"Sister.I'm sorry.."

"Sorry?" Confused ask.

"Yes, like you saw earlier, I'm with Fauzi.."

"You multiplied??" Ask cut my conversation.

I'm nodding.

"Then me??"

"Sorry brother.. I'm.."

"Salwa, you can't believe me.."

"But brother.."

"Are you serious? You know, you play with my feelings Salwa.."

"Sorry Brother, but yesterday it was just a misunderstanding.."

"Misunderstanding? you said misunderstanding? You hugged me, you agreed to my request and again. yesterday we got out..."

"Sister.yeah I know I was wrong, I didn't think well before..."

"You obviously fell silent for a while before you finally hugged me Salwa, isn't that the time you used to consider my request?"

"I really don't think like that, brother.. I'm just relieved that someone came to see me..."

"So what do you want?"

"Sorry, but I want no more misunderstandings between us, brother, about our relationship, I want to end.."

"Son't.." He said by cutting off my conversation. "I don't want to.."

"But brother... I'm.."

"But the brother from the beginning of our relationship was not..."

"You think that way, but I always assume that our relationship is a couple.."

"Sister.."

"It's Salwa, I don't want to talk about this. All I know is that you agreed to my request and now you are my lover. About your relationship and what happened between you and Fauzi I don't want to know and don't care.." Farhan said stepping.

"Sister.." Megatku.

"You go back to class, the break will be over soon.. Back to the same lesson today Salwaa..." Farhan said on going..

"Sister.." Call me.. Farhan paid no heed to my call and continued his steps back to class.

I could only see Farhan's back getting further away.

"Why is it like this..??" My complaint.

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The last subjects are finished, the bell rings and the teacher who teaches the farewell and leaves the classroom. Classes that had been quiet during the lecture took place immediately boisterous, yes not much different from the stormy night market.

I grabbed my phone that I put in the desk drawer hearing that there was a message coming in.

"Go home with ya.. There's something I want to say to you.." Message sent by Fauzi.

"Ok 😊" Reply the message I sent to Fauzi with additional emoticons.

"Wait for me, I'll take you to class.."

I put down my phone and cleaned up the textbooks I used earlier, as usual I went back to check the desk drawer to make sure there were no items left behind.

"Salvah.." Said Fauzi stepping into the classroom approaching me. I smiled to welcome him.

"You want to go home?" Ask.

"Hem..is up to you, he said someone would talk to me?"

"Yes if you want to go straight home I say it fits on your anterine road, if you want to walk first we talk it while walking.."

"Judah walk first, I've taken ice cream chips.."

"Jude ayokk..." Fauzi said holding my hand.

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I walked along with Fauzi while tasting ice cream with a pot of Taro plus chocolate. Because the sun was again arrogant to show off its strength, finally my ice cream melted before I ate it because of the heat of the sun.

"Salvah.."

"Hum..."

"So where did you say Farhan?"

"So this is what he wants to talk about?" I said in my heart. "Background school next to Live Pharmacy.. Why?" I answered and then asked back.

"Why is there?"

"Yes, no. Why?"

"Let's not see much??"

I was a little surprised Fauzi asked like that. What is Fauzi thinking right now? Is he suspicious or did Farhan say something to him? I just pretended not to know.

"Well, it's just like it's nice talking there?"

"What are you talking about?"

I was confused and a little surprised to hear Fauzi ask like that.

"A.. what? Nothing special. kenpa?"

"Seriously?"

"I Yes. Why?" I asked a little worried.

"Hmmm..." Fauzi let out a long breath. "I didn't think you'd be like this?"

I'm appalled. Does Fauzi know about me and Farhan? Did Farhan tell Fauzi the one he was referring to.