Forever Love

Desire Arqasa

Qania felt like laughing looking at Elin's pouting expression. His friend is currently sulking still a problem yesterday. Qania had no intention of persuading him. Instead of persuading, Qania instead heated up the atmosphere by saying that he would go home because there are still many more important matters than serving people who are sulking. Elin, of course, was getting upset but he also did not want Qania to leave him. Tonight, however, is the last night she holds the status of a single woman.

“Try you go from here, in five minutes I will flatten your house with a boom from Kak Ghaisan,” threatened Elin to make the Qania he ridden giggle.

“Oh yes? Then you will fail to marry tomorrow because surely the explosion will include your house as well. Did you forget that our house is so close?” qania is heating Elin.

Elin became more and more furious. If only it could be seen there was a puff of smoke coming out of both ears of Elin.

“Qaniaaaa!!” Elin turned towards Qania with a shout.

Finally Qania broke her laughter. Qania's laughter made Elin squint her eyes.

“You know me?” elin asked with a sharp look.

Qania just shrugged both of her shoulders in response and that according to Elin was a very annoying answer.

“Since when is hem? Since when did my best friend become such a bitch? Usually you used to be easy to feel upset,” sumpul Elin.

“Since Arkanaku returned,” replied Qania lightly.

This time it was Elin's turn to be silent. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. In his mind Elin felt worried as well as not feeling good at the moment. He remembers Arkana leaving Qania on their wedding day. Although they finally knew that Qania and Arkana had married secretly two months earlier. Elin was so bad to ask Qania to accompany her at home.

“Don't look at me like that. I'm not crazy and just wait, I'll come with Arkana in front of you later. Strengthen your heart and faith, lest you pass out on your first night,” ledek Qania.

Elin rolled her eyeballs off guard, this time she was sure Qania not only turned into an annoying woman but was not sane. He did not want to respond further, he just let Qania fantasize.

Ahh, I felt like I wanted to invite her to come here and make the first night of Elin and Yoga fail so shocked to see Tristan, hahaha.

Qania was smiling to herself when she thought of the idea. Elin who saw him could only shake his head.

Qan, I don't know what happened to you during your time in that city and anyone you were with. But I hope you don't become what I think you are. I hope you are still Qaniaku, a strong and resilient Qania despite being vulnerable, the inner Elin.

Elin's daydream stopped as her phone rang. He frowned because the one who called him a new number.

“Hallo aunty, Mami Ar is there?”

Ah ... Elin could guess who the owner of that cute voice was yet it sounded so cold.

“There's a dear, again the same aunty,” replied Elin.

“Can go home Mami Ar first. Arm au bobo day and Ar want bobo same Mami.”

“Way dead!” squeal Elin. Truly the son of Qania Salsabila and Arkana Wijaya, muttered Elin in heart.

“Qan, Ar called and he asked for his Mami to be returned first. She said her Mami was what, hehehe,” said Elin made Qania snort.

“Ya I've been back. Later that night I'll catch up with Ar here,” said Qania while standing.

“Iya. Just be careful if it does not come,” threatened Elin.

“Oke.”

Qania held off Elin who wanted to drive her forward, “You're in room aja.”

“Good.”

Qania came out of Elin's room. He did not forget to say hello to Syifa who looks so busy taking care of his son.  “Wah long time no see Nizam already big aja yes Kak,” Qania while scrambling the hair of a boy whose age is almost the same as Arqasa.

“Iya Deck. It will only be different for a few months with Arqasa,” Syifa said while feeding Nizam food.

“Oh yes Brother. Emm, I went back first, Ar said he wanted to bobo noon, hihi,” pamit Qania.

“OK, back again ntar,” Syifa said.

In the room, Arqasa was waiting for Qania while playing his own phone. Qania smiled at the look on her son's face. Can he guess his son must be playing games and losing.

“Say want bobo,” said Qania as soon as he was beside Arqasa but he had not yet climbed to the place tidu.

“Kan wait for Mami,” replied Arqasa accordingly.

“Ya already let Mami accompany her bobo,” said Qania then went up to bed.

Arqasa keeps his phone next to his pillow then turns around and hugs his Mami. He fell silent to make Qania again think what's wrong with this chatty child.

“Mi,” call Ar in decapan Qania.

“Iya dear, Ar need something?” qania asked gently while stroking her son's hair.

“Om Tristan is why it looks like Daddy?”

