Forever Love

Qualmishness

Qania swiped both of her palms. He was still trying to calm himself. Still imagined hallucinations earlier. The Syaquile sitting next to him could only shake his head.

“Makanya Ka, don't play with parents. I wish it was,” Syaquile sneer.

“You Deck, instead of calmin Brother even ngatain Kak kualat,” sumpul Qania.

“Yes is. Brother already knows the parents, and Brother himself who feels the bad consequences. Moreover, the name is if not quality,” said Syaquile then closed his eyes. His head rests on the back of the chair. “Udah is Kak, just relax. Bobo, it's still three hours from our trip. My brother is on the plane now. No way the boy came in Brother,” Syaquile said with his eyes closed.

I heard the breath of Qania. Syaquile cuek only. He chose to close his eyes maybe he could fall asleep and wake up when the plane had reached their destination city.

Syaquile had hurriedly come after being called by bi Ochi. He panicked to hear his brother fall unconscious. All the bad possibilities sprung up in his mind so that he crazyly drove the car. Even when he reached Qania unconscious, there was increasing panic.

Syaquile asked about the cause of Qania's fainting.

“Non Qania saw a boy in the pool. The boy who used to come to play in the pool but died last week, Den. Uh suddenly non Qania fainted.”

Such was bi Ochi's explanation when Syaquile asked. Shortly after, Qania opened her eyes. The first thing he saw was his sister then the face of bi Ochi. Qania circulated her gaze, then she breathed a sigh of relief from not seeing the deadly smile of a teenager no longer from the doorway.

Qania chose silence, not wanting to tell him what had knocked him unconscious. It would be funny, he thought. He is not an indigo, just now he just made up freely. But unexpected things happened to him that made him lose consciousness.

Hufftt, I'm sure I was just hallucinating. Relax Qania, relax. Now you are on the plane and far away from home. Hufftt, maybe it's true that I'm a prick. Bi, sorry Qania yes. Qania Nyesal has taken a break from Bibi.

Syaquile opened his eyes slightly to peek. He grinned as he looked at his brother's panicked face with his eyes closed. He closed his eyes again, enjoying the journey that was left a few hours.

Therefore, do not support people. Kualat, it will be. Syaquile.

Finally, by closing her eyes and trying to get rid of her bad thoughts, Qania fell asleep. While Syaquile himself can only close his eyes without being able to go to dreamland.

 . . .

 

Qania looked around the place where he was standing at the moment. In the middle of a flower garden with its diversity. The colorful flowers are very pleasing to the eye and the aroma coming out of each type of plant makes the Qania feel calm.

“I where? Shouldn't I be on the plane?” qania said, again he observed the place he was visiting at this time. “This is not on a plane and even I was never in this place,” Qania said again.

Qania decided to find a way out of this place but after he had been around for a long time he only found a flower garden and also currently he was standing on the edge of a very beautiful lake. There are two Goose that are playing there.

“This place is very beautiful,” muttered Qania while continuing to stare at the beautiful scenery presented in front of him.

“Sayang.”

Qania was silent for a moment hearing such a familiar voice in her ears. A voice he could never miss hearing.

“Arkana? Arkana, is thatyou?” tanya Qania then circulated her gaze even he twisted his body to look for the figure of the owner of the voice.

“Yes, it's me baby. Arkana Wijayamu,” said the voice again.

“Honey, where are you? Why not come closer to me?” ask Qania with a feeling of ungodliness.

“I'm so close to you. Why are you still looking for me, hem?”

“Near? But I didn't see you. Come on, it's not time to play hide and seek and puzzle with me,” said Qania riled.

“I am of course in your heart and mind, isn't that so mistress Wijaya?” There was a sound from a voice that came from nowhere.

“Darling, what do you mean talk like that?” isak Qania's. In his current mind that Arkana's speech signifies that his Arkana is now just a transparent being that he cannot see even touch. He could only hear his voice and it signified that his Ark was indeed gone.

“Hikss, Arkana where are you. Don't you know that I'm so tormented at missing you, huh?” Qania's cry broke out, he continued to circulate his gaze trying to find the figure even though his mind and heart were saying something else.

“Hey don't cry. I know you're so tormented, I know so well, in fact,” entertain him.

