Forever Love

About Feelings

Silence accompanies the two people who are willing to let go of each other's longing. Such a great longing could not even be expressed in words anymore.

Cika buried her head in the chest of Fero's field, permeating the scent of the man's body. The man who always adorns his dreams. He is the only one who can fill his heart. The man he had even tried to forget for a long time, yet he was powerless to resist his heart.

"I know it's God's fault, but let me have it for a moment. Let me hold her tightly, clench her body even though I have to be asphyxiated. I don't want to wake up from my dreams. After I slept for seven years, this dream was the most beautiful. I beg God to let a moment stay like this" sobbed Cika, her heart so bitter.

Cika's tears wet Fero's shirt, but he is reluctant to let go of his embrace. Fero who realized Cika was still crying tried to let go of her embrace.

"Let it go, leave it for a moment like this. I have not wanted to wake up, I have been sleeping for seven years but this dream is the most beautiful. Let me take a nap, don't wake me up" said Cika still tightly hugging Fero's body.

Fero's tears trickled back to hearing Cika's words.

"I also don't want to wake up if it's just a dream" Fero paused his words, trying to fight back against the torrent of tears that tried to spill.

"I've been dreaming about you for seven years, but today is the most beautiful of all the nights I've had without you. Today is the most beautiful moment I've ever lived without you" sighed, wiping away the tears that kept spilling.

"You know, baby, I was like crazy when I found out you left me. You were so cruel to leave me without telling me and without leaving a trace for me. How am I gonna find you? Where can I find you? You took away my heart with the key, so I couldn't open my heart to anyone else. You know Cika, you're so cruel" Fero's heart expression that he's been damning finally delivered.

After Fero said this, Cika's tears did not stop dripping, she cried so much that she shed all the sadness that she had so longed for.

The tighter, the tighter he clutches the body he misses so much, so possessive it seems that if his arms whine will make the man go away, he thought.

Fero was no less close to holding the girl who for seven years he awaited his arrival also he sought her existence. He felt the smell of the body of a little girl and cute who has now become a beautiful and sweet adult girl is also still a blanket seven years ago.

Both dissolve in their thoughts and feelings, until the morning prayer heard from the mosque near them reawakened the thoughts and feelings of both.

"I'll drive you home" Fero asked.

"I still want to be with you" said Cika who was still resting her head on Fero's chest.

"Walking around?",.

"Where?", though?",.

"Whatever",.

"As long as it's with you, I want to",.

The two let go of each other's embrace, then looked at each other. Fero kissed Cika's forehead for so long, only then did the two go to the motor while holding hands.

"Where are we going neng?" Ask Fero when both are on the bike.

"Where are you" replied Cika chuckling.

"Handle oruh neng, will fall akangnya can go crazy" joked Fero.

Two minutes later..

"Cock's not going yet?" Ask Cika.

"The staff hasn't held" Fero replied with a smile.

"Do you have to?" Ask Cika shyly.

"You want me to the point or use mode?" Ask Fero grinning.

"meaning?" Ask back Cika did not understand Fero's words.

"Who do you want, I to the point tell you to hold or ntar I modusin fitting on the road I suddenly just braked so you directly hug me? Which one to choose?"

Fero's statement left Cika dumbfounded.

"How can anyone want a mode but say it, love choices anyway. This is called the advantage on the side. Errata we both profit because I still want to hug her".

Shamefully Cika wrapped her hands together with red blushing cheeks.

"Oh my heart... Please condition dong, do not go ahead gini daah" squealed in the heart.

"Smart girl" praised Fero and then drove his bike.

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"Why stop?" Cika asked as Fero stopped his motorbike in front of the mosque near the park.

"The duty of the servant to his Lord" answered Fero down from the motor then looked at Cika with a smile that made Cika's heart want to discount.

"You didn't..?" Fero asked while glancing towards the mosque.

"Today's supposed to be a monthly guest is gone" replied Cika timidly.

"Oh, there's a guest anyway" kekeh Fero.

"Yes already a sneak in" Cika pushed softly Fero's body that was still smiling teased him.

"Don't go anywhere, okay" said Fero.

"Hu'um",.

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"Who are you doing in front of the mosque? Not praying?" Ask the men who are going to the mosque.

"No sir" replied Qania smiling kindly.

"Beautiful don't pray" the father was shaking his head.

"Well, what are you doing here?" Ask again.

"I'm coming again this month sir, I'm here again waiting for a friend" replied Qania politely.

"Well beautiful, neng added. Yes, I went in first" he said.

"Yes sir" Qania replied with a friendly smile.

A little while later Arkana came out of the mosque and smiled at Qania sitting waiting for him on the steps of the terrace of the mosque.

"You sleepy, dear? Or tired?" Arkana asked as the two were walking down the stairs.

"Small shreds, if the sleepiness is not" replied Qania.

"You want..."

Drrt..

Drrt..

"Papa called" Arkana said as she looked at her phone.

"Yes, he answered the phone directly" said Qania.

"Assalamu'alaikum pa?"

"Wa'alaikum salam. You where?"

"On pa's road, what's up?"

"Can you go home now, is it important?"

Arkana glanced at Qania, and Qania nodded.

"Oh yes pa"

Tut's..

Tut's..

Tut's..

"Where's darling? Do you want me to drop off first or meet papa at home first?" Ask Arkana after the call ends.

"To your house, dear, if you take me first we have to turn around and quite far. While your home isn't so far from here" Qania breaks up.

"Okay my loved girl" Arkana said, wearing her helmet. Without Arkana realizing Qania had been blushed by his words earlier.

