Forever Love

Three Days Without You

“Arkana why did you leave me alone huh? Why did you break the promise you made? You promised to stay with me and grow old together. Arkana please do not giniinin me, please do not” shouted Qania with tears.

“Sister let's go home” take Syaquile who is crouching next to Qania.

“Kakak still wants to be here deck, sister does not want to leave Arkana. He's alone here deck, pity him. Sister will accompany him here, you come home” said Qania made Syaquile inflamed.

“Kak, don't do this. Brother must be sincere even though I know it won't be easy but it must be brother. Poor brother Arka if brother like this, he will not calm” persuaded Syaquile.

“No deck, sister does not want to go home. You just go home” Qania denied.

Byurr…..

The rain was pouring down heavily on the cemetery area and Qania and Syaquile were still there.

“This brother is already raining and we have to return” take Syaquile.

“No deck, sister does not want to leave Arkana, sister can not. Pity him alone, it's very quiet here and you're sure inside he'll feel claustrophobic and dark. Brother will accompany him to sleep tonight. This is our wedding day and sister will continue to be here until night because tonight is our first night” denied Qania who has not yet moved from Arkana's headstone which continues to be embraced.

Syaquile did not respond to his brother's words, he just quietly waited for his brother to return home.

The rain was getting heavier and both were drenched but Qania was reluctant to move from her position. It was getting late and finally Qania who was cold fell unconscious. Syaquile quickly brought Qania's body into the car where the driver was still waiting for them after driving the Qania family home.

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Qania POV

I'm finally on this day, a day I don't want to go through in my life. Even in my dreams I have been very tormented, but back again this is real. I didn't think fate was playing me like this.

Found me with him, then separated us. Find it again and finally separate us as well.

What's wrong with me?

Why is fate so cruel to me?

Why did God take it on the day we were most looking forward to?

I kept looking at our photos on my phone while continuing to press the video call button to the Arkana number which even though I knew she would never be able to lift.

I miss..

I miss her face so much and I miss her voice so much.

I miss her behavior that always makes me angry and happy at the same time.

I am not thankful what God is? Why did you take my Arkan? The one most beautiful treasure you gave me, why did you take it from me? Do you envy me, God?

Again, you're playing with my life. Taking what I take care of the most and making me overwhelmed with sadness. Are you satisfied that you saw me suffer?

Hahaha must have been very satisfied.

Why don't you just take me with him?

Why make me hurt for the umpteenth time?

I was silent when I heard a knock behind my door. It has been three days since the departure of Arkana for all eternity that I have locked myself in my room. I refused to even go downstairs just to sip a glass of water. I didn't touch a single grain of rice.

Not because I wanted to torture myself, but every corner of this house just kept reminding me of my lover who God ruthlessly took from me.

In this room I also feel more bitter when my memories with Arkana seem to play like a movie in front of me. I wanted to grab her and hug her while she was joking with a woman in front of me who was nothing but a shadow of myself.

I returned her sweet smile and rushed down from my bed to hug her. But I fell on the floor when the body I wanted to hug suddenly disappeared. And I realized it was all just my shadow, and I felt like I wanted to die.

I sat back in my bed listening to the recording of my lover singing and her voice was so melodious while looking at the photo of us both who looked so happy.

I turned my eyes to the sofa where my wedding dress still lay like three days ago without any intention of me keeping it. I walked and took my dress and put it on. I dressed my dull-looking face with puffy eyes and dark circles clearly drawn around my eyes.

It had been three days since his departure that I had trouble sleeping, I was even reluctant to clean my sticky body.

“I'm so beautiful with this dress, Arkana will definitely be fascinated to see me” I said after putting my makeup on in front of the mirror.

I saw Arkan I was sitting on the couch with my chin on my back watching me with a very sweet smile on his face.

“You're beautiful, very pretty”.

I smiled and hurried to the sofa to sit with him. Just as I was about to hug her again, I found the same thing that happened earlier, my Arkan disappeared again.

I hugged my knees that I climbed up onto the sofa while crying as I pleased.

“Arkana why did you leave me alone? Come back, please” my screams.

“You don't hate to see me cry? Where you are, come here remove my tears and make me smile again, please”, please,.

“You make me sad, but this time you can no longer come to take away my grief for the rest of my life. Arkana I miss you, hikss so miss”,.

“I miss you so much Arkana Wijaya” shouted me.

“ARKANA WIJAYA I MISS YOU BACK, I BEG” I shouted.

I kept crying as much as I could without caring from outside my mom and dad kept calling me. I also heard outside the voices of Setya, Rizal, Gea and Fero and my sister who came to cheer me up every day but I never opened the door.

I felt my head dizzy and my vision darken, after which I was unconscious again.

The Qania POV End

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No longer hearing Qania's scream, they decided to break down the door. Alisha was so worried about Qania not eating and drinking for three days and only locked herself in the room so she asked Rizal and Fero to break down the door of Qania's room.

They were all shocked to see Qania pass out on the sofa wearing her wedding dress as well as her face that was seen wearing make up despite tears washing over her.

Alisha's heart was very broken to see the state of her child, her cry broke because it was very sad to imagine the fate of her child.

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Qania blinked his eyes, adjusting to the light of the lamp that entered his sense of sight. Qania circulated her gaze and found a room with white paint that she believed she was in the hospital and she saw a wall clock and the time was seven in the evening. Qania caught the face of her father and her mother who was standing stared cynically at him.

“Have you woken up huh?” the loud voice of her papa shocked Qania who was still gathering her consciousness.

“Pa calm pa, Qania new siuman” said Alisha while stroking her husband's arm.

“Papa why angry pa?” qania asked in a loud voice.

“Based on your brash son, papa lets you date and frees you to go with Arkana because papa is sure you can keep your boundaries. But this time papa disappointed Qania, papa was very disappointed to find you who are now pregnant without a husband and the man actually died before marrying you” shouted Zafran made Qania shocked and those outside waiting were surprised.

“Ha..pregnant pa?” ask Qania.

“Yes, the boy you are proud of is now throwing dirt on your face. Qania papa is the representative of the people and you make papa lose face in front of the people papa by pregnant with illegitimate child” snapped his papa.

“Hikss son of Qania is not an illegitimate child pa, this son is my love for Arkana pa. Papa don't call it an illegitimate child” cried Qania with a cry while holding her stomach.

“What happened?” setya asked who had just entered followed by Rizal, Gea, Fero and Syaquile.

“Your son has placed his seed in my son's womb and left him” said Zafran who was being ignited by emotions.

“Appaaa?” pekik Setya was shocked.

“Qania is pregnant and her gestational age is eight weeks and you know that means they did it two months ago” Zafran said in a loud voice and there was anger in the glare of her eyes.

“Child Qania is not a bastard pa, hikss” Qania again yelled at her papa.

“Not a bastard you said? You did that with a man who wasn't your husband Qania, your son's bastard” yelled his papa.

“Quite pa, sister's child is not an illegitimate child and my niece is a legitimate child not an illegitimate child” Shouts Syaquile from behind making all eyes fixed on her.

“What do you mean huh?” snapped papa.

“I told you that older children are not illegitimate children because Arka's brother and sister were married two months ago and I married them” shouted Syaquile who then ran towards Qania and hugged his brother the one sitting leaning back while crying.

“What does all this mean Syaquile?” asked Zafran in a low tone because of the shock with the words of his youngest son.

“What Syaquile said was right om, me and Fero witness. Syaquile became the marriage guardian of Qania and we who witnessed that night Qania married Arkana two months ago”, Rizal said.

“How can it?” lirih Zafran and Setya together.

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