Forever Love

Expressing Intent

Already several days Qania was upset with the arrival of Julius to his boarding house and it was at the same time where sometimes Raka who came first but when Raka recently returned home Julius who came or the contrary.

Qania always scolded the two but they did not stop because they continued to get a defense from Nilam's nek. Qania could only resign and sometimes if he was upset then he would leave the two and let Nilam's grandmother serve the two men with all kinds of reasons that Qania made.

At this moment, Qania was staring in annoyance at Julius who was driving the car. The two are currently in Julius' car and have no idea where they're headed.

“Why silence? Is Pak Agus' house still far away? Or maybe later get on a new plane until” said Qania.

Qania was already upset because it had been more than two hours they were in a car that was driving on the highway which Julius said they would go to Mr. Agus' house to take care and hand over KHS them.

But the fact is that they are still on the streets and it makes Qania even more upset at Julius who he believes that the guy next to him is working on him.

“A little more Qan” says Julius.

“From yesterday so mulu your answer” ketus Qania.

“Actually.. emmm, actually. gu..gue..”,.

“Actually I do not know where the house of Mr. Agus, I just want to go with you. That's what lo” means,.

Qania interrupted Julius' speech, knowing from the beginning that this was what Julius meant. With a shocked face Julius looked at Qania who was looking annoyed at him.

“Sorry Qan, how can I know anyway?” julius was so nervous that Qania had made him die.

“Ya already I want to go home” said Qania then glanced at the window, reluctant to look at Julius's face.

“But we stopped by to eat first yes, I want to apologize” invite Julius.

“Go home or am I down?” qania insisted without looking at Julius.

Julius sighed resignedly if the situation was already like this. He condemned his folly that had lied to Qania. He turned his car around and did not dare to make a sound all the way.

“It should have been honest from the beginning so that I was not disappointed with you” said Qania breaking the silence between them and still without looking at Julius.

“Sorry Qan, I just don't know what to use let you want me take a walk” great-grandson Julius who occasionally glances at Qania who until now was reluctant to look at him.

Qania was stunned to hear Julius' words, honestly his heart felt a little sore because it was so bad for Julius and Raka who always struggled to get his heart and attention but the reply from him was just annoyance and continued to be ugly and indifferent.

‘Yes how else, I just can't move on from Arkanaku. Only it’,.

Qania sighed and tried to stabilize her emotions. He tried to come to terms with his current situation and did not want to be selfish towards Raka and Julius.

“Ya we have stopped to buy food and if we may eat it at my boarding house only. There is something I want to talk about and we can talk while eating, right?” qania.

Like getting a breath of fresh air, Julius nodded enthusiastically. With a beaming face he looked at Qania who was currently also looking at him.

“Good Qan, we are on the way restaurant deh” said Julius excitedly.

“No need, it's late and expensive and the portions are few. At the tent stalls only, order five servings of grilled chicken” reject Qania.

“Ouhh so yes?” asked Julius who looked a bit confused by Qania's choice of food.

“Why? Want to say again that the girl usually likes to eat at expensive restaurants with fantastic prices in small portions, yes?”, yes,.

“Hehehe, you know Qan” kekeh Julius.

“Ya has been blinded by the look on your face. You need to know, not all girls are like that. who usually want to eat at expensive restaurants and choose the menu with the most expensive price but the portion is a little that is mostly just to keep the image or even doang” styles,.

“That's not me, I'm the one who likes to eat. My family is not from a lower middle class family, even my in-laws are the richest people in my city and my dad is a businessman and chairman of the Board, but I prefer to eat food available on the side of the road. The taste is no less delicious and certainly cheap and the portions are more”,.

“I do not like to keep the image in front of food or guys. I just want people to know me for who I am. Want to like it or not yes I do not care, after all this my life”,.

Julius was stunned to hear the Qania's utterance and was also pleased that only this time Qania spoke to him a lot and was more open about himself. And from all these words of Qania, left a great sense of admiration in Julius' heart.

“I like girls who are. You are also right, Qan, what I see and hear from my friends' experiences is true that most of their girlfriends choose expensive menus and eat at fancy restaurants just to look stylish and socialite” Julius said.