Arqasa's questions successfully made Qania difficult to swallow her saliva. “Why Ar suddenly nanyain this?” ask Qania.

“Actually Ar always remember the same Om Tristan, Mi. I don't think he's gonna be Ar's daddy. Their faces are the same as Mi, Ar will not refuse kok,” said Ar in a soft voice.

Of course he is very willing, my son, Inner Qania.

“Mami thinks Ar doesn't want to replace Daddy's position with someone else,” fishing rod Qania.

“Om Tristan Qualified Mi. If the other Ar doesn't want to. Mami only belongs to Ar and Daddy, Ar does not want Mami taken people,” Arqasa immediately hugged the body of Qania. Can Qania feel at this time her son was crying to make her feel the same pain.

“Why Om Tristan?” tanya Qania tried to invite Arqasa to discuss so that his son did not dissolve in his crying.

“The answer is only one, because he looks like Daddy.  If he's Ar's Daddy, it's the same as Mi's original Daddy Ar. It makes no difference. Ar just wants him to Mi, please Ar Mi. Ar really wants to call someone with the name daddy but Ar does not want anyone other than daddy Ar himself. Ar likes to be envious to see friends at school who are among his Daddy. They play bicycles and play ball with Mi.Ar so sad Mi. Ar also wants to be like Mi's friends, Ar also wants to be carried on Daddy's back, sitting on Daddy's shoulder while running around, Ar really wants Mi.”

“Actually Ar used to be fine, but when I met Om Tristan, Ar so know that it turns out that God is not praying Ar. God turn Daddy from heaven Mi. Please Ar, Mi. Please persuade Om Tristan to let him be Ar's Daddy. Please Mi, please help Ar tell Om Tristan that Ar wants him to be Ar's Daddy. Ar please Mi, for Ar.”

The boy who was not even five years old was crying sobbing in the arms of the mother. Qania could not help her tears. He really felt bad this time. He had always seen his son live comfortably and peacefully without ever complaining about anything other than his return. But not this time. Apparently his son harbored such a great longing and desire for Arkana. It turned out that it was not only him who needed the figure of the racer.

“Jawab Mi, will you help Ar?” Arqasa looked up at Qania's face which was also flooded with tears.

“This is why Mami cried too? Mommy can not cry, the beauty will disappear. Oh no!! It's Ar's fault, Ar shouldn't cry. Ar can't be whiny, can't be a boy. Ar should be stronger than Mami in order to protect Mami. Sorry Ar ya Mi,” persuaded him while wiping his eyes that wet his chubby cheeks.

“Ngak darling. Ar is not wrong. Mami was just moved, apparently not only Mami who missed Daddy, it turns out we are the same yes, hehe,” kilah Qania. He tried to look tough despite tears on his cheeks for Arqasa.

“That's it Mi? Ar thinks only Ar misses Daddy. Then Mami must help Ar to persuade Om Tristan yes Mi,” persuade him by putting on the face as blank as possible.

Damnit damnit!

“Has Om Tristan later yes, now Ar bobo day first,” over Qania.

“But Mi.” promise Arqasa raised his little finger.

All right, let's be quick, thought Qania. Their little fingers are also linked to each other with their lips smiling at each other.

A few minutes passed and Arqasa fell asleep as well. Qania can breathe a sigh of relief because it can be free from the whining of the child who forced Tristan to be his Daddy.

If God wills then he will and indeed he is your true Daddy, son. I hope so. But if that's not the truth, for your sake and your happiness then Mami would be willing to beg him to be your Daddy. Looking at you today is like Mami slapped in reality. The fact that my son is not okay. My son needs the figure of Father and I wickedly shut the hope of my son. Well Ar, whether or not he's your Daddy, Mommy will make him your Daddy. Like it or not, Mami make sure she'll soon be your Daddy. Let's just try Mami knew you had this desire, then there will be no rejection and Mami will not tell Tristan to get engaged.

Hahh .. okay. Now Mami wants to wait for the results first before deciding what steps Mami will take. Mommy will do what's best for you, son, you just wait and see. Who you want to be your Daddy will definitely bring you, even if it has to be pushy and threatening. Waitie? Tristanis? Without Mami threatening and forcibly even she would come by herself, hahaha.

Qania smiles at what if Tristan finds out that his son wants him to be a father. Ah, surely the man will carry my son around in circles, thought Qania.