“Then, why torture me like this? Already satisfied?” qania snapped by letting her tears flow.

“Sorry you said? Come here, let me see you then I will think of forgiving you or not, hikss.”

“Don't I tell you I'm near you. Even very close to your heart,” he said again.

“But I can't see you!”

“No need for sight to find the person you love. Use your heart. Feel my presence. I'm so close to you. If you really love and love me, you can definitely feel my presence. I exist, even so close to you. Stick to your heart and mind. Feel my presence, dear. Find me in your heart and mind.”

“I don't understand. I don't really understand. You are always and forever in my heart and mind but I need to see you,” cried Qania.

“If you can feel my presence, then you can see me too. I have to go, baby. I'm sorry, actually I still want to talk to you but there's still someone who wants to see you. Goodbye Qania Salsabila, I love you lady Wijaya.”

“Arkana don't go! Don't go, hikss please don't go. Although you can only hear your voice but please don't leave. Stay with me here, my miss is not finished with you. Kumhhon talk to me. I will continue to listen to you even without seeing that handsome face of yours. Arkana, speak. Chat with me, I promise I won't ask where you are as long as your voice can accompany me. Please, hikss,” cried Qania, she cried sobbing but until a few minutes later there was no sound she wanted so badly to hear it reply to her words.

“Taka pa, even if only for a moment but I am very grateful to be able to talk to you again. It's okay even if only for a moment, at least my longing for you can be a little treated,” softly Qania, he then wiped his tears that had flooded his cheeks.

Qania then walked towards the long bench on his left side, he wanted to enjoy the twilight time on the edge of the lake. He was tired from looking for a way out but could not find it. Let him remain silent here while waiting for the way out he can find without having to look for it.

While daydreaming about her brief conversation with Arkana, Qania was struck by a familiar voice calling her name.

“Qania.”

Qania turned to the left side, he saw a well-built, white man with a handsome face coming in wearing casual clothes approaching towards him. Of course Qania stood up straight in surprise. He still hasn't forgotten about the man's treatment of her a few years ago.

“I want to talk to you for a minute. Don't go, I don't want to commit crimes against you. I just wanted to talk to you for a minute. Didn't Arkana say it?” said it.

Qania gasped, then recalled his conversation with Arkana.

Right, Arkana did say that someone wanted to see me. So that's him, Arjuana Wilanata. Qania.

“Ingin talk what?” qania asked, and then she sat down.

Juna smiled faintly, then he walked up to Qania and sat down with her but took a distance of about a meter from Qania so that the woman would not avoid him.

“I want to apologize to you and also thank you,” said Juna but he did not look at Qania but his gaze was straight ahead looking at the Goose who was swimming in the lake.

“Sorry and thank you?” repeated Qania feeling confused.

Juna turned towards Qania with a sweet smile. “Sorry for my past mistakes to you,” he said gently.

Qania stared intensely at Juna. Really Qania was a little hypnotized by the charm of this handsome man. According to Qania, Juna looked even more handsome as he spoke softly and his gaze was sincere on Qania. Unlike a few years ago when he looked at Juna he was instantly frightened. Even at this moment it was somehow Juna had a shady gaze.

Qania cast out his thoughts far and wide, he should not have such thoughts towards other men.

“Alright, I forgive you. Then what is his thanks for?” qania asked after normalizing her thoughts.

Juna smiled again, “Later you will know for yourself. I can't linger here. Someone still wants to see you. Hopefully his arrival will make you happy and eliminate all your doubts and confusion during this time. Once again thank you Qania and forgive me for everything that happened in the past,” said Juna gently made Qania dumbfounded until he could not see if Juna had gone from before him.

Qania only realized a few moments later, then he began to be confused looking for the figure of Juna who went somewhere.

“Juna!! Arjuna!! Where are you?” qania shouted back in frustration when he did not find the figure.

“Sial! I shouldn't have daydreamed. I could come with Juna back home. Now I myself here do not know what to do and ak ... uh, earlier Juna said what yes?” Qania seemed to be thinking, turning back his memory while chatting with Arjuna.

“Eh, what did his words mean just now? Then someone she meant would meet me and clear all my doubts and confusion who is it?” qania muttered as she softly smacked her index finger on her chin.

“I.”

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