“Hu’um. That's why you if you find a girlfriend do not be two-faced, which is what is” said Qania.

‘Truly Qan, and the girl is in front of me. Elo Qania, the girl I want who I want to be my girlfriend and if I can be the mother of my children’, I want to be,.

“As?” julius fishing rod.

“Yes I do not know what and who, I know what your taste is like Qania replied.

“Yes you doain aja hope I can get the best partner like you and your husband it” said Julius deliberately mentioned the husband of Qania so that the woman is not upset with him anymore.

Qania simply nodded and smiled in response to Julius' words. And soon Julius stopped his car in front of the tent stall selling grilled chicken. He asked Qania to just wait in the car and let him come down to order the food.

When Julius was in the tent stall, Qania immediately called Raka.

“Assalamu’alaikum, you again where Ka?” ask Qania as soon as Raka answers her call.

“Gue again on Qan road, go to elo” kostan replied Raka.

“Eh you again ride the motor?” qania asked a little uneasy.

“Iya Qan, why?”,.

“You pulled over, do not chat on the phone while driving motor” pinta Qania.

‘Wah apparently Qania worried also the same I’ Inner Raka.

“You are calm Qan, last time you called me already pulled over and stopped kok”,.

“Oh thank goodness. Oh yes Ka, I want to ask you to come to my boarding house. I wait ya” said Qania.

“Oh okay Qan, I am there now ya” said Raka excited.

“Do not forget to stop by the mini market buy snack” kekeh Qania.

“Siap Salsabil”,.

After disconnecting the call with Raka, soon Julius came and immediately put his food in the back seat and drove his car to the Qania boarding house.

*

Julius' car came in along with Raka's motorbike which also stopped right beside Julius' car. Qania then went down and immediately invited the two men who appeared to be in a cold war to enter.

“Assalamu’alaikum. Nek, Lala, let's have dinner” cried Qania who walked into the kitchen to pick up the cutlery.

Lala who had just come out of her room which was located near the kitchen also immediately helped Qania bring some dishes and glasses and spoons and water hookan.

“So you want to eat where and why there are so many tableware?” lala asked as she walked with Qania to the living room.

“Later also you know” replied Qania.

In the living room there was Nilam's grandmother sitting with Raka and Julius. Lala seemed surprised to see there were many foods and snacks on the table. Qania elbowed Lala's arm in shock at the large amount of food.

“Hehe, sorry kak” kekeh Lala.

*

The living room is clean and now live Qania, Raka, Julius and Lala who are in the living room while enjoying a snack. Nek Nilam was ready to rest and enter his room.

“So I asked you two to come here because there's something I want to talk about. I will say my point and I hope you both can take it well and after that you will both be mature and legowo” said Qania.

Qania glanced at Raka and Julius who looked tense and serious waiting for Qania's remark, while Lala only focused on the food in her hands.

“I know you two have more feelings for me, I'm so grateful for that. I also know you two are trying to compete for my attention and I feel very flattered by it all. But I'm sorry, I can't return your feelings because you both know why. I don't want to replace my husband with anyone even though I'm going to be a widow all my life”,.

“I already have a child and that's enough for me. I know you're gonna say that I'm gonna need a companion someday and I don't blame your opinion. I don't care if you like me, but I can't make you wish for anything uncertain. I can't be sure how I feel and if I can open my heart”,.

“Maybe you will say you will fight to wait for me, but I don't want you to do that. It became a burden in my life”,.

“I want us to start this with friendship. Raka, you're my friend, my best friend and I don't want to lose a friend like you just because of a deeper feeling in your heart. If you want to break your friendship with me, that's your right. I can't ban it even though I wish you wouldn't do that”, though,.

“And you Julius, I've always thought of you as my sister because I see the nature of my sister in you. You're even younger than my sister. So don't mistake my care and kindness for you as a signal or a secret code if I open my heart to you. And if you want to stay away from me, that's your right”,.

“Sorry, but I'd rather say it than you guys get tired of trying but it doesn't work. Don't come for chasing me you ignore the love that's been waiting for you”,.

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