Forever Love

Two Days More

Time went so slow, Qania who was lying down but could not sleep continued to think of Tristan and Raka. He is currently plagued by a dilemma between choosing Raka and Tristan. If only he did not open up opportunities for both then this would not be like this.

But the rice has become porridge. Currently, what Qania has to do is find a way so that the processed porridge can be enjoyed well and can be accepted by all.

"If I choose Raka, I will not hurt another woman but I hurt myself for having to pretend to accept her feelings. But--if I choose Tristan, what about Marsya?"

"But there's a point too Tristan said, I'm too busy thinking about other people's feelings. I'd rather focus on how I feel than be busy thinking about other people's feelings and hurting myself."

Qania sighed, looking at the ceiling of her room her mind was busy wandering.

"Astagfireullah! I'm why I got to be like this. I should focus on college so I can go home soon. Remember Qania, you came to this city just to gain knowledge and experience. Remember Arqasa who is holding back from missing you. Undoubtedly your love for Arkana Wijaya until every day you even forget other men besides your husband. Arkana is loyal to you until death, when you have just been left a few years have started to like other men. Conscious Qania, aware. Come back to your original intentions. You have to reject both of them and focus on your future and your child's. Yeah, I gotta do this."

"Tristan was just a man who came with an Arkana form and a little Arkana attitude attached to it. But that doesn't mean he's Arkana. God was just testing me through Tristan and Raka. Yeah, I'm definitely just being tested because life isn't always about happiness and walking flat without a hitch. Yeah, I gotta take this step, gotta. Put everything back in the starting position and also in place."

"Night will be the night of the determination of everything. I'm sorry, but my world isn't about you two. I rejected many men because I just wanted to focus on building my world with Arqasa and my memories with Arkana, not what they are today. I think I took the wrong path. My straight path suddenly turned and I didn't realize it. Forgive Mami Arqasa, Mami Khilaf Nak," said Qania.

Qania shed her tears, suddenly the feeling of longing for her son whack the soul and she decided to make a video call.

Qania smiled as she looked at the face of her son who had just woken up.

"Mommy's son just woke up, son?" ask Qania.

"Yes, Mi. I was tired from school" she said.

"Where's the school?"

"Obias a Mi. Lazy I'm the same kids in class who are spoiled and can't do anything. I know I can't read the same, uh still in school. Cut the money," Arqasa said, cursing at his classmates.

"Yes because they can't write the same read so they're school darling" Keek Qania.

"Yes, but the effect is Mi, not really. The teacher had to repeatedly teach him," grumbled Arqasa.

"What's a smart kid in school?" qania Goda.

"Don't ask again Mi. I'm Qania Salsabila's son, yes I was a fool. Embarrassed grandfather, the time of his grandson Regent is not smart. People say that grandchildren are great lawyers who can't read. It's not cool Mi," she said, making Qania laugh until she let out tears.

"You, it's only been four years. How big it will be," said Qania clucked at the attitude of his son.

"That must be smarter than today. Look at it later, I'll make Mami proud. Hence, Mami hurry up and go home. I miss Mami so much, I want to stay alone with Mami" she said.

Qania's heart crumbled as if hearing the child's wish.

Stayed together? That's a sign my son doesn't want anyone else in our lives. All right, son, as you wish. After all, Mommy's life is for you, son. Thank you for opening up Mami's mind, Inner Qania.

"This is Allah Mami coming home next year, six months at the earliest. Doain Mami yes, son. So that Mami continues to be healthy and the lecture is smooth, so that she can quickly go home and hug you," said Qania.

"Promise to Mi. I'm waiting for Mami" he said.

Rubbing her tears, Qania nodded her head. In his heart he felt so guilty for turning from his original goal and now instead focus on thinking of two men who should not be in the storyline.

"Hore ... I'll see you in two days, my dear Mama, I love you" said Arqasa so cheerfully.

"I love you too, Arqasa Wijaya," replied Qania.

Seeing his son as happy as it makes tears should escape from both netranya. This is as simple as the happiness of the mother and child. Meetings are the source of their happiness and distance is what brings happiness.

"Yes first, Mi. I'm going to take a shower first, it's four in the afternoon. I want to go to the park with Grandma after that," said Arqasa.

"When Mami is still kangen, son," whined Qania.

"Hehehe .. patience Mi, two more days really," entertain Arqasa.

Qania put on a sullen face, it felt like he did not want to end his conversation with the child. He was so happy to hear the babbling of his son that he had missed growing up.

"Da .. saaaayyang Mami," said Arqasa waving.

Qania smiled, and she replied to the child.

Qania let out a heavy sigh as soon as the video call ended. He felt more guilty for the child.

"Sorry Mom, Ar. My mom made a mistake. Mami promised to solve this problem. Maafin Mami yes, Ar," said Qania.

"Later the night the three of us will meet. Hahh .. I have to come up with a plan to solve all these problems. May the universe support me" muttered Qania.

.... . ....

Qania was preparing to go to the restaurant where he and Raka had made a pact. Of course he'll go with Tristan.

"Why is it that the longer Tristan's attitude has become more and more similar to Arkana's?" muttered Qania while staring at her reflection in front of the mirror.

"I want to believe, but it's hard. At the beginning of the meeting I admit he was so arrogant just like the Arkana I first met. But the more he gets here the more he looks like my Arkan. But, if he's my Arkan, why doesn't he remember about me or just a few memories stored in his memory. And even he's been with Marsya for over ten years, he can't be Arkana. Yeah, she's just Tristan Anggara who happens to be the same face as my Arkan. Realize Qania, you're just getting carried away with her."

Qania stood up and chose to wait for Tristan's arrival in the living room. He was determined that tonight he would give sweet memories to the two men before he completely disappeared from the lives of the two men who had long wanted him.

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Sorry for being so close. I'm focusing on the thesis exam, hihihi.

But I try to get up every day even if it's just one episode.

Sorry yeah.

And thank you for reading 🤎🤎🤎

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