"Udah, bismillah first",.

"Bismilbornrahmanirrahiim",.

Arkana immediately drove his motorbike down the asphalt at dawn to his home, both with the idol of course.

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Arkana and Qania walked into the house whose door was already open, because at half-six like now bi Ochi must be cleaning the house.

"Eh son Arka. There's son Qania too" said Bibi who was sweeping in the living room.

"Hai bi Ochi" said Qania with a sweet smile.

"Who where is bi?" Ask Arkana.

"Oh master in his room, the master told me that Arka boy came directly to be told there" replied bi Ochi.

"Oh yes, thanks bi. Dear yuk" Arkana pulled Qania's hand.

"I'm here once baby, same bi Ochi" Qania refused.

"You interrupted bi Ochi's work" Arkana said.

"No boy, auntie also wants to be finished" elak bi Ochi.

"Hmm, yes I've come with you" Qania relented from seeing the expression of Arkana who did not want to be far from her.

"Yoo.." Arkana drew Qania's hand, both of them up the stairs.

"I don't want you to be the same, dear Ochi. But I want you to rest in my room, I know you're cape" Arkana said as they stood at Arkana's doorstep.

"Humm sweetness" Qania's tease made Arkana chuckle.

"Yes, come in, rest. I went to papa first" Arkana said then stroked Qania's hair fondly.

"Yes" Qania immediately entered and Arkana went to his papa's room.

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After fulfilling his obligation, Fero invited Cika to enjoy the air in the morning before delivering Cika home. Currently they are walking down the road using Fero's motor sport.

It didn't take long, they arrived at a place that was a silent witness to their story first.

"Hey, did you bring me here?" Ask Cika while getting off the bike.

"Yes, of course" Fero followed Cika who was walking towards the seesaw.

Cika circulates her gaze to the area of Kindergarten, her tears hatched when the memory of seven years ago rotated in her memory.

"Don't leave me again, I'm crazy because you left without telling me" said Fero, who hugged Cika from behind.

As Cika's tears flow more and more, she lets Fero embrace her while she dissolves into her past memories.

“You know Cika, I often come here and hope there is a girl I miss is playing a swing while waiting for me to ride the seesaw,.

“I realized that what I expected was impossible but I still came here at the same time as we used to spend back home school”,.

“Do you know Cika, my heart hurts so much when I see those High School kids coming out of our school with their partners. My heart aches at the togetherness of them, while I still stand in my past which is increasingly tormenting me, but I enjoy every second of it”, I love my life,.

“Every time I come to this place, your happy smile and laughter become a relief of tightness in my chest, even though only your shadow comes to my mind”,.

“Ro me..”,.

“Sstt, let me express my heart. Everything I wanted to say when I managed to bring you back to this place again. You just shut up and listen to me” interrupted Fero.

Cika finally kept quiet, he let Fero continue talking with Fero's position still hugging him from behind.

“If you see me hugged guy kayak gini, could-can Fero abis shot. Father, your little daughter is in love again with the same person” inner cry Cika.

“Cika heart, oh Cika heart mother ajep-ajep mom. Please Cika, heart Cika mai jump this”,.

“Cika” call Fero.

“Iya?”,.

“I love you, from the past to the present”,.

“Hah?”,.

“Do you want to continue our delayed story first? Will you change the time that has passed, with me? Will you give your heart to me a second time? Would you like to start a story with me, open a new page with me? Would you like to..”, please,.

“You talk too much” interrupted Cika who had his heart to hear all questions Fero.

“Gue could die suddenly because he heard her talk so sweet, huaaa mother, father of your son fell in loveaaa”, huaaa,.

“I told you to shut up and listen to me talk” protest Fero.

“Iya, but hurry” ketus Cika.

“Hey why you?” asked Fero, he was afraid that Cika actually did not like it.

“You talk too long, I've wanted to play seesaw, tau not” upset Cika.

Fero breathed a sigh of relief because his worry was not happening, in his heart he was very grateful.

“Ekhmmm” dehem Fero's.

“Ekhmm also” Cika follows.

“I already bil..”,.

“Iya I will shut up and listen, satisfied?” cut Cika made Fero chuckle.

“Cika Anastasya Hemanto”, Japan,.

“Iya. Do you remember my full name?” cika asked surprised.

“Hmmm”,.

“Hehe peace” Cika realized if he made Fero start upset.

“Sika Anastasya Hermanto, don't cut my words. I love you, I love you and you want to be my girlfriend again? Will you fill my heart and day? I love you Cika” said Fero earnestly, he tried to fight his heartbeat so fast.

Cika was stunned to hear Fero's expression, she was moved and she did not know what words she had to say to reply to Fero's expression.

“Cika?” call Fero because Cika is silent.

“Eh yes I” Cika was shocked when Fero called her and it made Fero chuckle.

“I Cika Anastasya Hermanto received your love statement” replied Cika firmly, yes that's how she is.

Cika is a plain and firm girl. Not cool and spoiled impressed on people close to him. Cika who is the only child is so pampered and always made as if she is still the little daughter of her father and mother, so her nature is like that. And since he was a soldier child, his assertive nature was also ingrained in him.

“Ja..so you accept me Cik?” ask Fero still can't believe it.

“Yes, hurry up don't be surprised and drama is like that. I've been eager to play it” said Cika made Fero tighten his embrace.

“Sick Ro, you want to kill me?” accuse Cika.

“Eh sorry dear, thank you so much for accepting me. Let's play” take Fero.

Fero let go of his embrace and held Cika's hand to the teeter toy. Both look like two teenagers who have just fallen in love. They play with laughter.

 

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